Back In N.Y.C
Jeff Buckley Lyrics


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I see faces and traces of home
Back in New York City
So you think I'm a tough kid
Is that what you heard?
Well, I like to see some action,
And it gets into my blood.
Well, they let me out of Pontiac
When I was just seventeen
I had to get it out of me
If you know what I mean, what I mean.
They say I must be crazy
Cause I don't care who I hit, who I hit.
Cause I know it's me that's hitting out
And I know I'm not full of shit.
Down by my bottle, filled up high with gasoline
You can tell by the night fires
Where a rail has been, has been.
As I cuddled the porcupine
He said I had none to blame but me.
Gave my heart, deep in hell,
Time to shave, shave it off, it off
No time for romantic escape and your
Fluffy heart is ready for rape
Off we go. Off we go. Off we go
You're sitting in your comfort
Who don't believe I'm real
You cannot buy protection
For the way that I feel.
Your progressive hypocrites
Handing out their trash
It was mine in the first place
So I'll burn to ash.
When I've taken all the strongest meats
And laid them down in colored sheets
Well, who needs illusions,
Of love and affection when you're out
Walking in the streets, your mainline connection.
Connection.
As I cuddled the porcupine
He said I had none to blame but me.
Held my heart, deep in hell,
Time to shave, shave it off, it off
No. No time for romantic escape
And your fluffy heart is ready for rape
No. No time for romantic escape
And your fluffy heart is ready for rape




No time.
Back in New York City.

Overall Meaning

Jeff Buckley's song Back In N.Y.C is an evocative and intense exploration of the artist's return to his hometown, New York City. The opening line, "I see faces and traces of home, back in New York City" immediately sets the tone for the song, as Buckley reflects on the memories and people that greet him upon his return. Throughout the song, Buckley explores the themes of violence, youth culture, and disillusionment, with each line reflecting his raw emotions and experiences.


The lyrics reveal a young man who is searching for something - perhaps a sense of identity or belonging - and who is willing to do whatever it takes to get it. He sings, "Well, they let me out of Pontiac, when I was just seventeen, I had to get it out of me, if you know what I mean, what I mean." This line speaks to the frustration and restlessness that many young people feel, as they try to figure out who they are and where they belong.


As the song progresses, Buckley becomes increasingly confrontational and defiant, challenging those who would judge him or try to hold him back. He sings, "Your progressive hypocrites, handing out their trash, it was mine in the first place, so I'll burn to ash." This line speaks to the sense of ownership and control that Buckley has over his own life, as he refuses to be held back or defined by anyone else's expectations.


Line by Line Meaning

I see faces and traces of home
The singer recognizes familiar things and people in New York, which reminds them of their past.


Back in New York City
The singer is currently in New York City.


So you think I'm a tough kid
Someone thinks the singer is tough.


Is that what you heard?
The artist is questioning the accuracy of what they heard about themselves.


Well, I like to see some action,
The artist enjoys excitement and danger.


And it gets into my blood.
The singer becomes addicted to excitement and danger.


Well, they let me out of Pontiac
The singer was released from some kind of institution or confinement in Pontiac.


When I was just seventeen
The artist was quite young when they were released from Pontiac.


I had to get it out of me
The artist had to express or vent their emotions or urges.


If you know what I mean, what I mean.
The artist is reaffirming the meaning of their statement for emphasis.


They say I must be crazy
Other people think the singer is crazy.


Cause I don't care who I hit, who I hit.
The artist doesn't care who they hurt physically or emotionally.


Cause I know it's me that's hitting out
The singer is hitting out because of their own problems or issues.


And I know I'm not full of shit.
The singer is confident that their actions are justified and genuine.


Down by my bottle, filled up high with gasoline
The singer is near a bottle filled with gasoline, which has dangerous implications.


You can tell by the night fires
People can see the fires caused by gasoline and other combustibles at night.


Where a rail has been, has been.
The location has been used as a spot for trains to pass or stop before.


As I cuddled the porcupine
The singer is holding a porcupine, which represents something dangerous or hard to handle.


He said I had none to blame, but me.
The porcupine implies that the singer alone is responsible for their problems and situations.


Gave my heart, deep in hell, time to shave, shave it off, it off
The artist has had extremely unpleasant experiences and now wants to start fresh or disassociate from them.


No time for romantic escape and your fluffy heart is ready for rape
The artist is not interested in romantic relationships and implies that anyone who is 'fluffy' or naive is vulnerable to harm.


Off we go. Off we go. Off we go
The artist is moving on from their past experiences and challenges.


You're sitting in your comfort
Someone else is in a comfortable or privileged position.


Who don't believe I'm real
The other person doesn't believe in the artist's authenticity or experiences.


You cannot buy protection
The other person cannot purchase safety from the singer's actions.


For the way that I feel.
The singer's feelings and emotions cannot be controlled or avoided by others.


Your progressive hypocrites
The other person is part of a group the singer considers hypocritical or insincere.


Handing out their trash
The group is making judgments or commentary the artist perceives as worthless.


It was mine in the first place
The artist feels ownership and responsibility for something the other person or group is discussing.


So I'll burn to ash.
The singer plans to destroy the thing or issue that the other person or group is discussing.


When I've taken all the strongest meats
The singer has gathered everything that is powerful or significant.


And laid them down in colored sheets
The artist has arranged or collected these significant things in a particular manner.


Well, who needs illusions
The artist thinks that illusions or delusions are unnecessary.


Of love and affection when you're out
The artist is outside and not interested in the romantic or emotional aspects of life.


Walking in the streets, your mainline connection.
The singer's main connection or source of stimulation is from the outside world and their surroundings.


As I cuddled the porcupine
The artist is still holding the porcupine and thinking about its implications.


He said I had none to blame but me.
The porcupine still emphasizes that the singer's problems and issues are their own responsibility.


Held my heart, deep in hell, time to shave, shave it off, it off
The singer has been deeply affected by their experiences, but is now choosing to move on or change.


No. No time for romantic escape
The singer reiterates that they are not interested in romantic relationships.


And your fluffy heart is ready for rape
The artist implies that anyone who is naive or unprepared is vulnerable to harm or exploitation.


No. No time for romantic escape
Again, the artist emphasizes that they are not interested in romantic relationships.


And your fluffy heart is ready for rape
The singer again implies that anyone who is naive or unprepared is vulnerable to harm or exploitation.


No time.
The singer has made a firm decision to move on and not waste time on what they view as unimportant or irrelevant.


Back in New York City.
The artist reaffirms their location and possibly feels nostalgic or sentimental about it.




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc., Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: ANTHONY BANKS, MICHAEL RUTHERFORD, PETER GABRIEL, PHIL COLLINS, STEVE HACKETT

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