Jay Electronica has yet to release a full-length album but has released two official singles to date, "Exhibit A" and "Exhibit C," which won a Sucker Free Summit Award for Instant Classic. His music so far has been made available through the internet, either through being leaked to what URB magazine describes as "obscure web forums", or through an appearing and disappearing MySpace page (currently two seem to be in existence, at /jayelect and at /jayelectronica). Erykah Badu has questioned whether he ever will release, in her words, "actual albums". From New Orleans, LA he has lived in Baltimore, Philadelphia, Washington, D.C., Denver, and Detroit, where he recorded his Style Wars-era music with several J Dilla beats, meeting the producer subsequently to ask for permission to use the recordings as a demo. Detroit is where Electronica met producer/engineer Mike "Chav" Chavarria, who introduced him to both J Dilla and Mr. Porter, and who is now a regular collaborator.
Jay Electronica first gained significant attention through Act 1: Eternal Sunshine (The Pledge), made available on a MySpace page in 2007. It is 9:13 continuous minutes of music, without drums, built from Jon Brion's soundtrack to the film Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. There are five segments or movements, marked by changes in music and mood, raps by Electronica, and occasional snippets of sampled dialogue (children arguing in Kurdish, Gene Wilder as Willy Wonka). The first segment is spoken word by Just Blaze and Erykah Badu describing the artist over piano music. The nature of the piece of music, along with the nature of its appearance, led to a slow build-up of interest in Electronica as an enigmatic figure. Songs circulating online as the Style Wars EP gained wider circulation, and other songs, such as the dream-inspired "Dimethyltryptamine", soon appeared. In January 2008, Gilles Peterson's 90-minute Gilles Peterson Worldwide was devoted to the rapper. Hiphopdx.com in 2008 called him "arguably...the most talked about new emcee last year ... at times...more like a myth or urban legend than an actual rapper", and URB ran a cover story on the artist under the banner "Jay Electronica: A Spotless Mind:: An MC’s mystery revealed", which referred to his wanderings as his being "like some sort of hip-hop Jack Kerouac".
Jeff Weiss' piece for the L.A. Weekly, "Jay Electronica: Much Better Than His Name Would Suggest", acknowledged that the rapper could be fairly described as "one of the most buzzed about rappers of 2008", but attempted to temper the hype somewhat, describing Act 1... as "ambitious, wildly original, if not slightly pretentious", while endorsing only to an extent the comparisons URB had made (referencing an "abstract rhyming style") to rappers like Nas and Pharoahe Monch.
According to URB, Act II: Patents of Nobility will feature Nas, and will be the second of a putative trilogy. URB also reported that digital EPs with both Guilty Simpson and producer 9th Wonder were planned. His most recent music as of November 2008 is the Just Blaze-produced track "Exhibit A (Transformations)".
According to a Filter TV interview, Jay Electronica has partnered with Decon to release his debut project. It is being described as a multi-media release and footage from the project which was partially shot in Nepal and Dubai has begun to surface online. The first clip to leak is titled "Dear Moleskine" and can be found on YouTube, the track was produced by Just Blaze and the clip was directed by Jason Goldwatch from Decon. In June of 2009, Decon and Jay's "The Dogon Society" released "Exhibit A" digitally. "Exhibit C" was released on iTunes December 16, 2009 and quickly shot to the top 10 of the iTunes Hip-Hop charts. The following week it was chosen by Hot 97's DJ Enuff as the Heavy Hitter pick of the week. On February 9, 2010, it was announced Jay Electronica will appear at the 2010 Bonnaroo Music Festival. Further proof of the continuing buzz about this artist saw On Jay Electronica sell out 2 nights at the Jazz Cafe Jazz Café, London (UK) on Feb 17, 2010.
Jay Electronica continued his scattered release practice, dropping "A Million In The Morning" on April 4, 2010. The song features a weary Electronica trying to keep himself awake to escape his nightmares.
