XO TOUR Llif3
Jesse Collins Lyrics


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You alright
I′m alright
I'm quite alright
And my money′s right, yeah

Countin' them bands all way to the top 'til they be fallin′ over
Countin′ them bands on my way to the top 'til we fallin′ over
I don't really care if you cry
On the real you should′ve never lied
Should've saw the way she looked me in my eyes
She said baby I am not afraid to, die
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge

Phantom that′s all red
Inside all white
Like something you ride a sled down
I just want that head
My Brittany got mad
I'm really her man now
Everybody got the same swag now
One way that I trap now
Stackin' my bands all the way to the top
All the way ′til my bands fallin′ over
Every time that you leave your spot
Your girlfriend call me like "Come on over"
I like the way that she treat me
Gon' leave you won′t leave me, I call it that Casanova
She said I'm insane yeah
I might blow my brain out
Xanny numb the pain yeah
Please, Xanny make it go away
I′m committed, not addicted but it keep controlling me
All that pain now I can't feel it, I swear that it′s slowing me (yeah)

I don't really care if you cry
On the real, you should've never lied
Saw the way she looked me in my eyes
She said I am not afraid to, die
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead (yeah)
All my friends are dead (yeah)

That is not your swag I swear you faking
All these niggas wanna take my cake now
Radar, at the store, radar
Made somethin′, look nigga take some
Fast car, Nascar, race on
In the club they got no ones, that we were baked now
Clothes from overseas,
Got the racks and they all C-Notes, you is not a G though
Look at you stackin′ all your money, it ain't green though
I was counting that and it′s not 20, that's a zero

She say
You′re the worst, you're the worst
I cannot die because this my universe

I don′t really care if you cry
On the real, you should've never lied
Should've saw the way she looked me in my eyes
She said baby I am not afraid to, die
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge
All my friends are dead
Push me to the edge

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Jesse Collins's song Xo Tour Llif3 tells a story of a young man who is going through a tough time. He talks about his money being right and counting bands till they fall over. The bands could symbolize his struggles, and he is not slowing down until they fall over. He goes on to say that he doesn't care if people cry and that they should never have lied to him. He mentions a woman who tells him that she is not afraid to die, and it seems to affect him deeply. He talks about his friends being dead and how he is being pushed to the edge.


The chorus is repeated multiple times, and each time, there is an intensity to the lyrics. He talks about his pain and how he wants to escape it. He mentions a Phantom that is all red and something that you ride a sled down, which could be a metaphor for something dangerous. He talks about someone named Brittany and how she got angry with him, but now he is really her man. He mentions how everyone has the same swag, but he has one way that he traps now. He stacks his bands all the way to the top until they fall over.


The lyrics to Xo Tour Llif3 are dark and emotional. They are about someone who is struggling to cope with life and is on the brink of pushing themselves over the edge. It is a powerful and emotional song that is open to interpretation.


Line by Line Meaning

You alright
Asking if the listener is doing okay


I'm alright
Stating that the singer is doing okay


I'm quite alright
Emphasizing that the singer is doing well


And my money's right, yeah
Confirming that the singer has enough money


Countin' them bands all way to the top 'til they be fallin' over
Promoting the idea of achieving success and accumulating wealth


I don't really care if you cry
Expressing that the singer is uninterested in the listener's emotional state


On the real you should've never lied
Accusing the listener of being dishonest


Should've saw the way she looked me in my eyes
Recalling a past experience with a woman who was interested in the singer


She said baby I am not afraid to, die
Implying that the woman was devoted to the singer


Push me to the edge
Suggesting that the singer is being pushed to his limit


All my friends are dead
Metaphorically stating that the singer feels isolated and alone


Phantom that's all red
Referring to a red sports car the singer desires


Inside all white
Describing the car's interior color


Like something you ride a sled down
Comparing the sleekness of the car to the smoothness of sledding


I just want that head
Referring to receiving oral sex


My Brittany got mad
Referencing a past argument with his girlfriend over his desire for other women


I'm really her man now
Asserting his monogamous relationship with his girlfriend


Everybody got the same swag now
Observing that people seem to be copying his style


One way that I trap now
Describing a method of making money


Stackin' my bands all the way to the top
Continuing to illustrate the idea of accumulating wealth


Every time that you leave your spot
Implying that women seek out the singer when their partners are away


Your girlfriend call me like 'Come on over'
Reiterating this idea of women seeking out the singer


I like the way that she treat me
Enjoying the attention and affection received from these women


Gon' leave you won't leave me, I call it that Casanova
Boasting about his ability to steal women from other men


She said I'm insane yeah
Describing the woman's opinion of the singer's behavior


I might blow my brain out
Hinting at suicidal thoughts


Xanny numb the pain yeah
Confessing to using Xanax to numb emotional pain


Please, Xanny make it go away
Pleading for the drug to alleviate the singer's struggles


I'm committed, not addicted but it keep controlling me
Acknowledging a psychological dependence on Xanax


All that pain now I can't feel it, I swear that it's slowing me (yeah)
Claiming that Xanax has helped the singer cope with emotional pain but also admitting it's holding him back


That is not your swag I swear you faking
Discrediting someone else's style as fake and unoriginal


All these niggas wanna take my cake now
Asserting the singer's wealth as desirable and sought-after by others


Radar, at the store, radar
Unclear, but likely referencing the singer's attention to detail and surroundings


Made somethin', look nigga take some
Giving advice to others on how to gain wealth


Fast car, Nascar, race on
Continuing to reference the desire for a fast and sleek car


In the club they got no ones, that we were baked now
Implying drug use while clubbing and bragging about the singer's popularity at clubs


Clothes from overseas
Wearing designer clothing from other countries


Got the racks and they all C-Notes, you is not a G though
Showing off the singer's money and questioning others' authenticity as gangsters


Look at you stackin' all your money, it ain't green though
Dismissing others' wealth as inferior to his own


I was counting that and it's not 20, that's a zero
Confirming that the singer has a large amount of money


She say you're the worst, you're the worst
Quoting a woman who disapproves of the singer's behavior


I cannot die because this my universe
Asserting the singer's influence and control over his own life




Writer(s): BRYAN SIMMONS, COMPOSER AUTHOR UNKNOWN, SYMERE WOODS, JOHN WESLEY LUCAS

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