Grow
Jay Sarma Lyrics
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I wish that I had known, I’d be sleeping alone
But you can’t decide
And it is plain to see, that your priorities
Just do not fit right
I can’t reconcile this feeling
Woah, because I remember when you had certainty
There is empty space
Where you body once laid next to mine
Nothing to embrace
But the loneliness on this cold night
Oh, this fever comes and goes, and time slows
But the longer I’m alone
The more I grow
Oh I
I don’t know what to do, trying to get over you
But you can’t decide
If you’re still wanting me, and now this in between
Causes more divide
I can’t reconcile this feeling
Woah, because I remember when you had certainty
There is empty space
Where you body once laid next to mine
Nothing to embrace
But the loneliness on this cold night
Oh, this fever comes and goes, and time slows
But the longer I’m alone
The more I grow
The song "Grow" by Jay Sarma is a reflective piece that laments a broken relationship. The lyrics speak of a feeling of loneliness and uncertainty, as the singer reflects on the loss of his partner's affection. In the first verse, he admits that he wishes he had known about their separation beforehand to avoid the feeling of being in limbo. He acknowledges his partner's inability to make a decision about their relationship and implies that this indecisiveness is the root cause of their separation. The singer finds it hard to accept the change in the relationship that was once certain and stable.
In the chorus, the singer expresses how his loneliness is a catalyst for personal growth as he reflects on his past experiences with his former partner. He meditates on the lessons he learned about himself and the relationship, and how he has grown as a person since the separation. The chorus says that this process of growth is gradually making him a better person.
The last verse reiterates the singer's plight, saying that he is trying to move on but that his partner's indecisiveness is causing even more problems. The relationship remains in the in-between stage, and this only adds to the confusion and feelings of loneliness. The song's ultimate message is that growth can emerge from difficult and painful experiences, and the singer learns to accept the outcome while also resolving to forge ahead and become a better person.
Line by Line Meaning
Tonight
Tonight is a reference to the present moment, when the singer is feeling the emotions conveyed in the song.
I wish that I had known, I’d be sleeping alone
The singer is expressing regret in hindsight that they didn't anticipate being alone tonight and wishes they had taken different actions.
But you can’t decide
Refers to the indecisiveness of the singer's partner or former partner, which has contributed to the current situation.
And it is plain to see, that your priorities
The singer has come to the realization that their partner's priorities in the relationship have not been in alignment with their own.
Just do not fit right
The lack of alignment in priorities is creating emotional dissonance for the singer and is not leading to a healthy relationship.
I can’t reconcile this feeling
The singer is struggling to come to terms with the emotions they are feeling in response to the situation they are in, particularly in relation to their partner or former partner.
Woah, because I remember when you had certainty
The singer is recalling a time when their partner was more decisive and had more clarity around their feelings, which is contributing to the singer's confusion now.
There is empty space
The singer is describing the physical space next to them in bed, which is empty due to their partner's absence.
Where you body once laid next to mine
The singer is expressing nostalgia for a time when they were physically intimate with their partner and acknowledges that this is part of the reason why they are feeling lonely.
Nothing to embrace
The physical emptiness next to the singer in bed represents a lack of emotional intimacy as well, leaving the singer with nothing tangible to hold onto or feel connected to.
But the loneliness on this cold night
The singer is emphasizing how alone they feel by drawing attention to the cold night and the feelings of isolation it brings.
Oh, this fever comes and goes, and time slows
The singer is using the metaphor of a fever to describe the intensity of their emotions, which come and go, but which always slow down time and make it feel like they are stuck in the present moment.
But the longer I’m alone
The singer is acknowledging that being alone for an extended period of time is not necessarily a negative thing, but can lead to personal growth and reflection.
The more I grow
By being alone, the singer is able to focus on themselves and their own personal development, leading to growth and self-improvement.
I don’t know what to do, trying to get over you
The singer is expressing their confusion and frustration at not knowing how to process their feelings or how to move on from their relationship with their partner.
If you’re still wanting me, and now this in between
The singer is acknowledging that their partner may still have feelings for them, but that their current situation is not sustainable or healthy.
Causes more divide
The singer is highlighting how the current situation is not bringing them closer together, but is instead driving them further apart emotionally.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Rayling Le Fanue, Austin Simoneaux, Madhurjya Sarmah, Phillipa Moran
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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