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Jessi Lyrics

Monday you picked up
You responded to me on Monday

Tuesday you sat me down, yeah
You talked to me on Tuesday

Why you gotta do that?
Why did you have to do that to me?

Wednesday you found me
You found me again on Wednesday

Thursday I found you out
I figured you out on Thursday

Yeah, why you gotta do that?
Why did you have to do that to me again?

'Cause the weekend is my free time
I value my weekends as a time to relax

The weekend is my girls night
I spend time with my female friends on the weekends

The weekend is the reason I'm alive
The weekend is what keeps me going during the week

The weekend got me tossed up
The excitement of the weekend has me feeling mixed up

But you just got me fucked up
But you messed things up for me

But you wanna be the best thing now
But now you want things to be good between us

All my tears are liquor going down down
I am drinking alcohol to deal with my emotional pain

I don't give a damn how it looks right now
I don't care how it appears to others

I just wanna drink til I go dumb dumb
I just want to keep drinking until I'm numb

So I can't just forget that I'm numb numb numb
So that I can forget about my emotional pain and be numb

Throwing up all the emotions
Feeling overwhelmed by my emotions

You're so quick to close up when I'm open
You shut down easily when I try to communicate

I'm just gonna drink til I go dumb dumb
I'm just going to keep drinking to numb my feelings

Saturday you cut me
You hurt me on Saturday

But Sunday I cut you off yeah
But on Sunday, I ended things with you

Church made me do that
Going to church influenced my decision to end things

And now you want some FaceTime
Now you want to talk to me face-to-face

Like you ain't even done no wrong
As if you did nothing wrong

Yeah, Siri can you block that?
I want to block your attempts to contact me

I'm tryna figure out if it's last call (last call)
I'm trying to decide if it's time to stop drinking

I'm looking at my phone for your missed calls
I'm checking my phone to see if you've called me

I'm gone and you can't see it
I've moved on and you can't recognize it

But I know I still have feelings, no
But I know that I still have emotions about what happened