Their debut full-length Choose a Bright Morning was released on Drowned in Sound in early 2006. The Nangijala EP was released in 2008, to be followed by their second full-length Spring Tides on 13 April 2009 (Monotreme Records).
Formed in 2000, the band released a self-titled EP in 2002, a split release with The Next Autumn Soundtrack the year after, and the four-track Iris EP in 2004. The band currently consists of Kristofer Jönson (vocals, guitar), Martin Sandström (guitar), Olle Bilius (bass, keyboards), and Fredrik Aspelin (drums).
Official website: http://www.jeniferever.com/
Out In The Cold
Jeniferever Lyrics
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Know you'd never hurt me, I'd hurt myself instead. As the one threat I am I'd be better of ending this here, just end it.
A part of me died long ago. The smile that tore me apart, stil most beautiful.
But this will turn out the same way it've always done. Know it won't take me further than this.
After eighteen years stucked in this body, yet an other plagiarism of myself.
You don't have to let go of it but i can't stand, can't stand you being hollow in me.
A hundred faces telling the same thing. Different persons, stil the same anyway.
I am almost as fed up with noticing this as I am tiered of being with myself.
As the only though left is to find something new, I'd better start with looking inside of me.
You don't have to let go of it but i can't stand, can't stand you being hollow in me.
The lyrics of Jeniferever's song Out In The Cold convey a sense of disillusionment and personal struggle. The singer wakes up to find their partner turned away from them, emphasizing a sense of distance and emptiness. The singer acknowledges that the partner would not hurt them, but realizes that they are their own worst enemy. They feel like a threat to themselves and contemplate ending the relationship because they believe it is in their best interest.
The singer expresses sadness that a part of themselves has died a long time ago, but they still view their partner's smile as beautiful. Despite this, the singer believes that their relationship will end like others before it, and they won't progress further in life than they are currently. After living for eighteen years in their own body, they feel like a copy of themselves, lacking originality.
The singer recognizes that others are also going through the same thing, but they have grown tired of noticing it. They are exhausted with themselves and can only see finding something new internally as their only option for change. They end the song repeating their wish for their partner to not hold onto the relationship if they can't be anything more than hollow inside the singer.
Line by Line Meaning
By the time that i'll wake up, turn around to find your back staring at me. As empty as theese last days
When I awaken, I see that you have left me alone. I feel as empty as the days prior.
Know you'd never hurt me, I'd hurt myself instead. As the one threat I am I'd be better of ending this here, just end it.
I am aware that you never intended to cause me harm, but I am the one who inflicts pain on myself. I feel as though it would be best to end our relationship now and move on.
A part of me died long ago. The smile that tore me apart, stil most beautiful.
A portion of myself has been lifeless for quite some time now. The smile that once captivated me still remains stunning, even though it causes me emotional pain.
But this will turn out the same way it've always done. Know it won't take me further than this. After eighteen years stucked in this body, yet an other plagiarism of myself.
I am convinced that this relationship will end the same way it always has. I am aware that it will not lead me any further in my life. Even though I have been trapped in this physical form for eighteen years, I feel as though I am still a copy of myself.
You don't have to let go of it but i can't stand, can't stand you being hollow in me.
It is not necessary for you to end the relationship, but I cannot bear for you to be empty inside of me.
A hundred faces telling the same thing. Different persons, stil the same anyway. I am almost as fed up with noticing this as I am tiered of being with myself. As the only though left is to find something new, I'd better start with looking inside of me.
I have heard the same thing a hundred times from numerous individuals, but it all remains the same. I am tired of hearing it just as much as I am tired of being myself. My only option left is to search within myself for something new.
You don't have to let go of it but i can't stand, can't stand you being hollow in me.
It is not necessary for you to end the relationship, but I cannot bear for you to be empty inside of me.
Contributed by Josiah B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@vinilkp
beautiful, beautiful song...