Chemical
Joseph Arthur Lyrics


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Taking my medicine
Changing the way I am
I don't know where I been
But I was well behaved

I don't know who you are
Coming out of my scar
Driving my crashing car
That needs a coat of paint

Chemical
Up and up away I go
Out of my head

I'm putting myself in jail
I'm hoping to see you fail
I'm flipping my head and tail
Over
I don't know the way
Over

I'm throwing up what I drank
No one here I would thank
I feel like a shark that's caught
In a goldfish tank

Swallowing a thousand pills
Trying to change how I feel
There's just to much time to kill
Between all my mistakes

Chemical




Up and up away I go
Out of my head

Overall Meaning

The song "Chemical" by Joseph Arthur is a poignant and introspective reflection on addiction, self-destruction, and the painful process of trying to escape from one's own demons. The opening lines "Taking my medicine, changing the way I am" suggest that the singer is struggling to break free from a cycle of destructive behavior, but is uncertain of the path forward. The lyrics convey a sense of confusion and disorientation, with the singer feeling lost and disconnected from his own past and present self.


The chorus of the song, with its repeated refrain of "chemical, up and up, away I go, out of my head", captures the sense of escaping into a substance or behavior that temporarily numbs the pain or anxiety, but ultimately leads to a deeper sense of disconnection and isolation. The lines "I'm putting myself in jail, I'm hoping to see you fail, I'm flipping my head and tail over", suggest a sense of self-loathing and a desire to punish oneself for past mistakes, while also feeling a sense of envy or resentment towards those who seem to be more successful or at peace.


Line by Line Meaning

Taking my medicine
Starting the process of self-improvement or change


Changing the way I am
Enacting personal transformations


I don't know where I been
Feeling lost and disoriented


But I was well-behaved
Appeared to be making progress in past efforts


I don't know who you are
Having trouble recognizing aspects of oneself


Coming out of my scar
Acknowledging past wounds


Driving my crashing car
Making impulsive decisions with risky outcomes


That needs a coat of paint
Looking for ways to improve or cover up mistakes


Chemical
Referring to the substances or habits being used to cope or change


Up and up away I go
Feeling the rush or high of the chemical's effects


Out of my head
Losing touch with reality or oneself


I'm putting myself in jail
Self-sabotaging or limiting personal growth


I'm hoping to see you fail
Wishing harm or failure on others as a means of coping


I'm flipping my head and tail
Acting impulsively and erratically


Over
Finished or given up


I don't know the way
Feeling lost or without direction


I'm throwing up what I drank
Rejecting or regretting past choices


No one here I would thank
Feeling alone in struggles and unsupported


I feel like a shark that's caught
Trapped and unable to move forward


In a goldfish tank
Feeling out of place or insignificant


Swallowing a thousand pills
Failing to make progress despite repeated attempts


Trying to change how I feel
Desperately seeking relief from pain or unhappiness


There's just to much time to kill
Boredom and frustration with the slowness of change


Between all my mistakes
Grappling with the consequences of past choices




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: FRANK R. PELS

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chester

He sure deserves some coins.

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