I Didn't Realize
Jesse Powell Lyrics


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Seems like not long ago
Two years have passed
I took you for granted
It ended too fast, 'cause I
I wasn't payin' much attention to your needs girl
You tried and tried a million times
You cried to me girl
But I couldn't see
The pain you went through
I was killin' you softly
But I never knew, 'til I found
I found it in that lonely place
You left for me girl
And now it's killin' me
That's how it's got to be girl

Girl, you build my heart to break it down
Here I'm cryin' out but no one's around
What does it matter now?
What does it matter now?

1 - I didn't realize that I love you
'Till the day that you stopped lovin' me
I didn't realize that I cared for you
'Till I heard the news
That you're leaving me

Now I realize that I love you
And I'm hopin' that it's not too late
Please pack your bags
And come on back
'Cause now I realize that I'm in love with you

Two weeks have gone
My life is a mess
The closets are empty
Not even a dress girl remains
I sit and wonder what I could've done to please you
Is this the penalty for times I would mistreat you?

Now there are no lips to kiss
And no hand to hold
There's no one to hear me
When I bare my soul, and to see
To see you with somebody else would drive me crazy
Knowing you wanna fall in love and have a baby

I'm standing here, broken down
Cryin' out, but girl, you're not around
What does it matter now?
What does it matter now?

I apologize
For all the wrong things that I done
I'm sorry babe
For all the right things that I didn't do
One thing that can change a man
Is living alone
Come back home, oh

Yeah, yeah, yeah (yeah)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (come on, come on back to me)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (I'm sorry)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (yeah, oh oh)

Please pack your bags
And come on back




'Cause now I realize that I'm in love
With you

Overall Meaning

In "I Didn't Realize" by Jesse Powell, the singer reflects on his past relationship that ended too soon. Two years have gone by, and now he realizes he took her for granted and didn't pay much attention to her needs. He admits that he was killing her softly without realizing it. She had been trying to talk to him, but he didn't listen to her cries until he found a letter she left him in a lonely place. He now realizes that he loves her and cares for her and hopes that it's not too late to make it up to her.


As the two weeks passed, his life became a mess, and he wonders what he could have done to please her. His closets are empty, not even a dress remains. He regrets mistreating her and understands that living alone has changed him as a man. He wants her to pack her bags and come back since he now realizes that he's in love with her. He apologizes for all the wrong things he has done in the past and for all the right things he did not do.


The song is a classic R&B ballad that deals with heartbreak and regret. Powell's vocals convey deep emotion, making the listener sympathize with his perspective. The lyrics are straightforward, making it easy for listeners to relate to the emotions expressed in the song. The combination of the melody, vocals, and lyrics makes it a timeless classic.


Line by Line Meaning

Seems like not long ago
It feels like it was just recently


Two years have passed
It has actually been two years


I took you for granted
I didn't appreciate you enough


It ended too fast, 'cause I
Our relationship fell apart quickly because


I wasn't payin' much attention to your needs girl
I wasn't focused on taking care of you


You tried and tried a million times
You made countless efforts


You cried to me girl
You turned to me for comfort while crying


But I couldn't see
I was blind to


The pain you went through
The suffering you experienced


I was killin' you softly
I was hurting you without even realizing it


But I never knew, 'til I found
I remained unaware until I stumbled upon


I found it in that lonely place
I discovered it in the empty space you left for me


You left for me girl
You departed from my life


And now it's killin' me
It's causing me great pain and suffering


That's how it's got to be girl
That's just the way things are now


Girl, you build my heart to break it down
You built me up just so you could tear me apart


Here I'm cryin' out but no one's around
I'm expressing my emotions but there's no one here to hear me


What does it matter now?
What's the point of even caring anymore?


1 - I didn't realize that I love you
I didn't recognize that I had love for you


'Till the day that you stopped lovin' me
Until the moment when you fell out of love with me


I didn't realize that I cared for you
I didn't realize that I had deep feelings of affection towards you


'Till I heard the news
Not until I received the news


That you're leaving me
That you had decided to end our relationship


Now I realize that I love you
I am now aware of my love for you


And I'm hopin' that it's not too late
I am wishing that there is still time to salvage our relationship


Please pack your bags
I'm asking you to get your things together


And come on back
To return to me


'Cause now I realize that I'm in love with you
Because I have realized that I am truly in love with you


Two weeks have gone
It has been two weeks


My life is a mess
My life is chaotic and disorganized


The closets are empty
There are no items in the closets


Not even a dress girl remains
There are no dresses left


I sit and wonder what I could've done to please you
I am left to question what actions I could have taken to make you happy


Is this the penalty for times I would mistreat you?
Is this the punishment I deserve for mistreating you in the past?


Now there are no lips to kiss
I have no one to kiss


And no hand to hold
I have no one to hold hands with


There's no one to hear me
There is no one here to listen to me


When I bare my soul, and to see
When I express my deepest emotions, and to see


To see you with somebody else would drive me crazy
Witnessing you with someone else would cause madness inside me


Knowing you wanna fall in love and have a baby
Being aware that you desire to fall in love and have a child


I'm standing here, broken down
I am here feeling completely devastated


Cryin' out, but girl, you're not around
Crying out in agony, but you are not here


What does it matter now?
Why does any of this even matter anymore?


I apologize
I am expressing regret


For all the wrong things that I done
For all the bad things I've done to you


I'm sorry babe
I apologize, dear


For all the right things that I didn't do
For not doing all the things I should have done for you


One thing that can change a man
There is one thing that can transform a man's character


Is living alone
And that is being forced to live in solitude


Come back home, oh
Return home, please


Yeah, yeah, yeah (yeah)
Vocalization expressing affirmation


Yeah, yeah, yeah (come on, come on back to me)
Vocalization calling for the person to return to me


Yeah, yeah, yeah (I'm sorry)
Vocalization expressing regret and remorse


Yeah, yeah, yeah (yeah, oh oh)
Vocalization expressing affirmation and emotional pain


Please pack your bags
I'm asking you to gather your things


And come on back
To return to me


'Cause now I realize that I'm in love
Because I've now come to the realization that I truly am in love


With you
With you specifically




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: ANDRE WAYNE ALLEN, ANTHONY G. CRAWFORD, MARC NELSON, MONTELL DU'SEAN JORDAN

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