Derailed
Joyce Manor Lyrics


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When you make it to your driveway
Will you call to let me know that you're ok?
And when you make it to your bedroom
Do you collapse on your bed right away?

Or do you lay and think about how fucking lonely you've become?
You're obsessed with revenge and it's starting again
Bad tattoos oh and losing the saddest of friends
So you'll ache through the days, 'cause you'll never mend your ways

And when you make a decent living, will you buy me a train-set and a hat?
So that I can sit alone in my room, sending people away from the ones they love
Or crash them into buildings, explosions, derailments and screaming children

Oh my god, I think I'm in love
Yes, I know that this must be love




When you ache through the days
'Cause you'll never mend your ways

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Joyce Manor's song Derailed express the sense of loneliness and obsession with revenge that someone may feel after they've lost friends and become consumed by their past. The first few lines describe a longing for someone to check in and make sure they're okay, someone to connect with and share the burden of loneliness. However, despite this desire for connection, the loneliness persists and the singer is left to "lay and think about how fucking lonely [they've] become." Despite this, they can't seem to shake their obsession with revenge and their thoughts keep "starting again" as they remember bad tattoos and losing friends. The pain of it all is palpable, and they acknowledge that they'll "ache through the days, 'cause [they'll] never mend [their] ways."


The song takes a darker turn towards the end as the singer's thoughts turn to destruction. They fantasize about causing disasters like train derailments and explosions, indicating a deep desire to inflict the pain they feel onto others. The final lines of the song are somewhat ironic, as they exclaim "Oh my god, I think I'm in love" and acknowledge that their obsession with revenge and their inability to move on from the past is overwhelming.


Overall, Derailed is a track about the complex emotions that come with loss, loneliness, and unresolved anger. It's a powerful statement on the ways that these feelings can consume a person, and the desperation that can come from feeling trapped by them.


Line by Line Meaning

When you make it to your driveway
Asking if the person will let them know they made it home safely.


Will you call to let me know that you're ok?
Inquiring if they will check to make sure everything is okay.


And when you make it to your bedroom
Asking about their routine when they arrive home.


Do you collapse on your bed right away?
Questioning if they immediately go to bed.


Or do you lay and think about how fucking lonely you've become?
Wondering if they are feeling isolated and alone.


You're obsessed with revenge and it's starting again
Pointing out the person's obsession with revenge and its continuation.


Bad tattoos oh and losing the saddest of friends
Referencing the person's regrettable tattoos and the loss of close friends.


So you'll ache through the days, 'cause you'll never mend your ways
Predicting their unhappiness due to a refusal to change their habits.


And when you make a decent living, will you buy me a train-set and a hat?
Suggesting that the person owes them something in exchange for their loyalty.


So that I can sit alone in my room, sending people away from the ones they love
Desiring to cause havoc in the lives of others.


Or crash them into buildings, explosions, derailments and screaming children
Fantasizing about causing harm to innocent people.


Oh my god, I think I'm in love
Realizing they are infatuated with this person.


Yes, I know that this must be love
Affirming their attraction to this person.


When you ache through the days
Repeating an earlier line, referencing the other person's unhappiness.


'Cause you'll never mend your ways
Repeating the reason for the other person's misery.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Barry Johnson

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