Heartache
Jaykae Lyrics

Yo
Hey

Yo what do they know 'bout heartache?
Hey, do you think they understand the pain of a broken heart?

Heartache
The emotional pain of a break-up or betrayal

How much more can my heart take?
I'm already hurting so much, how much more can I handle?

How much P can my bars make?
How much money can I earn with my music?

I see fuckery and don't partake
I witness wrongdoing but I don't engage in it

Go back when I wanted to be R9
I reminisce about when I aspired to be a famous footballer like Ronaldo

And right now I can buy an R8
Now, I have enough money to buy a fancy car

Yo I'm proud to say I spit bars mate
I'm happy to declare my talent in rapping

And fuck them lot I'm doing it for our sake
I don't care about the haters, I'm making music for us

Who? Us lot
Myself and the people I represent

Same dons who were cranked in the bus stop
The same people who used to hang out by the bus stop

Seen a few fake things and it must stop
I witnessed people being fake and I want it to end

Hood's hottest and you know that my hood's hot
My neighborhood has the best rappers and we're proud of our talent

Shoulda seen that Cheque that I just got
You should've seen the large sum of money I just received

I remember going halves on draws blood
I recall when I split the cost of marijuana with someone

Now they take press shots not mugshots
Now, my friends take pictures for the press instead of getting arrested

And they all go Janum's tour
They all participate in a tour named after someone named Janum

That's some bullshit that I can't endorse
I can't support such a ridiculous idea

Soft inside but you're hard indoors
You act tough but you're actually sensitive

Crops inside of apartment doors
There are cannabis plants being grown inside of apartment complexes

Feels like I won all the hardest wars
It seems like I already fought and overcame all difficulties

Mad paranoid what you sharking me for?
Why are you being so suspicious of me?

Act like you ain't seen a Cartier before
You're pretending to be unimpressed with luxury watches

Few years back it was parties galore
In the past, there used to be a lot of parties

But man's grown up don't ask for a truce if you started the war
I'm more mature now, so if you're the one who caused the conflict, don't expect me to make peace

You dumb, nah I'm not gonna mind my own
You're foolish, no I won't stay out of this

Mad childish but I'm kinda grown
I act immature at times but I'm still maturing

Watch who you, let inside your home
Be careful about who you allow to enter your house

I spend time alone
I like to be by myself sometimes

The same feeling when you can't find your phone
It's a similar feeling to when you can't locate your phone

Yeah that's heartache bruv
That feeling of anxiety is what's called heartache, mate

Hold it in when you can't take stuff
When you're overwhelmed, you might avoid showing your emotions

Let it out couldn't give two fucks
But sometimes it's necessary to express how you're feeling, regardless of what others might think

Nobody loves you like your marjay does, are you mad?
No one cares about you as much as your mother does, don't you realize that?

Trust man's badder than bad
You can trust me, I'm the best

Got one son but I'm everyone's dad
I have one child, but I'm protective of all of my friends like a father

Say it with my chest I'm the king of Brum
I'll say it with confidence, I'm the best rapper in Birmingham

And I stand by that if anyone's mad
I'll still maintain it, even if someone disagrees

And if he's pissed off then tell him I'm glad (yeah)
If he's angry, then inform him that I'm not bothered

I make girls wet like the Evian ad
I can turn women on like in the Evian commercial

Don't say shh like Headie One's Track
Don't be silent like in a song by the artist Headie One

Go tell them JayKae's ready, I'm back
Tell them I'm prepared and back in the game

Yeah it's been a minute
It's been a while since I last released new music

Life goes fast like FIFA minutes
Time flies quickly, like in a soccer video game

I'm on a bad boy ting no need for gimmicks
I'm focused on a tough, authentic style of music, without any need for theatrics

Try pull a fast one on me blood
If you try to trick me,

I'll take your tool, then beat you with it
I'll steal your weapon and use it to assault you

Make your life hell then leave you in it
I'll torture you and then abandon you

Yeah it's my life and I don't need you in it
This is my life, and I don't want you in it

Got hotters for sale what litre is it?
Do you want to buy some drugs?

Got a friend in jail that I need to visit
I have a friend who's currently incarcerated, and I have to go see them

Mmh, yeah it's been long but I can't forget man
It's been a while, but I haven't forgotten about my friends

I do nothing but I still upset man
Even when I'm just trying to live my life, I still manage to make people mad

I think I might get a tat on my left hand
I'm considering getting a tattoo on my left hand

On the right hand's 2REAL, Depzman (2REAL)
On my right hand, I have tattoos in honor of 2REAL and Depzman

Still driving like I can't get banned
I still drive recklessly, without worrying about getting into trouble

I can throw it all away in ten minutes
In a matter of moments, I can ruin everything I've worked for

Or in half hour I can make ten grand
But I'm also capable of making a lot of money quickly

B10 but I don't need ten man
I'm from the area B10, but I don't rely on ten people

I won't roll on you but my friend can (yeah)
I won't snitch on you, but one of my friends might

Got a hammer and I called it West Ham (yeah)
I have a weapon I name-dropped after a football team

Still SHM not a westman
I'm still part of the music group SHM, not some random person from the west side

Yeah I've come a long way from them days
I've made a lot of progress since those early days

Focus never had them ways
I've always been determined and focused

Self taught never had senseis
I taught myself, I didn't have any mentors

So don't watch me make sure your rent's paid
Don't worry about what I'm doing, just make sure you pay your bills

Fuck it
I don't care

Half a mil' on the table I still ain't took it
Even though there's a large amount of money in front of me, I haven't collected it yet

Hands reached out but I still ain't shook it
People offered their hands for a handshake, but I haven't accepted it

Still can't believe how far we've took it
I'm still amazed at how successful we've become

Yeah man I've got a bucket list too big for a bucket
I have so many goals and things I want to do in life, it wouldn't fit in a bucket list

Friends on a straight path, some on a crooked
Some of my friends are on the right track, while others are going down a bad road

I tell them don't do anything stupid
I advise them not to make bad decisions

Yeah I got a Batman now I want a Hulk
I already have a fancy car, now I want something even more impressive

I don't do smalls man want it in bulk
I'm not interested in little things, I want everything on a larger scale

Go and put your head in the pillow and sulk you muppet
You should feel ashamed and regretful for your behavior

And I ain't forgot what it's like to be broke
I haven't forgotten how difficult it is to be poor

You might get shot if you try to provoke
You might get shot if you try to upset me

Feeding your girlfriend lines of the coke
Giving drugs to your girlfriend is a bad idea

That's heartache bruv (woo)
That's a tragedy, mate

Small Heath
The neighborhood where I'm from