Shadow
Jon Christos Lyrics


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I was six years old
When my parents ran away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity

So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry-

Mother sister father sister mother
Everything's cool now
Mother sister father sister mother
Everything's cool now
Oh my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh my life is good
And the past in the past

I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be

Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me




Living in living in living in the shadow
Living in living in living in a new day

Overall Meaning

The song "Shadow" by Jon Christos is a deeply personal and emotional track about the struggles of living in the shadow of someone else's dreams. The song speaks to Christos’ experience of growing up feeling stuck inside a broken life, trying to find his identity and his own dreams. The opening lines reveal the difficult experience of his childhood - his parents left when he was just six years old, leaving him to cope with the shattered remains of his family life. The line "And my escape was hiding out and running for the door" shows that the child was struggling to come to terms with the pain and trauma he was experiencing.


The chorus of the song is a plea for someone to pay attention to him, to see beyond the shadow of someone else's dream and to recognize his own identity. The repetition of "Living in the shadow" underscores the frustration and isolation of feeling trapped in a never-ending nightmare. The verse "All the days collided/ One less perfect than the next" suggests a sense of hopelessness and despair that can be overwhelming when living in someone else's shadow.


However, the tone of the song changes towards the end, as the singer breaks free from the chains of his past and discovers his own identity. The repetition of "Mother sister father sister mother/ Everything's cool now" suggests that the singer has found peace and reconciliation with his family. He declares, "My life is good/ And the past is the past", a testament to his resilience and strength in overcoming the difficulties of his past.


Line by Line Meaning

I was six years old
At the age of six years old


When my parents ran away
After my parents left


I was stuck inside a broken life
I was trapped in a difficult life


I couldn't wish away
I couldn't make it go away


She was beautiful
There was a person who was attractive


She had everything and more
This person had more than enough


And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
And my only escape was to hide and run


Somebody listen please
I need someone to listen to me


It used to be so hard being me
It was really difficult to be myself


Living in the shadow
Existing in someone else's shadow


Of someone else's dream
Being overshadowed by someone else's aspirations


Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Searching for comfort, but nothing felt genuine


Living in a nightmare
Existing in a waking nightmare


A never-ending sleep
A life that felt like a sleepless nightmare


But now that I am wide awake
But now that I am conscious and aware


My chains are finally free
I am finally free from my metaphorical chains


Don't feel sorry for me
There is no need to feel sorry for me


All the days collided
Every day seemed to blend together


One less perfect than the next
Each day seemed worse than the last


I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
I was trapped in someone else's existence and was never the priority


Oh I love you now 'cause now I realize
I appreciate you now because I understand


That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity
It is safe to be myself and embrace my own identity


There's so much more to me you haven't seen
There is a lot that you do not know about me


Living in a new day
Living in a new and improved reality


I'm living it for me
I'm living for myself


Then I can finally be
Then I can finally exist


Mother sister father sister mother
Family members


Everything's cool now
Everything is good now


Oh my life is good
I am currently in a good place in my life


I've got more than anyone should
I have more than I ever thought I would have


And the past in the past
I have moved on from the past


Living in living in living in the shadow
Living in someone else's shadow


Living in living in living in a new day
Living in a new reality




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@DualThunder

top D at the end is amazing

@gaby3101

Not much to say. You definatly got a new fan.

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