Birthday
Jillian Edwards Lyrics


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I can't wait
To call you on your birthday
Well, we agreed not to talk, but I don't like it this way

Well, I've worn the shoes you are wearing
But he didn't give me the space I needed

So I grew cold as stone.
And I don't want that for you, you know.

So I'm keeping my distance and I'm leaving it up to you.
Secondary sources to bring me news of you
But you're still in my drawer
They are saying time will sort this out

Every curve and bend in your name
I used to know so well
And now I couldn't say
And there are times
Times when I feel daring
I think I could talk to you
But I know that's not what we needed

Cause I grew cold as stone.
And I don't want that for you, you know.
So I'm keeping my distance and I'm leaving it up to you.
Secondary sources to bring me news of you
But you're still in my drawer
They are saying time will sort this out

I wanted to keep you
I wanted to keep you
I tried you on and now you're folded on my floor
I got an answer, not the one I was looking for





I can't wait
To call you on your birthday

Overall Meaning

In the song "Birthday" by Jillian Edwards, the singer expresses a longing to reach out to an old flame on their birthday. The lyrics reveal that the two have made a pact not to communicate, but the singer doesn't want to adhere to this agreement. She has been in a similar situation before and made the mistake of not giving her partner enough space, causing her emotions to grow cold. The singer cares for her former lover and doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes. She's keeping her distance and relying on secondary sources to keep up with their life. A poignant line in the song is, "I wanted to keep you, I tried you on, and now you're folded on my floor. I got an answer, not the one I was looking for." This line conveys the sense of finality and regret of past loves.


The song captures the bittersweet sadness that can come with the end of a relationship. There is a desire to hold onto a connection, even when it's no longer healthy or possible. Even though the singer longs to reach out, she is aware that it's not the best decision for either of them. The song's melody is calm and evocative, adding to the reflective nature of the lyrics.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't wait
I'm excited about something and can't wait for it to happen.


To call you on your birthday
I'm looking forward to calling you on your special day.


Well, we agreed not to talk, but I don't like it this way
We made a decision not to communicate, but I'm not happy with the situation.


Well, I've worn the shoes you are wearing
I've been in your situation before.


But he didn't give me the space I needed
The person I was with didn't give me the personal space that I required.


So I grew cold as stone.
I became emotionally distant or aloof.


And I don't want that for you, you know.
I don't want you to experience that same negative feeling.


So I'm keeping my distance and I'm leaving it up to you.
I'm keeping a physical and emotional distance from you and letting you decide whether or not we should talk.


Secondary sources to bring me news of you
I'm relying on other people to tell me about your life.


But you're still in my drawer
Despite not communicating with each other, I still hold onto memories of you.


They are saying time will sort this out
People have told me that things will be resolved naturally over time.


Every curve and bend in your name
I know your name so well, including its every little detail.


I used to know so well
I knew everything about you and the relationship we had.


And now I couldn't say
Now, I'm not sure what our relationship means to me anymore.


And there are times
Once in a while,


Times when I feel daring
There are times when I have the courage or desire to reach out to you.


I think I could talk to you
I believe that maybe we could have a conversation.


But I know that's not what we needed
But deep down, I know that it might not be the right thing to do at this point in our lives.


I wanted to keep you
I wanted to maintain a close relationship with you.


I tried you on and now you're folded on my floor
I attempted to reconnect with you, but it didn't work out and now I'm left feeling disappointed and not knowing what to do with my emotions.


I got an answer, not the one I was looking for
I received a response to my attempt at communicating with you, but it wasn't the response I was hoping for.




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@MoveWithTheWind18

This makes me so mad. Out of all sinhers i wish I had her voice but only 6 people have liked this video. And only 247 veiews. She needs to be reconized for her amazing talent.

@C0zmo69

thank you pandora,

@starlight5102

right!!!

@mellynn11

Amazing voice and song..

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Happy birthday yudhie

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