Show Me The Way
Johnny Rawls and The Rays Lyrics

I find comfort in my sadness
I feel comfortable being sad

I'm so glad that you left
I'm happy that you left

I wish I could say I'm better
I want to say I'm doing better but I can't

But I haven't moved on yet
But I'm still not over you

You were the one I could depend on
You were the one I relied on

Now I'm depending on myself
Now I have to rely on myself

Even the one I thought was mine
Even the one I thought I had

Left me like everyone does
Left me like everyone else does

I thrive in the darkness cause
I do well in the darkness because

I don't know how else to live
I don't know any other way to live

This is the way it's been
This is how it's always been

Since I was a fucking kid
Since I was a child

There's been no one to depend
There's been no one to rely on

I've hated depending on myself
I don't like having to rely on myself

Even when I cry so hard
Even when I'm crying so much

You never come to help
You never come to offer help

Now I sit and think of you often
Now I sit and think about you often

I get why you're glued to your bed
I understand why you're always in bed

It's just so hard to get up
It's difficult to get out of bed

When you're someone else's reason to instead
When somebody else is your reason to get up

Abandoned I am often
I'm often left alone

But I'll learn to live
But I'll learn to survive

I'm fine
I'm okay

I can't live needing someone when
I can't keep depending on someone when

I know they'll just leave my life
I know they'll eventually leave me

I'll learn to love myself
I'll learn to appreciate myself

No, I don't need your help
No, I don't need your assistance

At least that's what I wanna believe
Or at least that's what I want to think

Cause there's no way that you're the key
Because there's no way you're the solution

You said you'd stay no matter what
You promised you'd stay no matter what

What a lie that was, you're so fucked up
What a lie that was, you're so messed up

I shouldn't have placed my faith in you
I shouldn't have trusted you

I can promise to stay away from you
I promise to stay away from you

Although I wasn't over you then
Although I wasn't over you at the time

I can assure you, it's over now
I can confirm, it's over now

You may have left me then
You may have left me at that time

But I haven't left you till now
But I haven't moved on until now