From the ashes of a band called Synthetic Flying Machine, Olivia Tremor Control was born, with an original line-up of Will and Bill on guitar and bass and Jeff on drums. Around 1995 Jeff decided to leave the group to focus on his own songs. A year of intensive songwriting (some of it accomplished, according to Jeff, while he was living in a haunted closet!) in Denver, Colorado with Rob Schneider at his Pet Sounds studio resulted in his debut album, On Avery Island, released in 1996, which was mostly Rob and Jeff playing Jeff's songs with a few helpful friends. Jeff eventually expanded the line up of Neutral Milk Hotel and in 1998 released what many consider the band's (and indeed, the Elephant Six Collective's) defining album, In the Aeroplane Over the Sea.
The relative success of the album in addition to the pressures of being suddenly thrust into the spotlight took its toll on Mangum, who disbanded Neutral Milk Hotel in 1998 after a tour in support of their latest album. Jeff has kept out of the public eye since then (although not without rabid fans speculating on his whereabouts), rarely if ever playing acoustic sets and concentrating more on his recorded sound and music collages. Most recently he released a compilation of field recordings of Bulgarian folk music called Orange Twin Field Works Vol. 1 in the summer of 2000, followed by a live album on the Orange Twin label, Live at Jittery Joe's. The set was recorded in 1997 and was put out to squash the exhorbitant sums that Neutral Milk Hotel live albums were selling for on eBay. The cd features a Quicktime movie of the concert performance, but Mangum is backlit and cannot be seen throughout the video.
On August 2nd, 2005, Jeff Mangum joined Olivia Tremor Control onstage at New York's Bowery Ballroom to sing lead vocals on their songs I Have Been Floated and Shaving Spiders. Accounts say that he was wiping back tears; afterwards, he was pulled to the floor by OTC member Julian Koster and then dogpiled by the rest of the band. He was wearing a baseball cap and a blue button down shirt.
On November 17th, 2005, Jeff Mangum joined Elf Power, another former Elephant Six band, onstage at New York's Knitting Factory for the final chorus of only one song, The Arrow Flies Close, leaving the stage immediately afterwards.
Oh Sister
Jeff Mangum Lyrics
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I won't be nailing you down in the nursery
Just like the rest of them did
With those watery, wandering fingers that slipped
That were supposed to be glorious and fine
Oh sister, won't you believe in me
I only wanted to be hard on your family
A mother makes frantic and drunk calls from Germany
All of the time
And oh sister, sweet brown and comely
I will be be milking with you making fun of me
Now that my moods are not what they used to be
there is but no one alive laying next to me
for such a long time
And oh sister, sweet brown and beulahry
Milk from your blisters on your grandmother's jewelry
There in the parlor all naked in front of me
Watching the lights from the cracks making archery
Animal designs
Rose Wallace Goldeline just moves her mouth over anything
Fleshy free and flowering with oranges out in the open
But don't you waste your sins again
She don't need you
or won't fuck your friends
And you, you're American, so important boiling over
To prove that she must still exist
she moves herself about her fist
and never ever ever give a shit
about all those words you're wasting again
Some pretty bright and bubbly wondrous dream
You'd like to kill and claim
And claim her as your own
But don't you worry
All those dainty and dirty emotions just go away
and fade out on their own
Sister, now that we're grieving
Our fingers will falter
Our lungs will be leaking
All over each other and without even speaking
We'll know that it's over and smiling or greeting
Whatever comes next
And oh sister
You're getting married with some angry twister
That you'll have to carry home drunk every evening from the cemetery
And if he makes it back half alive you can bury him
Under your sheets
And oh sister
now that we're leaving
I can not imagine there is any meaning
forgetting you ever could once had the feeling that made you keep on
And pretend you were breathing
of all of this world
In an age of empty rings
I don't want to feel a thing
I don't even want to know
Rose Wallace Goldeline
don't you ever die on me
all the way it goes and flows
The song "Oh Sister" by Jeff Mangum, known for his work with the band Neutral Milk Hotel, is a dark and somber piece that speaks to the complexities of familial relationships. The song appears to be addressed to a sister figure, whom the singer wants to reassure that he will not be like the rest of their family who have restrained her. Her watery and wandering fingers that slipped, which were meant to be glorious and fine, are now a source of fear for her. The second verse of the song paints a picture of chaos, with a mother making frantic and drunk calls from Germany, and the singer wanting to be hard on her family. The line "All of the time" hints at a constant state of frenzy, which has become normalized for the family.
Line by Line Meaning
Oh sister, don't be afraid of me
The singer is asking the sister to trust him and not be fearful.
I won't be nailing you down in the nursery
The singer will not be controlling or restricting the sister's freedom.
Just like the rest of them did
Many others before have controlled and restricted the sister's freedom.
With those watery, wandering fingers that slipped
The controlling actions were clumsy and ineffective.
That were supposed to be glorious and fine
The previous controlling actions were supposed to be good for the sister but were not.
Oh sister, won't you believe in me
The singer is asking the sister to have faith in him.
I only wanted to be hard on your family
The singer wanted to provide discipline and guidance for the family.
Here with you now in the zillionth infirmary
The artist is currently with the sister in a hospital or care facility.
A mother makes frantic and drunk calls from Germany
The artist and the sister are dealing with a difficult family situation involving a mother who is not present and is intoxicated.
All of the time
The mother makes these calls frequently and persistently.
And oh sister, sweet brown and comely
The singer addresses the sister affectionately and admires her beauty.
