Heroin
Jez Dior Lyrics

I ain't get no welcome back for the fact that this is rap, but it's stacked With sounds that match like the 90s coming back And you act like a platinum plaque can judge where the fuck these artists heart is at, and it can't
Jez Dior is expressing his lack of recognition as a rapper despite the quality of his music. He mentions that his music is reminiscent of the '90s era, which he believes makes it stacked. He is unhappy with how the industry judges artists based on their sales and popularity, rather than their actual talent.

I'm just a rat in a cage, to the views and these plays And I been preaching for days, but nobody's at my sermon, nobody is ever learning I'm earning my way so it's ok to come back - I'd like to introduce this grunge rap, uhhn!
Jez Dior feels trapped by the industry that values views and popularity over talent. Despite preaching his views in his music, he feels like nobody is listening or learning. He is still trying to make a name for himself with his unique style of 'grunge rap'.

Is that new you been looking for? Well how new is this? See I grew up on some Stunna and 50 cent and the Unit And fifty percent of my intake of music was influenced by my pop and that was rock And I was only just a kid when Slim Shady popped pills like it was hot And he was dropping shit that made us all question what we're doing I just took it too serious and then I got to moving I was skipping classes till I was a drop out, but I excelled at writing like a cop out And then I watched my Dad rock out I Just wanted the life, I just wanted the life Like I'm wild for the night fuck being polite And I became what I am from the voices in my head and it started when my uncle Fred passed in my bed So I prayed to his ghost "Like help me!" Cause my family's not United like Chelsea And the life that I'm living's unhealthy But I'm living the life that they dealt me and I'm gettin' it
Jez Dior details his journey through music and his influences growing up, including rap, rock, and pop. He mentions Slim Shady as someone who made him question his own life choices. Despite dropping out of school, he excels at writing and is inspired by his dad's rock music. He admits to living an unhealthy life but continues to persevere with the life he's been dealt with.

Stare at me, while I'm crying and dying to hold on There's more drops in the bottle But doesn't stop him on the way down She looks like heroin - I love it When she touches it's like heroin - I need it And she feels like heroin - I want it It must be heroin, It must be heroin. Ohh
Jez Dior uses the metaphor of heroin to describe his addiction to a woman. He is crying as he struggles to hold on to her, but he can't stop himself from falling. He compares her to heroin, saying that he loves, needs, and wants her like a drug. He can't resist her.

I'm hell bounded in the cross-fire, across is across for the claustrophobic arroba side of a closet A clause stating a clause on a [?] a law and a hard hatred involved on the false fading of gods Hand on the Bible you lying? A Tiger would count your stripes and a presence of higher beings, your only present's is silence I promise, this is Heroin - this is Crack music, this is Aerosmith *Spitting* bitch I spat to you I'll probably die being dyed the colour of dye, why? Cos i'm taking chances and life is just crap than you rolled it down Make couples happy but happiness only happens alive like "Ronnie your accurate you found commas inside your rhyme" But they never question it. Too scared of the consequences of being defenceless I'm taking shots like the endless Wasn't dependent, just needed something to lie on They never had something to live for, only to die for
Jez Dior describes the chaos and confusion in his life, comparing it to being trapped in a closet in the midst of a battle. He feels that there is a lot of hatred and deception involved in the pursuit of success. He acknowledges the possibility of his own death, but takes risks anyway as he believes that life is already crappy. He believes that people are hesitant to question things out of fear and that he's taking unending shots because he didn't have anything to live for.

Is that new you been looking for? Is that new you been looking for? Well how new is this?
Jez Dior repeats his question regarding his unique style of 'grunge rap,' asking the listener if they've ever heard anything like it before.