Held It Down
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You say you trust me
Although you say you trust me, your actions communicate otherwise

But I always see you worry
I can see that you are worried and uncertain, despite your words

Haven't I held it down
Haven't I been dependable and reliable in my support of you?

Held it down at your back
I have been steadfast and unwavering in my support of you

Got your back
I will continue to have your back, through thick and thin

Uh loving you has never been an issue for me
I have always loved you and continue to do so

Looking back, never thought I would see these issues coming
I did not anticipate the challenges that we are currently facing

No, and though that love hasn't change any
Despite the difficulties, my love for you has remained constant

I no longer see my cup half full but half empty
I am feeling unappreciated and undervalued

Know what happens to a man when a woman that he's feeling isn't with him
I understand the pain and disappointment of being separated from someone you care about

And is not cracking with his friends
And not even receiving support from friends

And I know when it's rocky now but calm down
I understand that things are difficult right now, but let's try to stay calm

The truth is I always have held a drop down
The truth is that I have always been there to support you

I understand that you worry but I do need you to be my help and just allow me to lead you
I know you are worried, but I need your support and trust in order to move forward

That's just a baby the new edition in Phantom Flame
We have a new addition to the family, but we can continue to move forward together

But everybody has sunny days
It's important to remember that everyone experiences good times and bad

Will we stand away?
We can overcome our current difficulties and emerge stronger for it

I know we will, I have your back and I give you my last
I am confident that we can overcome this and I will always be there to support you

But it's a plus, we see as grace instead of the bad
We can choose to focus on the positive aspects of our situation, rather than dwelling on the negative

And I often sit and wonder what happened to us
I frequently reflect on our relationship and how we got to this point

And after wondering I think what we're lacking is trust
I believe that the root of our problems is a lack of trust

I feel underappreciated and right at the pour
I feel undervalued and as if my efforts are going unnoticed

It's like my role isn't as important compared to yours
It feels as if my contributions are deemed less significant than yours

And you say I'm doing nothing but be real now
I appreciate your honesty, even if it is difficult to hear

I'm always at the crib just holding the house and kids down
I have been taking care of our home and children

And I don't mind it being rocky would you please see?
I am willing to weather the storm, but I need your support

This is both part of depression I'm not walling out
These feelings are part of depression, and I am not shutting you out

You know I'd be right behind you baby without a doubt
I will always be there to support you, no matter what

And I know we'll make it but I need you to know that I'm here
I am confident that we can overcome this, but I need you to trust and support me

And I ain't giving up 'cause I shed a couple of tears
I am not giving up, even though this situation has been emotionally challenging

I'm looking back, never thought I would see these issues coming
I did not expect the problems we are facing to arise

I give love so loving you ain't a issue for me
I have always loved you and will continue to do so

Look at my son and point a better picture to me
Our son motivates me to be a better partner and parent

You know my heart but I can show you it real simply
You know how much I care about you, but I can demonstrate it to you

All you must do is look at the two still empty
Just look at the empty spots where our love and trust should reside

You have faith in me so save and embrace you as is
You have faith in me, so trust and accept me for who I am

But where's your faith in me in all of your daily affairs?
I need you to trust and have confidence in me on a daily basis

But I'm resolving god who speaks in waves, calm down
I am relying on faith to find the strength to weather this storm

So why not trust in me? In fact I deserve it
I have been consistent in my support and deserve your trust

See there's a purpose 'cause your faith in me's a act of worship
Trusting in me is a form of worship, and serves a greater purpose

So be anxious for nothing and cast only you weary
Do not worry excessively and only focus on what is weighing you down

My hope is easy 'cause you burden I'm willing to carry
I am willing to support and carry your burdens

Consider the grass here today and then mown down
Remember that life is fleeting and we should appreciate what we have while we have it

The cove down so you are most certainly hove down
We may face hardships, but we will overcome them together

And I never need to wonder what happens with us
I am confident in the strength of our relationship

I know it all so I know what you lacking is trust
I have identified trust as the key missing element in our relationship