I will be be milking with you making fun of me
The artist will be engaged in a mundane or unpleasant task with the sister and will make light of it.
Now that my moods are not what they used to be
The singer is not feeling as emotionally stable as in the past.
there is but no one alive laying next to me
The singer is currently alone without any companionship.
for such a long time
The singer has been alone for an extended period.
And oh sister, sweet brown and beulahry
The artist addresses the sister affectionately and admires her beauty.
Milk from your blisters on your grandmother's jewelry
The artist is engaged in a possibly painful or difficult task with the sister and signifies the importance of family.
There in the parlor all naked in front of me
The singer and the sister are in an intimate or vulnerable setting.
Watching the lights from the cracks making archery
The singer and the sister are observing patterns of light and shadow.
Animal designs
The patterns of light and shadow are reminiscent of animal shapes and forms.
Rose Wallace Goldeline just moves her mouth over anything
Rose Wallace Goldeline is promiscuous and willing to engage in sexual acts with anyone.
Fleshy free and flowering with oranges out in the open
Rose Wallace Goldeline is sexually liberated and expressive in her desires.
But don't you waste your sins again
The singer warns against repeating past mistakes or negative behaviors.
She don't need you
Rose Wallace Goldeline does not require the artist's help or attention.
or won't fuck your friends
Rose Wallace Goldeline is not interested in the singer's social circle or connections.
And you, you're American, so important boiling over
The singer is emphasizing the importance of American identity and power.
To prove that she must still exist
The singer desires to demonstrate the continued existence of Rose Wallace Goldeline.
she moves herself about her fist
Rose Wallace Goldeline is self-sufficient and independent.
and never ever ever give a shit
Rose Wallace Goldeline is unconcerned with the artist's opinions or feelings.
about all those words you're wasting again
The singer's speech is viewed as pointless and ineffective by Rose Wallace Goldeline.
Some pretty bright and bubbly wondrous dream
The singer is reflecting on a positive or idealistic vision of life.
You'd like to kill and claim
The artist wishes to possess or dominate this positive vision of life.
And claim her as your own
The artist desires ownership or control over this positive vision of life.
But don't you worry
The artist reassures the audience not to be anxious about this desire for control.
All those dainty and dirty emotions just go away
The singer suggests that negative emotions will eventually dissipate and become less of a concern.
and fade out on their own
Negative emotions will naturally subside without intervention.
Sister, now that we're grieving
The singer and the sister are experiencing a difficult emotional time together.
Our fingers will falter
The singer's and sister's physical abilities are weakened due to emotional distress.
Our lungs will be leaking
The singer and sister are struggling to breathe due to their emotional state.
All over each other and without even speaking
The artist and sister are sharing this difficult experience without communicating verbally.
We'll know that it's over and smiling or greeting
The artist and sister will eventually recover from this emotional time and resume a normal appearance.
Whatever comes next
The singer does not know what will happen in the future.
You're getting married with some angry twister
The sister is preparing to marry someone who is angry or aggressive.
That you'll have to carry home drunk every evening from the cemetery
The sister will have to deal with the negative behavior of her spouse and its consequences.
And if he makes it back half alive you can bury him
If the spouse survives his poor behavior, the sister can take revenge on him by burying him.
Under your sheets
The burial of the spouse would take place in the bed that the sister shares with him.
now that we're leaving
The singer and sister are departing from their current situation.
I can not imagine there is any meaning
The artist cannot find any meaning or purpose in their current situation.
forgetting you ever could once had the feeling that made you keep on
The singer suggests that the sister should forget the positive feelings that motivated her to continue in a previous situation.
And pretend you were breathing
The sister should feign or fake breathing, suggesting a need for emotional numbness or detachment.
of all of this world
The singer does not see much value or importance in the world around them.
In an age of empty rings
The current time period is devoid of meaning or significance.
I don't want to feel a thing
The artist desires to avoid experiencing any strong emotions.
Rose Wallace Goldeline
The singer repeats the name of the character who was previously mentioned.
don't you ever die on me
The singer desires that Rose Wallace Goldeline continue to exist and be a part of their life.
all the way it goes and flows
The artist is acknowledging the unpredictable and chaotic nature of life.
Contributed by Audrey G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@tzlive7
Kind of sums up "Aeroplane" in a strange way... Excellent.
@guilhermebaldin
funny how jeff recycles various elements from Aeroplane on this song. like the 'proves she must sill exist' line from Communist daughter, or the 'pretty, bright and bubbly' bit from Oh Comely... great video!
@sleepyat2am
my god, that sweater is haunting.
@brianjdillon
i need a guild. one of the best nmh/jeff songs ever written. shoulda been on aeroplaneee
@gilchrist
quite sure. he acknowledges elsewhere that "oh sister" was written while writing the rest of aeroplane, but wasn't included for the very reason that it overlaps those songs so much in terms of lyrics and imagery. still, so powerful on its own. also, you can see "99" behind him and aeroplane came out in early 98. ;)
@blackfoliage1
What a fantastic song. Here's hoping NMH recorded this song and one day gets leaked or something....
@deatheater459
okay i want to hear this over and over and with whatever other songs werent put on the aeroplane album they all connect i love it
@pggyyr
I listen to Jeff Mangum and count the number of times I get goosebumps. Thank you for posting this.
@MajestySnowbird
Some pretty, bright and bubbly, beautiful dream you'd like to claim for your own... It's like it triggers some emotion I never knew I existed.
@IAmAnEngine1
Absolutely beautiful.