Almost But Not Quite
Jaykae Lyrics

Yeah I'm ready
I am prepared and eager to take on what lies ahead.

Oh yeah
Expressing enthusiasm and affirmation.

It's leaping season
This is a time for significant progress and bold actions.

Man I'm either too fucking busy Or too busy fucking
My life is filled with constant activity, whether it's work or personal pursuits.

Every day I'm taking over A new city stuntin'
Daily, I'm making my mark and establishing my presence in a new place.

Go and ask somebody who's Really running our city
If you need clarity on who's influential, ask around.

Who matters yeah and who really doesn't What a pity grow with me
It's unfortunate how some people matter and others don't, but I invite you to grow alongside me.

Pull your socks up, take a stroll with me
Prepare yourself and join me on this journey.

Something misty you can see the hole in me
There’s a vague understanding of my inner emptiness or vulnerabilities.

Buying bottles of this shit like? no Diddy
I indulge in expensive drinks, although it doesn't solve my problems.

Nah drink won't take my problems away
I recognize that alcohol is not a solution to my issues.

But my thoughts overload and My conscious'll play
My mind is overwhelmed, constantly reflecting on thoughts and struggles.

Someones in trouble then it's gotta be Jay
If there's an issue, it usually ends up being attributed to me.

Do you like my new flows Yeah I got them today
Check out my fresh creative expressions, which I've just crafted.

A vet now til 12 I was an up-comer
I've matured in the game, transitioning from a newcomer to an established artist.

Got a feeling that it's gonna Be a good summer
I have high hopes that the upcoming season will be positive.

So much things on the hoods wish list
There are many aspirations and desires within my community.

So I'm gonna make sure it's Gonna be a good Christmas
I will work to ensure that our community experiences joy during the festive season.

Hard times June we deserve this shit
After enduring struggles, we have earned the right to enjoy good times.

One way traffic can't swerve this shit
There's a clear path forward that I must stick to no matter what.

Grindin' for time had to earn this shit
I’ve worked hard for the success and time I've achieved.

Takes years of silence to be heard this quick
It often takes a lot of quiet perseverance before one gains recognition.

Straight up and if you're feelin' froggy Release another anthem (leap)
Be real and take a bold step if you're ready to create something powerful.

They mustn't be talking money Cos they talk to Me an' I never seem to understand em
If the discussion isn't about financial success, I find it hard to relate.

(Don't ask big man questions)
Avoid posing difficult inquiries that may challenge my position.

They won't let a man live his life without Stress the Police I can't stand em
I feel constantly pressured and negatively impacted by law enforcement.

(can't stand em blud)
My disdain for the police is strong.

And the worst thing is these hoes ain't Loyal but neither are the mandem
It's disappointing to find that loyalty is absent in both romantic and friendship contexts.

Sad but true
This is an unfortunate reality.

Bet you're screwing if that was you
I can imagine you'd be upset if you were in my position.

Them guys that'll lie and tell You black was blue (what boys?)
Some people will deceive you and twist the truth for their benefit.

Tell em catch up now I'm not fuckin' round
I’m moving forward, so those who don’t keep up will be left behind.

This time it's clear
My intentions and direction are evident.

Sick of talkin' 'bout this time next year
I'm tired of speculating about future success without taking action.

You know me fam I get shit crackin'
You’re aware that I’m proactive and make things happen.

Just take a look at me this time next year
If you observe my progress now, I will be in a much better position a year from now.

I'm nearly 23 you feel the energy
I’m at a pivotal age and my energy is palpable.

Josh was my little bro you seen the chemistry
My close bond with Josh was evident and impactful.

Feels like I got a whole leap of enemies
I seem to have accumulated many adversaries.

Now you're way back there if You been ahead of me
If you were once surpassing me, you’re now far behind.

Shout out Tom you hear the melody (trust me)
Let’s acknowledge Tom for his contribution to my creative process.

So nah nah don't give up for anythin'
Stay persistent; don’t lose hope over trivial matters.

Live yours fuck everythin'
Focus on your own life regardless of others’ opinions.

Yeah that’s life with a Y an eye for an eye
Life is about reciprocity and consequences.

Three deaths in one year I ask why to the sky
I’ve faced significant loss and seek understanding from the universe.

The motorbike crashed but I ride til I die
Despite the struggles represented by a fall, I’ll continue striving until the end.

Don't think I'm bad I'm Just tryna' get by
Don’t misconstrue my actions; I'm simply attempting to survive.

I smoke til I'm sober
I use substances—but aim to maintain clarity and control.

Know I'm a soldier dealt with my shit
I’ve faced my challenges bravely, like a soldier.

I never moaned to an older
I’ve handled my issues independently without seeking help.

Still looking over my shoulder
I remain cautious and vigilant of potential threats.

From a stone to a boulder
I've transformed from a small problem to a much larger one.

Like snow but I'm colder
I’m resilient and tougher than anticipated.

Yeah fuck it man I'm great
I confidently acknowledge my worth.

