Cup of Tea Song
Judie Tzuke Lyrics


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I hope that it doesn't show
How far in the dark I had let myself go down
The mirror won't give me a smile
It hasn't done for a while
I'm still looking for the Sun
And somewhere along the way I got lost and
I wish I was found 'cause I can't get out of this
Dead end goes on for miles
I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can't I wake up when I was eighteen again?
When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen
I really don't want to know
It's taken a while to face up to who I've become
How did I fall so deep?
How could I not see that my world was fast asleep
Whatever way I turn
I can't get across the bridges I burned and
Seems there's no going back
All those dreams that I had were shattered
I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can't I wake up when I was eighteen again?
When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen
I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can't I wake up when I was eighteen again?
I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can't I wake up when I was eighteen again?




When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen

Overall Meaning

The Cup of Tea Song by Judie Tzuke is a melancholic and introspective song, which tells the story of a person who feels lost and disappointed with the way their life turned out. Through the use of metaphors, the lyrics express the pain and frustration of feeling trapped in a situation they can't escape from. The cold cup of tea pouring over the singer's head represents the bitter taste of disillusionment and regret that life has given them. The wish to turn back time and be eighteen again is a desire to relive the moments that felt alive, free, and full of promises, hoping to correct the missteps and avoid the mistakes that brought them to where they are.


The line "The mirror won't give me a smile, it hasn't done for a while" speaks to the absence of self-acceptance and self-love in the singer's life. They have lost touch with who they are and struggle to find meaning and purpose in their existence. The reference to the burned bridges and shattered dreams suggests that the singer might have made choices they regret and missed opportunities to fulfill their aspirations. The song is a poignant reminder of the fragility of life and the need to live it fully while we can.


Line by Line Meaning

I hope that it doesn't show
I hope that my struggles and disappointments are not apparent to others


How far in the dark I had let myself go down
The depth of my despair and sense of being lost


The mirror won't give me a smile
My unhappiness is evident in my appearance


It hasn't done for a while
I have been struggling with these feelings for some time


I'm still looking for the Sun
I am seeking hope and happiness despite feeling lost


And somewhere along the way I got lost and
I became disconnected from myself and my goals


I wish I was found 'cause I can't get out of this
I long to feel whole again and escape these feelings of despair


Dead end goes on for miles
My sense of despair and hopelessness seems never-ending


I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
My current situation is unpleasant and unappetizing


Why can't I wake up when I was eighteen again?
I long for the carefree and hopeful days of youth


When I was eighteen
I remember a time when life seemed full of promise and excitement


Wish I was eighteen
I wish I could go back to that time and start again


I really don't want to know
I am hesitant to face the reality of my current situation


It's taken a while to face up to who I've become
I am coming to terms with the person I have become


How did I fall so deep?
I am struggling to understand how I ended up in this place


How could I not see that my world was fast asleep
I failed to notice the signs that I was losing myself and my passion for life


Whatever way I turn
I am seeking solutions to my problems from every angle


I can't get across the bridges I burned and
I regret the choices that led me to where I am now, and can't undo them


Seems there's no going back
I am resigned to the fact that what's done is done, and I must move forward


All those dreams that I had were shattered
I mourn the loss of the ambitions and aspirations I once held




Writer(s): MYERS JUDIE, MARK BEN

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I hope that it doesn’t show
How far in the dark I had let myself go down
The mirror won’t give me a smile
It hasn’t done for a while

I’m still looking for the Sun
And somewhere along the way I got lost and
I wish I was found ’cause I can’t get out of this
Dead end goes on for miles

I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can’t I wake up when I was eighteen again?
When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen

I really don’t want to know
It’s taken a while to face up to who I’ve become
How did I fall so deep?
How can I not see that my world was fast asleep

Whatever way I turn
I can’t get across the bridges I burned
And seems there’s no going back
All those dreams that I had were shattered

I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can’t I wake up when I was eighteen again?
When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen



All comments from YouTube:

The Iron Boot Scrapers

This really speaks to me, the 18 year old in this 48 year old body. I listen to this every day.

Fiona Vidal-White

I just thanked an old college friend for introducing me to Judie Tzuke, how long ago? (counts on fingers) 40 years?!?!?! Ouch!

Benoit Vanhees

Have you got 40 fingers ? Wow !

Brendan Carroll

Yep. Time flys

Lucy Wood

I LOVE the lyric; 'I feel like life has put a cold cup of tea on my head.' <3 It's beautiful!

Benoit Vanhees

Such a feel good song, ideal to start a new week in a few hours....

Kevin Firth

Jude knows how we feel ..😁😁#peacehasbrokenout #loveit❤☮

area9and3quarters

love this tune

TheSilverFox25

Another goodie from Judie..

Emma H

The mirror won't give me a smile, it hasn't done for a while

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