Departure
Jay Electronica Lyrics


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as the tears welled up in my eyes
my mama said "son what happened?"
sometimes I cant breathe cuz its so much crap man
I called on god but he dont call back and
fight to stay sane while the devils laughin
last night i was across the tracks
wit freddy and black teddy just playin a crap game
smokin on stank
sippin on drank
when brian came flyin up the block like batman

*pant pant* minnie got killed!
his wig got peel't in the county yo'
by some tenth ward niggas that we barely know!

I said hold up, whoa whoa whoa whoa
you must be joking but he wasnt laughin
freddy passed out in the the grass and thats when
his mother came outside and said "wheres minnie?"
I looked down at the ground " I dont know where hes at maam"
lump in my throat I just lost my best friend
Conneticuit minnie with the east coast accent
top it all of, my older cousin mookie got caught
with some yellow cap viles of crack man
its time for me to leave home ma thats that man
it aint much left here to see for a black man
im a spread my wings pursue this rap thing
kiss my baby sister tell her ill be back
Im on I-10 east bound to man-hat-tan
n-y-c yes sir thats rap land
a one way ticket, a trunk of clothes
i spent my last twenty-five cent on pac man




mister bus driver set me free
just take me to new york and let me be (late echo)

Overall Meaning

The opening lyrics to Jay Electronica’s song Departure reflect the raw and emotive nature of the song’s content. The lines “as the tears welled up in my eyes, my mama said ‘son what happened?’” carry a heavy weight of sadness and despair. It is clear that the singer is struggling with life and feels like he has nobody to turn to. He calls on God for support but feels like he is not being heard. The line “fight to stay sane while the devils laughin” highlights that the struggle is a mental one and that the singer feels like he is being tormented by his own mind. The song then moves into a story about the death of “Minnie” which adds to the sense of tragedy.


The story is filled with elements of street life such as smoking, drinking, and gambling but it is all set against a backdrop of deep sorrow. The singer is trying to come to terms with the loss of his friend while dealing with the wider issues that come with growing up in a deprived and dangerous environment. The line “it aint much left here to see for a black man” is particularly powerful as it suggests that the singer is leaving not just because he wants to pursue his music but because he feels like there is no hope left for him where he is. The song ends with a sense of hope for the future as he sets off towards his dream of making it in New York City.


Line by Line Meaning

as the tears welled up in my eyes
I am about to tell a story that is going to make me emotional and bring tears to my eyes, as I recount the events that have happened to me


my mama said "son what happened?"
My mother noticed my pain and asked me what was wrong, hoping she could provide some sort of comfort or aid


sometimes I cant breathe cuz its so much crap man
There are times when I feel utterly overwhelmed and like I can't go on due to the stressful and difficult circumstances I find myself in


I called on god but he dont call back and
In my moment of desperation and need, I asked for divine intervention, but received no immediate response or relief


fight to stay sane while the devils laughin
Amidst the chaos and struggling, I am trying my best to keep sane and composed, despite feeling like I am constantly facing opposition and negativity


last night i was across the tracks wit freddy and black teddy just playin a crap game smokin on stank sippin on drank when brian came flyin up the block like batman
I was hanging out with my friends Freddy and Black Teddy, gambling and casually partaking in substances, when another friend named Brian rushed up to us in a dramatic fashion, much like Batman


pant pant minnie got killed! his wig got peel't in the county yo' by some tenth ward niggas that we barely know!
Brian frantically spewed out the shocking news that our friend Minnie had been murdered in a degrading way by a group of people we were only slightly acquainted with


I said hold up, whoa whoa whoa whoa you must be joking but he wasnt laughin freddy passed out in the the grass and thats when his mother came outside and said "wheres minnie?" I looked down at the ground " I dont know where hes at maam"
I had a hard time processing the information and had to ask Brian to confirm the news, but he was dead serious. Meanwhile, my friend Freddy had passed out from the shock of it all, and his mother became concerned and inquired about Minnie's whereabouts, which left me at a loss for words


lump in my throat I just lost my best friend Conneticuit minnie with the east coast accent top it all of,
The realization hit me hard that I had lost a dear friend, Minnie, who hailed from Connecticut and had a distinctively Eastern accent, adding a layer of melancholy to the tragic event


my older cousin mookie got caught with some yellow cap viles of crack man its time for me to leave home ma thats that man it aint much left here to see for a black man im a spread my wings pursue this rap thing
On top of everything else, my beloved cousin Mookie was arrested for drug possession, and the adversity became too much for me to bear. I knew that it was time to move on and pursue my dreams of becoming a rapper, as there was nothing left for me in my hometown, especially as a black man


kiss my baby sister tell her ill be back Im on I-10 east bound to man-hat-tan n-y-c yes sir thats rap land a one way ticket, a trunk of clothes i spent my last twenty-five cent on pac man
Before embarking on my journey to NYC, I made sure to say goodbye to my little sister and assure her I would return one day. I hit the road, taking a one-way ticket and packing all of my belongings, including spending my last bit of cash on a video game


mister bus driver set me free just take me to new york and let me be (late echo)
As I rode the bus towards my destination, I asked the driver to simply let me off in New York and allow me to make my way on my own, free from the past and ready to start anew




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Aura

As the tears welled up in my eyes
My mama said "son what happened?"
Sometimes I can't breathe cause it's so much crap man
I called on god but he don't call back and
Fight to stay sane while the devils laughin
Last night I was across the tracks
With freddy and black teddy just playin a crap game
Smokin on stank
Sippin on drank
When brian came flyin up the block like batman

[pant pant] minnie got killed!
His wig got peeled in the callio
By some tenth ward niggas that we barley know!

I said hold up, whoa whoa whoa whoa
You must be joking but he wasn't laughin
Freddy passed out in the the grass and that's when
His mother came outside and said "where's minnie?"
I looked down at the ground "I don't know where he's at maam"
Lump in my throat I just lost my best friend
Conneticuit minnie with the easy coast accent
Top it all of, my older cousin mookie got caught
With some yellow capped barrels of crack man
It's time for me to leave home ma that's that man
It ain't much left here to see for a black man
I'm a spread my wings pursue this rap thing
Kiss my baby sister tell her I'll be back
I'm on I-10 east bound to manhattan
Nyc yes sir that's rap land
A one way ticket, a trunk of clothes
I spent my last 25 cent on pac man
Mister bus drive set me free
Just take me to new york and let me be



All comments from YouTube:

Soultronics

All he needs is 1 minute and 32 seconds to create something so personal and so beautiful. Truly a master.

BoomBapBenji

+Geron Fletcher word, this is my favorite verse from him

Soultronics

Geron Fletcher
Yeah, shit like this gets slept on heavy

Geron Fletcher

Insanely talented writer. This is what makes hip hop the greatest art form... I wish people that hate hip hop would listen to stuff like this.

Shock Value RBL

Jay Electronica will continue to be my favorite rapper. Well after his death his wordplay and story telling will always transcend any wave hip hop rides.

EQUATE pRODUCTIONS

A soldier most definitely. A rare commodity. Great knowledge in his words

macko54

"It ain't much left here to see for a Black man" I honestly get goosebumps when i hear that line.

nightfall

facts. cuts deep somehow.

Aura

I’m Hispanic with a small bit of Nigerian in me. I identify as Hispanic though. It also resonates with me. It’s just such a sad line.

thatdudebonzo

If you can relate then you know

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