Staring Out The Window At Your Old Apartment
Jeff Rosenstock Lyrics


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Someone hung a decorative surfboard up
Where your records and movies belong
This light makes it nearly impossible
To see if they fixed all the cracks in the wall

Staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through tacky renovations
That the landlord wanted to cash in on the boom
And you don’t know where to go now
You’ve got nowhere to go now

I wish you’d come down and meet me here
I’m gridlocked
I’m not going anywhere
I’ve had a bad year, oh

Staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through tacky renovations
That the landlord wanted to cash in on the boom
And you don’t know where to go now
You’ve got nowhere to go now
You don’t know where to go now
You’ve got nowhere to go now

The city don’t care if you live or you die
It’s just gonna grow
It doesn’t care why you’re tired of kicking and fighting through life
And left me alone on this cold winter night

Just staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through tacky renovations
That the landlord wanted to cash in on the boom
And you don’t know where to go now
You’ve got nowhere to go now




You’ve got nowhere to go now
You don’t know where to go now

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Jeff Rosenstock's "Staring Out the Window at Your Old Apartment" paint a picture of a person who has lost their home and their sense of direction. The opening lines describe the loss of personal space and identity as someone else has moved in and decorated their old apartment with surfboards instead of records and movies. The lighting is also different, as they can't quite see if the cracks in the walls have been fixed or not. The image of the old apartment becomes a metaphor not only for a physical space but for a past version of the self that once lived there.


The singer of the song is staring out the window, reminiscing about the person they used to be and how things have changed. The room is now "tacky" and the renovations are "cashed in on the boom," representing the gentrification and commodification of their old neighborhood. They don't know where to go now that they are displaced, and the feeling of being lost is emphasized with the repetition of the line "You don’t know where to go now/You’ve got nowhere to go now." The singer is trying to come to terms with their new reality in a city that is growing and evolving without regard for their individual struggles.


The second verse continues the theme of displacement and isolation, with the singer wishing someone would join them in their melancholy state. They feel trapped and immobile, "gridlocked" and unable to move on from their situation. The song ends with the repeated refrain of staring out the window, still imagining the old self and old apartment with a sense of nostalgia and longing. The city is portrayed as apathetic and uncaring, growing and expanding without regard for the individual lives it displaces.


Overall, "Staring Out the Window at Your Old Apartment" captures a sense of dislocation and nostalgia for a past self that no longer exists. The lyrics lament the ways in which personal spaces and identities can be erased and commodified in a rapidly changing urban landscape, leaving individuals feeling lost and isolated.


Line by Line Meaning

Someone hung a decorative surfboard up
An unfamiliar object has replaced the space where familiar items should be


Where your records and movies belong
It is a reminder that someone else is now occupying your old space


This light makes it nearly impossible
The lighting is making it difficult to determine if any changes were made to the old place


To see if they fixed all the cracks in the wall
It is unclear if the old apartment has been updated or if the same issues remain


Staring out the window at your old apartment
The artist is looking back on memories of the past


Imagining the old you stumbling through tacky renovations
The singer remembers the struggles that the former version of themselves had to endure in that space


That the landlord wanted to cash in on the boom
The landlord used the demand for housing to their advantage


And you don’t know where to go now
The artist feels lost and unsure of where to turn next


You’ve got nowhere to go now
The artist emphasizes on the feeling of hopelessness


I wish you’d come down and meet me here
The artist longs for someone to share their feelings with


I’m gridlocked
The singer feels stuck and unable to progress


I’m not going anywhere
The artist feels stagnant and unable to move forward


I’ve had a bad year, oh
The singer reflects on a difficult year they have had


The city don’t care if you live or you die
The singer reflects on the indifference of the city they're living in


It’s just gonna grow
The city will continue to expand and develop, regardless of individual experiences


It doesn’t care why you’re tired of kicking and fighting through life
The city is not concerned with individual struggles and challenges


And left me alone on this cold winter night
The artist feels isolated and unsupported




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Jeff Rosenstock

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Liam Elias

Someone hung a decorative surfboard
Up where your records and movies belong
This light makes it nearly impossible
To see if they fixed all the cracks in the wall

Staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through
Tacky renovations that the landlord wanted
To cash in on the boom
And you don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now

I wish you'd come down and meet me here
I'm gridlocked, I'm not going anywhere
I've had a bad year

Staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through
Tacky renovations that the landlord wanted
To cash in on the boom

And you don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now
You don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now
You don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now

The city don't care if you live or you die
It's just gonna grow and it doesn't care why
You're tired of kicking and fighting through life
And left me alone on this cold winter night

Just staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through
Tacky renovations that the landlord wanted
To cash in on the boom

And you don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now

You've got nowhere to go now
You don't know where to go now



All comments from YouTube:

Liam Elias

Someone hung a decorative surfboard
Up where your records and movies belong
This light makes it nearly impossible
To see if they fixed all the cracks in the wall

Staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through
Tacky renovations that the landlord wanted
To cash in on the boom
And you don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now

I wish you'd come down and meet me here
I'm gridlocked, I'm not going anywhere
I've had a bad year

Staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through
Tacky renovations that the landlord wanted
To cash in on the boom

And you don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now
You don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now
You don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now

The city don't care if you live or you die
It's just gonna grow and it doesn't care why
You're tired of kicking and fighting through life
And left me alone on this cold winter night

Just staring out the window at your old apartment
Imagining the old you stumbling through
Tacky renovations that the landlord wanted
To cash in on the boom

And you don't know where to go now
You've got nowhere to go now

You've got nowhere to go now
You don't know where to go now

Sam D

Why arent there more comments here? This is arguably one of the beat songs on the album.

Trent Sides

We're all usually too drunk to comment

S_Colvin1972

it's a grower....wasn't one of my faves on the album...now is!

El Perry

@Owen O'Brien Alright now you've gotta give your list

Owen O'Brien

that's EXTREMELY arguable.

Powell Pressburger

"Decorative surfboard" - love it!!

Daniel Naranjo

My new favorite song thank you jeff

Costanova Web

bro!!! what a album!!!!

marta loureiro

this song aged well

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