On April 30th, Jay Electronica debuted "The Ghost of Christopher Wallace" via his Twitter. The song features P Diddy and is produced by London beatsmith Quincey Tones, who is known for producing such acts as Young Jeezy and Royce da 5'9".
On 12th November 2010, Jay-Z announced that Jay Electronica was officially the newest member of his own 'Roc Nation' record label/management company, which boasts such acts as J. Cole and Willow Smith.
Jay has been travelling the world and was in London, United Kingdom for an extended period of time completing his debut album 'Act II: Patents of Nobility (The Turn)'.
Jay Electronica and Erykah Badu have a child together, a girl named Mars Merkaba, born on February 1, 2009.
Dear Moleskine
Jay Electronica Lyrics
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I'm a thinker not a drinker but still I Hennessy drag
Alcohol numbs the pain like with novacane stabs
In your arteries pardon me but my city go mad
Via Compton California, corners with coroners and karma on em
Colors corresponding to gangs upon us
Common corrupted crip & piru's cripple the city
Triple the crime, Bible nor the Qur'an can save
Where the choppers kidnap the night and police silence your rights
Stare at the sky wonder will you live to see 25?
I'm 22 at 20 I knew I was against the odds
This kid named Jonathan was monitorin'
His momma & sister, his older cousin he honoured him
Anonymous bodies on his burner was astonishin'
To Johnny he might have been a modern day rider then
He walking outside again, he see the lifestyle of an active member
Pull out a mac 11, now his eyes is big
Fascinated by mayhem, what's his cousin to say now?
He wanna be from the hood that he's from and that's one
More gangster under the family tree, took em under his wings like KFC
Crip crazy, rocking matching t-shirts that says "the hood made me"
No love just spread slugs thats the policy, the leader and the prodigy
Now shorty do-wap, holdin a ou-wap, hanging with rah rah's with blah blah's
That sit on the block catching fades, hitting licks, going on missions with lunatics
A 9th grade menace thugging for 6 months, smoking like 6 blunts
An hour the power of banging, he was walking
Little Johnny
Have you ever ever ever been depressed so bad
It was a struggle every day not to regret your past
Feeling cursed like you never ever get your swag
And you was speeding down the highway when your threshold pass
When you cried all your tears out
And one page of your diary can tell you what your year 'bout
That's a lonely place
My mama said "Son, why such a lonely face?"
Because the pressure's on me
Plus I feel like Bill Murray trapped in Punxsutawney
Dr. Phil told me that I can sell crack or hit the army
Look at where we live at
Tell me you don't hear that
Tell me you don't feel that
Show me to the way out
Tell me when pastor Raphael gon' reveal that
If not, man I'm outta here
I'm just a sleep walking robot that's outta gear
I stick my nose out the water to the sky for air
Lama sabachthani
I'm trying to see light but the devil trying to blind me
The grim reaper walking with his shovel right behind me
Trying to introduce me to the untimely unkindly
I Walk the line finely like Johnny Cash
But I keep getting visits from the ghost of the past
So I spark another L then I go to the pad
The lyrics to Jay Electronica's "Dear Moleskine" recount the struggle of depression and the temptation to use alcohol to numb the pain. The artist describes his hometown of Compton, California, where gangs and violence are rampant. He tells the story of a young man named Johnny who becomes fascinated by the gang lifestyle and seeks to become a part of it. The lyrics reveal the brutal reality of gang culture and the pressure to conform to it, even among family members. The artist identifies with Johnny's struggle against feeling like an outsider and connects it to his own experience of depression.
The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the streets of Compton and the desperation that drives young people to join gangs. The artist recognizes the futility of the gang lifestyle and sees it as a dead end. He also confronts his own depression and acknowledges the difficulty of escaping it. The reference to Bill Murray's character in the film "Groundhog Day" reinforces the sense of being stuck in a repeating cycle of despair.
