Only Now
Jesse Marchant Lyrics


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Friend of mine
Where's your heart reside?
You were one day here
The next day gone
Disappointing nights
Of coming under your fire
I bid you my farewell
Brother, hold your heart in tight
It is one day here
The next day gone
You can toil all your life
In the winning of fights
I know the fault too well

Mother, is this how we lie?
Alone in our frozen beds
I am only now
And a long way out
Don't you feel it now more than ever?

And what then?
For all that changes, nothing
In the stick of kin
In the blowing of the wind




Are last living feelings
On account of what's to feel

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Jesse Marchant's song "Only Now" showcases themes of longing, heartbreak, loss, and the fleeting nature of time. It starts with the singer asking a friend about the whereabouts of their heart, who was once here but now gone. Disappointing nights of being blamed by the friend, the singer bids farewell to them. The next verse is directed to a brother, warning them to hold their heart close as it can be taken away in an instant. The singer's experience in fighting (literally or figuratively) has told him the associated risks too well. The third verse addresses a mother, questioning if lying alone in frozen beds is the norm. The singer accepts his current state and acknowledges how far away he is from reaching his destination. The final lines suggest that despite everything changing around us, the only things that stay are emotions shared with our closest kin.


The song appears to reflect Marchant's observations and experiences with close relationships' transient nature, reminding listeners to cherish them while they last. It shows the importance of introspection, self-awareness, and acknowledgment of situations beyond our control.


Line by Line Meaning

Friend of mine
Addressing a friend


Where's your heart reside?
Asking where your true feelings or values lie


You were one day here
You were present and committed


The next day gone
But then you suddenly disappeared


Disappointing nights
Times of feeling let down


Of coming under your fire
Of being criticized or judged by you


I bid you my farewell
Saying goodbye to that friendship


Brother, hold your heart in tight
Addressing a brother, advising him to protect his emotions


It is one day here
We never know when life will change


The next day gone
Things can suddenly disappear


You can toil all your life
You might work hard for a long time


In the winning of fights
In trying to achieve success


I know the fault too well
Acknowledging own past mistake


Mother, is this how we lie?
Asking a mother if pretending is part of life


Alone in our frozen beds
Feeling cold and isolated


I am only now
Awareness of the present moment


And a long way out
Still far from where I want to be


Don't you feel it now more than ever?
Asking if others feel the same sense of urgency


And what then?
Questioning the future


For all that changes, nothing
Despite life's unpredictability, some things remain constant


In the stick of kin
In the bonds of family


In the blowing of the wind
Even in the face of external factors


Are last living feelings
The emotions that remain


On account of what's to feel
Because of the possibility for more emotions to come




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@mondmusic7

Um amigo meu
Friend of mine

Onde está seu coração?
Where's your heart reside?

Você esteve um dia aqui
You were one day here

No dia seguinte se foi
The next day gone

noites decepcionantes
Disappointing nights

De ficar sob seu fogo
Of coming under your fire

Eu te dou minha despedida
I bid you my farewell
Irmão, segure seu coração apertado
Brother, hold your heart in tight

é um dia aqui
It is one day here

No dia seguinte se foi
The next day gone

Você pode trabalhar toda a sua vida
You can toil all your life

Na vitória das lutas
In the winning of fights

Eu conheço a falha muito bem
I know the fault too well
Mãe, é assim que mentimos?
Mother, is this how we lie?

Sozinho em nossas camas congeladas
Alone in our frozen beds

estou só agora
I am only now

E um longo caminho para fora
And a long way out

Você não sente isso agora mais do que nunca?
Don't you feel it now more than ever?
E então?
And what then?

Por todas as mudanças, nada
For all that changes, nothing

No bastão de parentes
In the stick of kin

No sopro do vento
In the blowing of the wind

São os últimos sentimentos vivos
Are last living feelings

Por causa do que é sentir
On account of what's to feel



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