Jackson, from Paisley, has been described in the Nashville press as the “Scottish Songbird”. As a solo artist her sound is far removed from the music she made as the front-woman of rock band Speedway, with whom she scored two top ten hits in 2004. From rock chick to country girl, Jackson has been gigging and recording as a solo artist since 2005. She has supported musicians such as Albert Lee, Roger McGuinn and Bryan Adams, and spent the end of 2008 on a “50 States in 50 Days” tour of the U.S. In February 2009 she went back into the studio to record her second album with her band: Alan Frew (guitar), Lorna Thomas (bass guitar) and Carl Taylor (drums).
forgive me
Jill Jackson Lyrics
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I feel weak, but I feel wired
I'm insane, I'm not right
I'm in pain, I'm a sight
I pretend I'm in love
Then I see how I hurt
I'm ashamed, I am cruel
I am blamed, I'm a fool
Can you forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be
As a friend, I am true
I can say I love
With my heart in my hands
I just don't understand
Who I am, why I'm here
I should just disappear
I'm not sad, I am fine
My life, It's divine
Can you forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be
Then I'll be happy
Please please forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be
How could you expect me
To live up to your expectations
Given that you knew me and knew
of my reputation
I am sorry, I am sorry
I am sick, I am tired
My last chance has expired
I am lost, I'm afraid
I have hurt, I have played
I am good, I am kind
Till I leave you behind
With your heart on the floor
All my fault, I am sure
Can you forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be
In Jill Jackson's song "Forgive Me," the lyrics depict an individual who is grappling with their identity, past mistakes, and their relationships with others. The individual expresses feelings of being sick, tired, and in pain, suggesting they may be dealing with physical or emotional struggles. They also admit to being cruel and ashamed of hurting others. However, they do express an interest in becoming a better person and being forgiven for their past actions.
The chorus of the song repeats the request for forgiveness and the hope that one day they will be able to become the best version of themselves. The individual mentions being a good friend who can love deeply, but also admits to feeling lost and unsure of their purpose. They express frustration towards others who have expectations of them, given their reputation, and apologize for any harm they may have caused.
Line by Line Meaning
I am sick, I am tired
I am physically and emotionally drained
I feel weak, but I feel wired
I lack energy but I still feel restless
I'm insane, I'm not right
I am mentally unstable and not well
I'm in pain, I'm a sight
I am hurting and not looking well
I pretend I'm in love
I act as if I love someone
Then I see how I hurt
When I realize the harm I've caused
I'm ashamed, I am cruel
I feel guilty and unkind
I am blamed, I'm a fool
I am accused of wrongdoing and acting foolish
Can you forgive me
I am seeking forgiveness
One day I will be
I have hope for the future
All that I can be
I will reach my full potential
As a friend, I am true
I am loyal as a friend
I can say I love
I can express my feelings of love
With my heart in my hands
I am vulnerable and sincere
I just don't understand
I am confused and unsure
Who I am, why I'm here
I am questioning my identity and purpose
I should just disappear
I feel like running away
I'm not sad, I am fine
I am not unhappy, I am okay
My life, It's divine
My life is perfect and wonderful
How could you expect me
You have high expectations of me
To live up to your expectations
To meet your standards
Given that you knew me and knew
You were aware of who I am
of my reputation
Of my past behavior and actions
I am sorry, I am sorry
I apologize multiple times
My last chance has expired
I have missed my opportunity to make things right
I am lost, I'm afraid
I am confused and fearful
I have hurt, I have played
I have caused pain and acted dishonestly
I am good, I am kind
I have positive qualities
Till I leave you behind
Until I distance myself from you
With your heart on the floor
Causing you emotional pain
All my fault, I am sure
I am taking full responsibility for what happened
Then I'll be happy
I will experience joy
Please please forgive me
I am pleading for forgiveness
Contributed by Nathan N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
simcoe75
Hey Jill, Such a great song, very heart felt and eloquent. Not only are you are great muscian but, a wonderful writer too and a soulful singer for sure :o). Thank you for writing songs that reflect such emotions so well.
Becky McClellan
This has become one of my favorite songs of all time. Thank you so much!
Georgie Belcher
absolutly gorgeous song.... so emotional!! xx
Peace_withinthechaos
Just can't describe how much i love this song!! xxxxx
Amandakop
Great Song Jill, really like the word, there so emotional xx
Sally Ann Funder
Just saw Jill in Bristol with Kevin Montgomery. This girl's lyrics really touch the heart. Keep up the good work, Jill!
John Blobby Lauder
This is a gorgeous song,really love it
mygrassisblue
I love this song - anyone have the Guitar chords?
Adrienn Markovics
I love this song!!!
Missnuvah
amazing !!