Overall, "Dear Moleskine" is a powerful meditation on the struggle to find meaning in the midst of pain and suffering. It is an honest and unflinching look at the realities of life on the streets and the human condition.
Line by Line Meaning
Yeah I can reconcile being depressed real bad
I am capable of dealing with extreme depression.
I'm a thinker not a drinker but still I Hennessy drag
I prefer to think my way through problems, but sometimes I turn to alcohol to numb the pain.
Alcohol numbs the pain like with novacane stabs
Just like a novocaine injection, alcohol can help numb emotional pain.
In your arteries pardon me but my city go mad
The violent gangs in my city are like poison in the veins of its people.
Via Compton California, corners with coroners and karma on em
I'm from Compton, California, where the intersections are filled with both dead bodies and the inevitable consequences of karma.
Colors corresponding to gangs upon us
The different colors that people wear in my neighborhood correspond to different gangs.
Common corrupted crip & piru's cripple the city
The violent activities of the Crips and Bloods are destroying the city.
Triple the crime, Bible nor the Qur'an can save
The crime rate is so high that even religious texts cannot save us.
Welcome don't be afraid, your city similar right?
I'm welcoming you to my neighborhood, which is probably similar to yours.
Where the choppers kidnap the night and police silence your rights
In my neighborhood, helicopters constantly roam the skies and police oppression silences the voices of the people.
Stare at the sky wonder will you live to see 25?
I look up at the sky and wonder if I'll be able to survive to the age of 25.
I'm 22 at 20 I knew I was against the odds
At 22 years old, I know that I was facing difficult odds for survival since the age of 20.
This kid named Jonathan was monitorin'
I once knew a kid named Jonathan who was closely watching his family members.
His momma & sister, his older cousin he honoured him
Jonathan respected and honored his mother, sister, and older cousin.
Anonymous bodies on his burner was astonishin'
Jonathan had witnessed so many homicides that he kept count on his burner phone.
To Johnny he might have been a modern day rider then
Jonathan may have viewed himself as a modern-day outlaw or gangster.
He walking outside again, he see the lifestyle of an active member
When he steps outside, Jonathan is faced with the life of a gang member.
Pull out a mac 11, now his eyes is big
Jonathan takes out a MAC-11 gun, and his eyes widen in excitement.
Fascinated by mayhem, what's his cousin to say now?
Jonathan finds the chaos and destruction of gangs fascinating, and his cousin doesn't know what to say.
He wanna be from the hood that he's from and that's one
Jonathan craves the sense of belonging that comes with being part of a community, but this community happens to be a dangerous gang.
More gangster under the family tree, took em under his wings like KFC
Now, Jonathan wants to be part of the family's gang legacy, and his cousin takes him under his wing to show him the ropes.
Crip crazy, rocking matching t-shirts that says "the hood made me"
Jonathan becomes completely immersed in the life of a Crip, wearing matching t-shirts with slogans about being shaped by the hood.
No love just spread slugs thats the policy, the leader and the prodigy
Unfortunately, the gang's policy is to shoot to kill with no compassion, and Jonathan follows the gang's leader like a loyal prodigy.
Now shorty do-wap, holdin a ou-wap, hanging with rah rah's with blah blah's
Jonathan is now known as "Shorty Do-Wap," and he carries a gun while hanging around with members of the gang.
That sit on the block catching fades, hitting licks, going on missions with lunatics
Jonathan and his fellow Crips hang around on the street corner, getting into fights, committing thefts, and going on dangerous missions with unpredictable members.
A 9th grade menace thugging for 6 months, smoking like 6 blunts
Jonathan begins his life of crime as a 9th-grader, and soon becomes a dangerous threat while smoking marijuana constantly.
An hour the power of banging, he was walking
Jonathan gains a sense of power and purpose from gang activity, and he walks with newfound confidence.
Little Johnny
Despite everything, Jonathan remains the same person he was before he fell into the Crips.
