Walls
Juan Miguel Severo Lyrics

See I'm not used to being asked how my day went
I'm not accustomed to someone showing interest in my daily life

Or waking up to a message saying good morning
I'm not used to someone making an effort to start the day with me

I'm not used to reporting what I just had for breakfast
I'm unaccustomed to sharing details about my meals with someone

Or squeezing my brain just to sustain a conversation
I'm not used to trying so hard to keep a conversation going

I'm not used to smiling for two hours straight or sometimes even more
It's uncommon for me to be so happy and engaged for extended periods of time

I don't think I've ever stared at my phone with this much anticipation
I've never awaited someone's message with this level of excitement

I am always on my toes and waiting
I'm constantly anxious and eager for the next interaction

for the next words you will be saying
I'm always anticipating what you will say next

I'd almost forgotten how this feels
I had almost forgotten how it feels to be so enamored with someone

And I know that nothing's set in stone but this much I wanna let you know
I know our relationship may still be uncertain, but I want you to know this

I want you to stay
I hope you continue to be a part of my life

Because you got a hold on me so come here closer
You have a strong emotional impact on me, so I want to be closer to you

Let me tell you more about how you fill these holes I have in my heart
I want to explain how you make my life better and complete

And I can't remember how long it's been
I can't recall how long it's been since I've felt this way

But since you're right here next to me I'd say
Since you're here with me now, I'll say this

You got a hold on me and I want nothing more than hold you now
You have a powerful effect on me, and I want to hold you right now

Sure I'm used to being a shoulder someone leans on
I'm used to being a source of support for others

Or a hand that gets sweaty too that much
I'm familiar with holding someone's sweaty hand

But it's strange how your head feels like a pillow instead
It's unusual how comforting your presence is to me

Or how my skin's at ease with your touch
Your touch puts me at ease and brings me comfort

So won't you let me help you leave the past behind let's walk away
Please let me help you move on from the past and start anew with me

Is it okay if I told you now that I intend to stay and climb the walls you built around your heart
Would it be alright if I said I want to be with you and help you overcome your emotional barriers?

Let me take everything that holds you back
I want to help you let go of anything that's preventing you from moving forward

And hold on to what we have right now
Let's cherish what we have in the present moment

We all got a past that we drag around and drag us down
We all have emotional baggage that can weigh us down

Why let it ruin us when we are here, we are now
Why let our pasts ruin our present and future when we can live in the moment?

I'm not used to this I'm sorry
I apologize for not being used to experiencing such intense emotions

I could get used to this for sure
Despite being unaccustomed to this, I'm willing to adapt to this positive change

I'm done with these sad stories
I'm tired of dwelling on sad memories and experiences

I can't see myself in them anymore
I'm ready to move on and leave my past behind

Is it okay if I told you now that I want nothing more, nothing more than hold you
Would it be okay if I told you that all I want is to hold you? No more or less.