And if your friend’s on the wrong Path put 'em on a straight
If someone is making poor choices, help them find the right direction.

I used to want her now I got it on a plate
What I once desired is now easily within my reach.

Is it cos I'm Jaykae or cos I lost a bit of weight? Oh yeah
My success might stem from my identity or my personal transformation.

They never expected this
People were surprised by my successes.

They never expected this for real
The astonishment is genuine.

Listening to 2Real and things Don't seem too real
While engaging with deep music, my current reality feels surreal.

Cos you died on my Mum's birthday
Your passing coincides with a significant family date, adding to my grief.

I saw her face and cried
Witnessing her pain affected me deeply.

Thinking about Alison's pain
I contemplate the suffering of others as well.

The golden boy you played a major Part in helping Brum shut down
Your influence significantly impacted my community.

If you was around Froggy would Not I ain't forgot rIP Depz the boss
If you were still here, things would be different; I honor your memory.

Cah we miss you bro
Your absence is deeply felt by us.

You're not here but you're here in spirit
Although you are gone, your essence and impact remain.

Thank god Jaykae found the spirit To put down the spirit's
I’m grateful that I’ve harnessed my creativity in tribute.

Yeah that's the spirit
This embodies the energy and essence of my work.

It's more than a lyric
My message transcends mere words and holds greater significance.

This is a diary to remind Me how I've been living
My art serves as a record of my experiences and reflections.

Writing but it was already written so Don't tell me about spitting
Creative expression is preordained; I seek authenticity over imitation.

You know like that
You understand the depth of what I’m expressing.

Find yourself in a stakeout, big ego
Be aware of the risks and responsibilities that come with confidence.

Confidence is frightening living that Life with a Y private guy in the public eye
Balancing self-assurance while maintaining privacy in the spotlight can be daunting.

Not too social can't be social sights cah Man have got a social life
While I stay somewhat reserved, I do have a social life and connections.

Plus there's only so much This could be us or niggas be like I can like
Opportunities are limited, and I need to discern genuine friendships from superficial ones.

DSAW been taking advice from Kyle And CS to read more
I’ve sought guidance from trusted friends to expand my horizons.

Read between the lines now I'm not around Some man you saw me round before
Reflect on the deeper meanings; my absence from certain circles changes perceptions.

When the helpers helping out Who's helping the helper out?
It raises the question of support systems; even those who assist need assistance.

I decided to help myself and now I make a bit of change
I took charge of my life and have achieved financial improvement.

Cah things have changed from back in the day
My circumstances have significantly improved compared to the past.

I'm climbing ladders Go Small Heath and reason with braddas
I’m advancing my career and connecting with my community.

Tryna follow but same time follow my dream And find that balance
I’m juggling community expectations while pursuing my personal aspirations.

Shake man's hand with my right hand only Roll with my right hand man only
I’m selective with whom I associate, emphasizing loyalty.

You know the pattern
Familiarity and understanding of how I operate.

Dad told me this was bound to happen
My father foresaw my potential for success.

Cos son you have too much talent
My skills and abilities are undeniable.

Now I feel like Floyd when he Had to fight Rickie Hatton
I feel a sense of empowerment akin to a fighter preparing for a significant challenge.

I had a serious passion for when I Used to listen to Serious and Passion
My deep emotional engagement with music has shaped my journey.

Now me and my mandem are in fashion
My close friends and I are currently in demand and relevant.

Fans rate us so they pay attention
People appreciate our work and are actively engaged.

Gal rate us so they crave attention
We attract attention not only from fans but also from women.

I feel man feeling a way I can sense the tension
I’m aware of the emotions others project and the underlying conflict.

I know but choose not gas em
I understand their feelings but avoid exacerbating the situation.

They want me on a Scrappy Doo vibe let Me have 'em let me have 'em
They desire my enthusiasm, and I’m ready to deliver.

Killin' this shit one love Deppy clap em
I’m excelling in my craft while honoring those who have supported me.

Still can't fathom what's Happened it's mad
I’m struggling to comprehend recent events—they’re overwhelming.

It made me realise I'm a dad
Recent experiences have highlighted my responsibility as a father.

Tryna be grateful even though things Aren't great all the time
I strive to appreciate life despite its challenges.

It's make or break only a few survive
In tough times, only the strongest endure.

West Brom's where I reside
This is my home, reflecting my origins.

I do this for my ting for my fam (don't say a word) almost but not quite
My motivations stem from love and loyalty to my family; I’m close but not yet fully successful.

Got promoted to top flight
I’ve achieved a significant level of recognition.

It's leaping season
Now is the time to make bold moves.

Soon see me and my legion Taking over your region
My crew and I are growing in influence and will soon dominate our area.

I'm tryna move right and Put negativity aside
I’m focused on positive actions and eliminating harmful influences.

Do a good deed I'm nice
I strive to perform kind acts as part of my character.

I've got a voice of course I'm gonna speak
I’m aware of my influence and will use my platform to express myself.

Tell 'em if they feel froggy then Are you mad? Yo
I challenge anyone who doubts my determination.