Have you ever ever ever been depressed so bad
Have you ever felt true, debilitating depression?
It was a struggle every day not to regret your past
Every day is a struggle not to dwell on past mistakes that lead to depression.
Feeling cursed like you never ever get your swag
Feeling cursed and unable to regain one's confidence or sense of style.
And you was speeding down the highway when your threshold pass
Some people resort to reckless behaviors, like speeding down the highway, in order to cope with emotional pain.
When you cried all your tears out
When one has exhausted all their emotions and no longer has any tears left to cry.
And one page of your diary can tell you what your year 'bout
A single page of one's diary can accurately predict what their entire year has been like in terms of emotional struggle.
That's a lonely place
Living with the intense pain of depression is a deeply isolated experience.
My mama said "Son, why such a lonely face?"
Even though my own mother has noticed my distress, she doesn't understand why I look so unhappy all the time.
Because the pressure's on me
I am under immense pressure to navigate the difficulties of life.
Plus I feel like Bill Murray trapped in Punxsutawney
I feel like I'm living the same day over and over again, like the movie Groundhog Day.
Dr. Phil told me that I can sell crack or hit the army
I'm so lost and desperate that I'm willing to turn to drug dealing or enlistment in the military in order to escape my mental state.
Look at where we live at Tell me you don't hear that
It's impossible to ignore the problems in our community.
Tell me you don't feel that
Surely you can sense the same despair and hopelessness I do?
Show me to the way out
I'm begging for someone to show me a path out of this despair.
Tell me when pastor Raphael gon' reveal that
I'm asking when spiritual guidance and enlightenment will reveal itself to me and offer me salvation from my trauma.
If not, man I'm outta here
If I can't find a way out of this pain, I may have to turn to more drastic measures, like self-harm or worse.
I'm just a sleep walking robot that's outta gear
I feel like I'm just going through the motions of life, with no sense of control or purpose.
I stick my nose out the water to the sky for air
I'm gasping for breath and looking for a way to stay afloat.
Lama sabachthani
This is a reference to Jesus' words on the cross, "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?" expressing a sense of spiritual abandonment and loss.
I'm trying to see light but the devil trying to blind me
I'm doing my best to find a source of hope or optimism, but forces of darkness and negativity are trying to obscure my vision.
The grim reaper walking with his shovel right behind me
The specter of death looms over me, as if the grim reaper himself is walking right behind me, waiting to strike.
Trying to introduce me to the untimely unkindly
Death is trying to bring me to an early and unkind fate.
I Walk the line finely like Johnny Cash
Like Johnny Cash, I try to navigate the fine line between life and death and hope to come out alive.
But I keep getting visits from the ghost of the past
Even as I try to move forward, past traumas and regrets continue to weigh me down and haunt me.
So I spark another L then I go to the pad
So I light another cigarette or joint, and try to find solace in writing out my feelings and thoughts.
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@KhalilSeretseKhama
Every couple of years I come back to this video and think about what could've been.
@wassimmbarki1609
biggest fuck up in terms of carreer in whole hip hop history
@timothyjonw
40 days he is droppin new shit!!!! Soo stokeddd
@johnpereira1616
It was all worth it! Album coming in 40 days
@TVanLitty
As we march closer....
@philippemontambault1494
Its finally time my friend..
@consmo
This vid change the course of my life. Glad to see its still here in '17 after all the time passed
@TonysPureFitness
This just brings tears and you cant even explain it...I hope this new album is this emotional.
@sasutron
Based on what little material is available, I would already consider this man to be amongst the greatest of all time. He spits that real shit and makes it sound so easy and enjoyable. There really is no comparison. He's bringing the realness back one track at a time.
@DiogeneseTheCynicTenz
Jay, you went to Nepal I felt blessed to know that you are a seeker and have opened your third eye even your lyrics always show the intelligence you have and that you know the universal truth. Lord bless you and thank you for inspiring people like me. Hare krishna 🙏