Too Many Dead
Josh A Lyrics

Too many dead, every headline dread
There are too many people dying, and it's overwhelming to see the constant news headlines about it.

Keep it out of my head
I want to protect myself from internalizing the sadness and tragedy of all the deaths.

I don't know what I can say now
I feel helpless and don't know what words or actions can make a difference.

Another one gone way too young
Another person has passed away at a young age, and it's heartbreaking.

I just hold my tongue
I choose to remain silent and not voice my opinions or emotions about this issue.

I don’t want to be the next one
I fear becoming a victim myself and don't want to meet the same fate.

Yuh rIP Lil Peep
Rest in peace to Lil Peep, paying tribute to the late rapper.

RIP to the greats mac Miller RIP
Also remembering and honoring the late great musician, Mac Miller.

And X, shit ain't the same
Referring to another deceased artist, XXXTentacion, and acknowledging that things have changed without him.

Gets scary these days being in this lane
The current music industry can be frightening and dangerous, considering the high number of deaths.

If I don't make it please
In case I don't succeed or survive in this industry,

Just memorize my name
I want to leave a lasting impact and be remembered even if I'm not here.

I’m struggling and sometimes I don't
I'm facing personal hardships, and there are moments when I feel lost and unsure.

Know if I'm alright
I question my own well-being and mental state.

In a darkened state of mind cause
My mind is often clouded by negativity and sadness because

All my idols fucking die
All the people I look up to and admire keep dying, which deeply affects me.

No one left I can look up to, it's just me
I feel like I don't have any more role models to inspire me, and I have to rely on myself.

Myself and I
I have to depend on my own strength and resilience.

For all my fans I gotta find the
To support and continue making music for my fans, I have to discover the

Strength to try and stay alive yuhhhh
Inner strength to keep going and survive in this challenging environment.

Sick of the death sick of the sickness
I'm tired of all the death and the overall negative state of things.

Where the fuck is everybody when you
I wonder where everyone is when you

Need the help the most
I'm in desperate need of support, but it feels like everyone is absent.

All the idols turn to ghosts
All the people I once idolized are now gone, becoming distant memories.

I watch the life fade from your inner fire
I witness the passion and vitality slowly disappearing from your soul.

But the flame still burns in
However, there is still a spark of that fire remaining

The hearts that you've inspired
In the hearts of those you have influenced and inspired.

Six feet, tell me it’s a sick dream wake me
The idea of being buried six feet under feels like a twisted nightmare, I hope to wake up from.

Paranoia never knowing when the
Constantly fearing that

Reaper takes me another day
Death will claim me, another day

Another death from something so preventive
Another avoidable death, caused by something that could have been prevented.

I guess I'll just keep my fucking head
I suppose I'll continue to stay aware and cautious

Up 'til the day I'm finished
Until the day I reach my end.

Running from myself
Escaping my true self and the pain it entails

Man I've been living like this
I've been existing in this manner, avoiding my inner struggles.

I've been running from the pain and
I've been evading the emotional suffering and

I don't wanna go back now
I have no desire to return to that state of torment.

Too many dead, every headline dread
The number of deceased individuals is overwhelming, creating distress with every news headline.

Keep it out of my head
I strive to block out these tragic events from occupying my thoughts.

I don't know what I can say now
I am unsure about the words or actions that can effectively address this situation.

Another one gone way too young
Another life lost at a young age, which is a heartbreaking tragedy.

I just hold my tongue
I choose to remain silent and refrain from expressing my thoughts or opinions.

I don't want to be the next one
I fear becoming the next person to suffer such a fate.