Emily
Jewel Lyrics


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Woke up to find
I lost my mind
Lost heart, lost nerve
I lost my favourite word -
Emily

I take my cigarettes
I give 'em a smoke
Oh god
My heart feels froze
I've lost something it seems
I've misplaced my favourite thing -
Emily

Where does love go
If it can't find a home
One moment here then gone
With no forwarding address
Love no longer has a house
Or residence in flesh
Take the keys
I get in the car
To out run this
man I'd have to go real far
Where mercy wears lace
And bottles are thieves
Which of these took you from me?
Emily

I face myself
But there's this draft inside
Parts of me drowned
In perpetual tide
I wanna call names
I wanna throw things around
But no bar can buy
Forgiveness another round for
Emily

I go to the bedroom
Turn on the light
It's like an empty altar
No angel in sight
religion with no temple
No place to take my worship to
No god for my eyes to see
No fruit to lay at the feet of
Emily




Gone
Gone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Jewel’s song “Emily” are a reflection of the artist's grieving process after losing someone named Emily. The lyrics speak to the singer’s overwhelming sense of loss, heartbreak, and confusion. The song opens with the singer waking up to find that they've lost their mind, heart, and nerve. They also lost their favorite word, which was "Emily." This sets the tone for the rest of the song, which is full of imagery and metaphors about loss, love, and searching for meaning.


The singer tries to distract themselves by smoking cigarettes, but their heart still feels frozen. They've lost something important, which seems to be their favorite thing - Emily. The lyrics suggest that the singer is going through a period of mourning and questioning the transience of love. The chorus asks the question: "Where does love go if it can't find a home?" The lyrics portray love as a fleeting, ephemeral thing that can disappear at any moment, leaving no forwarding address.


The second half of the song delves deeper into the singer's feelings of anger, desperation, and emptiness. They want to call names and throw things around, but they can't find a place to direct their emotions. The bedroom scene symbolizes the emptiness and lack of meaning that the singer feels without their loved one. The song ends on an unresolved note, with the repeated word "gone." Overall, the song is a deeply personal reflection on loss, grief, and the fleeting nature of love.


Line by Line Meaning

Woke up to find
I realized


I lost my mind
I am feeling crazy


Lost heart, lost nerve
I lost courage and strength


I lost my favourite word -
I lost the thing that I loved the most -


Emily
which was Emily.


I take my cigarettes
I smoke my cigarettes


I give 'em a smoke
I light them up


Oh god
I'm feeling bad


My heart feels froze
My heart feels cold


I've lost something it seems
I think I have lost something


I've misplaced my favourite thing -
I lost the thing that I loved the most -


Emily
which was Emily.


Where does love go
Where does love disappear


If it can't find a home
If it can't find a place to stay


One moment here then gone
It's here one moment and gone the next


With no forwarding address
Without leaving any clue where to find it next


Love no longer has a house
Love doesn't have a home anymore


Or residence in flesh
It's no longer present in our lives


Take the keys
I take the car keys


I get in the car
I enter the car


To out run this
To escape from this


man I'd have to go real far
I would have to go very far away


Where mercy wears lace
I'm looking for a place where mercy is still present


And bottles are thieves
Where alcohol is not ruling over people's lives


Which of these took you from me?
I'm asking myself which one of these things took Emily away from me


Emily
Which was Emily.


I face myself
I confront myself


But there's this draft inside
I have an internal conflict


Parts of me drowned
Parts of me are lost


In perpetual tide
In an eternal cycle


I wanna call names
I want to shout at someone


I wanna throw things around
I want to throw things in the room


But no bar can buy
But no amount of alcohol can buy


Forgiveness another round for
Forgiveness is not something I can buy with money or alcohol


Emily
Which was Emily.


I go to the bedroom
I enter the bedroom


Turn on the light
I switch on the light


It's like an empty altar
It feels like an empty temple


No angel in sight
No one there to protect me


religion with no temple
Faith without any physical place of worship


No place to take my worship to
No place to go and pray


No god for my eyes to see
No higher power for me to believe in


No fruit to lay at the feet of
No offering to make to the higher power


Emily
Which was Emily.


Gone
Away


Gone
Far away




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: JEWEL KILCHER

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@cottefamily173

Maybe Jewel best song ever. Raw. Emotional beautiful. Typical old school jewel

@tz6106

Her voice gives me chills! I was lucky enough to see Jewel in concert many years ago... at Darien Lake in NY. One of my favorite concerts I've ever been to!

@Harkeilla

Her voice, her gentle strum of the chords of the acoustic guitar are just beautiful. Love Jewel!

@mtifftable

This is honestly one of my favorite songs <3

@dillanshanmugam8990

Awesome! Remember this from the movie. Such a rare treat from Jewel! :D

@kelliv2995

The song that made me love you desperately 💜

@GiaMarie909

I wish you an amazing life, Emily. Love and miss you more than words could ever say 💔
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@stevebradbury1914

IMO, her best song.

@emilyrenamei

I was named after this song ❤️ thank you Jewel. I’ll always love you

@rainareign

I'm here for it. Great song.

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