Killer
Jeff Lang Lyrics


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All you young girls come in every Friday night

And you smile at me as if you know me to be kind

When to see your pain could be all that I crave

I could've been a killer in my day
You think that when a man comes of age

That he magically sets aside his bitterness and rage?

Well, to tell you the truth wouldn't be such a shame

I could've been a killer in my day

Should I haul you up by the collar of your coat

So close you can smell every last gin on my breath

And spit words of fury just to illustrate my rage?

I could've been a killer in my day

If I sat down with an evil man I'm sure I would find

The same cruel thoughts, they have all crossed my mind

And it's only my decisions let these impulses lay

I could've been a killer in my day

I took a desperate stranger in my house for a stay

And he stole my lady before he stole away

I'd've given anything to have made that man pay

I could've been a killer in my day

Well I've come this far down my own road

Every step is one that I've taken alone

And as you enter life that's how you leave - on your own

So it matters not what you say

I could've been a killer in my day





(Come this far, I will get there, come this far on my own)

Overall Meaning

In Jeff Lang's song Killer, he reflects on the potential darkness and violence within himself, despite his current life as a bartender who serves young girls with kindness. He acknowledges the societal expectation for men to suppress their anger and bitterness as they age, but he fears that he could have easily been a killer at some point in his life. He describes the moment when he could lash out at someone, using his fury to harm them. Lang recognizes that everyone has the capability for cruelty, and it is only our decisions that keep us from acting upon those impulses.


The lyrics suggest a deep introspection about the darker side of human nature. Lang admits that he harbors thoughts of violence and wishes revenge upon the man who stole his lady, revealing an unfiltered perspective on how anger can consume a person. He acknowledges that he has come far in his own journey, but that it ultimately does not matter in the end because everyone must face death alone.


In conclusion, the song Killer by Jeff Lang speaks to the deeply ingrained societal expectations on controlling "unacceptable" emotions in men and women, and also highlights the important fact that everyone could be a killer if they gave into their impulses.


Line by Line Meaning

All you young girls come in every Friday night
Girls come to me every Friday night.


And you smile at me as if you know me to be kind
You smile at me because you believe I am kind.


When to see your pain could be all that I crave
I could desire to see you in pain.


I could've been a killer in my day
I had the potential to become a killer in the past.


You think that when a man comes of age
Do you believe that when a man grows older?


That he magically sets aside his bitterness and rage?
He would magically get rid of his resentment and anger?


Well, to tell you the truth wouldn't be such a shame
It is not a disgrace to confess the truth.


Should I haul you up by the collar of your coat
Should I raise you by the collar of your jacket?


So close you can smell every last gin on my breath
So close that you can sense the gin on my breath.


And spit words of fury just to illustrate my rage?
And spit angry words to display my wrath?


If I sat down with an evil man I'm sure I would find
If I were to talk with a vile man, I'm positive I would discover


The same cruel thoughts, they have all crossed my mind
Similar brutish ideas have all come to my mind.


And it's only my decisions let these impulses lay
The only thing that prevents me from acting on these impulses is my choices.


I took a desperate stranger in my house for a stay
I allowed a desperate person to stay in my home.


And he stole my lady before he stole away
He took my woman before running away.


I'd've given anything to have made that man pay
I would have sacrificed anything to make him suffer.


Well I've come this far down my own road
I have journeyed this far on my path.


Every step is one that I've taken alone
I have taken every step by myself.


And as you enter life that's how you leave - on your own
You enter life alone and you leave it alone.


So it matters not what you say
It does not matter what you say.


I could've been a killer in my day
I was once capable of committing murder.


(Come this far, I will get there, come this far on my own)
(I have come this far, I will continue on my own)




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sixstringedthing

Cedar Grove is a landmark Australian album.
Every aspiring Aussie guitarist should listen to it.

Monty Osewald

Thanks Al and Jeff great sound and informative.

Tom Treacy

Can someone PLZ tell me the name of the guitar that the very talented Jeff is using here? Fantastic playing Jeff, slainte from Ireland mo chara.

Susan Watkiss

Saw him at the town crier cafe NY opening for Steve Forbet, he blew the place up, Forbet was not happy lol. It was to promote the cedar grove album

Derek P.

Bravo Mr. Lang!! Please, would you, or anyone else who knows, share the name of the foot drum device being used here is?

Derek P.

@Alessandro Danzi by any off chance, the Roland SPD-ONE kick ?

Alessandro Danzi

it's a stompbox

MTBVelocirapt

Metronome hidden in his shoelaces

Graham Taylor

Beltone, British resonator guitar.

Matt Warwick

Was using the foot kick before anyone else. You use the bass kick too? Ok. The others loop and play over the top. You want to loop? Let's take it up a notch with some feedback. Jeff has always been a killer.

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