After a lot of messing around with cheap Casio keyboards, Jonas got his hands on a set of turntables when he was 15, and started discovering the world of vinyl. The urge to make his own tracks grew, resulting in his first record deal when he was 17. (Silvertear - so deep)
Over the next few years, he continued improving his production skills and released a number of tracks in different styles, ranging from hard house to a trance track for the successful Ian van Dahl album 'ace' in 2002.
At the end of 2003, the alias 'estuera' emerged when the first estuera e.p. 'travels / 7 clouds ' got signed to Tiesto's black hole recordings. Other releases followed in 2004 on different black hole sub labels, such as ' in trance we trust' and the big trance hit 'estuera - tales from the south' on Tiesto's personal 'magik muzik' imprint.
Jonas also got in contact with Paul Moelands and Menno de Jong who were in the process of setting up their 'intuition' sub label under fundamental recordings. In 2005 the first intuition release saw the light, 'Jonas Steur - Castamara / Silent waves' and got massive support by every top dj in the trance scene. Another big accomplishment was the collaboration between Paul Moelands and Jonas, ' Estuera vs. Re:locate - Palma Solane ', which got featured on the huge in search of sunrise 4 Tiesto mix cd and vinyl sampler.
Thanks to all the attention for these tracks, Jonas got the chance of doing a number of remixes for projects such as 'Haylon, Elles de Graaf, Solar stone, Fabb x, Re:locate, and more to come...
Jonas also started making a name in the dj business, playing gigs in Belgium, Holland, Germany and Poland in 2005, Including the first edition of tomorrowland Belgium and a couple of successful intuition events in club Asta in The Hague, Netherlands.
Fall To Pieces
Jonas Steur Lyrics
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Demeaning whirlwhind of ride with you
Oh yeah I do
Longer then faster I try to decide what you're after
A disaster - Is that what you put me through?
Oh yeah you do
I'm not free love
So when you leave take the time you need
So you come to me, you beg to plead...
I'm not free love
So weren't you late of the time you need
You're about to say...
Searching for truth in this twisted environment
I can't believe that I once was inspired by you
But I'll be ok
Poetry means nothing when you love me and leave
You can disappear one day then wear your heart on your sleeve
Do you know what I'm worth?
What do you see?
I'm not free love
So weren't you late of the time you need
Cause I'll be gone
So don't come to me and beg to plead...
I'm not free love
So weren't you late of the time you need
Cause I'll be gone
You're about to say...
Hmm... I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I don't wanna fall at all so...
You're about to say...
Hmm... I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I don't wanna fall at all so...
Go... Away... Just go...
I don't wanna fall anymore
The lyrics to "Fall To Pieces" by Jonas Steur feat. Jennifer Rene convey the emotions of a person stuck in a tumultuous relationship. The singer of the song is feeling trapped in the relationship, desperately searching for a reason for being stuck in this seemingly demeaning whirlwind of a ride with their partner. The song speaks about trying to understand the other person's motives but finding it challenging to come to a conclusion, leading to confusion and self-doubt. The lyrics suggest that the singer is tired of the constant push and pull, and wants their partner to take the time they need and leave so that they can move on.
The chorus of the song emphasizes the singer's desire to end the relationship and avoid falling apart. The lyrics portray a person who is tired of giving their all to a partner who seems to take them for granted, and is ready to move on to something better. Despite the emotional turmoil, the singer maintains their self-worth and refuses to settle for anything less than they deserve.
Overall, "Fall To Pieces" is a powerful song that captures the complexities of a troubled relationship and the emotions that come with it. The lyrics convey a sense of hopelessness, confusion, and frustration that many individuals can relate to.
Line by Line Meaning
Needing a reason for being stuck in this seemingly
Questioning the cause of feeling trapped in this situation
Demeaning whirlwhind of ride with you
Feeling degraded and swept up in a chaotic experience with the other person
Oh yeah I do
Admitting to having strong feelings for the person despite negative circumstances
Longer then faster I try to decide what you're after
Trying to figure out the other person's intentions in a confusing, unstable situation
A disaster - Is that what you put me through?
Feeling like the other person caused chaos and destruction in the relationship
Oh yeah you do
Acknowledging the other person's role in the turmoil
I'm not free love
Asserting one's independence and not wanting to be bound by the relationship
So when you leave take the time you need
Giving the other person space to figure things out and leave at their own pace
Cause I'll be gone
Knowing that they will not wait around for the other person to make a decision
So you come to me, you beg to plead...
Anticipating the other person returning and pleading for reconciliation
So weren't you late of the time you need
Reminding the other person that they had the opportunity to take time before leaving
You're about to say...
Sensing what the other person is going to say or do next
Searching for truth in this twisted environment
Trying to find honesty and clarity in a confusing, convoluted situation
I can't believe that I once was inspired by you
Reflecting on past positive feelings towards the other person that have now faded
But I'll be ok
Recognizing that they will be able to move on from this situation
Poetry means nothing when you love me and leave
Expressing that words and gestures lose their meaning when the other person abandons them
You can disappear one day then wear your heart on your sleeve
Commenting on the other person's tendency to be inconsistent and emotionally open and closed
Do you know what I'm worth?
Asking if the other person values them and their worth in the relationship
What do you see?
Questioning how the other person perceives them and their worth
Hmm... I don't wanna know
Preferring not to hear the other person's response to those questions
I don't wanna fall to pieces
Not wanting to emotionally fall apart and break down
I don't wanna fall at all so...
Preferring to avoid the situation altogether rather than risk getting hurt
Go... Away... Just go...
Expressing a desire for the other person to leave them alone and move on
I don't wanna fall anymore
Not wanting to be susceptible to the other person's actions and emotions
Writer(s): Jennifer Rene Bermudez, Jonas Steur
Contributed by Christian C. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
cyklonus1
STILL one of the best trance songs ever. And will continue to be.
Junior Schouten
This song reminds me of the best time in my life! No stress of worries just chillout with my friends with our cars on great summer nights!
Artem Kaa
i've got the same feelings!
julien houdayer
You ve missed the most important
A Pove
Me too!! These songs will forever be my nostalgia , with goosebumps running up and down my body , arms and legs - hahah
Agnieszka Wasilewska ANGEL FALLS
Me too ...
30STMcwa
+ 1
Alexandra Dimitrova
it's been 10 years and I'm still lovin' it!
Alexandrina Alexandrova
2013 and the sound of this awesome song is still taking me higher! Amazing vocal and music...
Trance Memory Channel
one of the best uplifting trance vocals i've ever heard. Amazing work from Jonas, sooo damn gentle and moody. Super!