In Between
Judy Garland Lyrics


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Fifteen thousand times a day
I hear a voice within me say
Hide yourself behind the screen
You shouldn't be heard, you shouldn't be seen
You're just an awful in between

That's what I am and in between
It's just like small pox quarantine
I can't do this, I can't go there
I'm just a circle in a square
I don't fit in anywhere

I"m past the stage of dull and carriage
I'm not the age to think of marriage
I'm too old for toys and I'm too young for boys
I'm just an in between

I'm not a child or children bore me
I'm not grown up, grown ups ignore me
And in every sense I'm just on a fence
I'm just an in between

I'll be glad when momma let's me go to dances
And have romances
I'll be glad to have a party dress that boys will adore
A dress that touches the floor

I'm sick and tired of bedtime story
I'm so inspired by love and glories
But I guess it's no use, I still get mother goose
I'm just an in between

I'm allow to go to pictures shows
That is if nurse is feeling able
But we only go to Mickey Mouse
I'm not allowed Clarke Gable

It's such an imposition
For a girl who's got ambition
To be an in between

My dad says I should bother more
About my lack of grammar
Huh, the only thing that bothers me
Is my lack of glamor

Why if I could use a lipstick and a powder pop
Who knows I might be ? in the rough
Instead of in between

I'll be glad when uncle Jim can't call me precious child
That simply drives me wild
I'll be glad to have a date that doesn't grow on a trees
A date that's not history

I'll be so glad when I have ?
All by myself, I get so lonesome



And I hope and pray for the day when I'll be sweet sixteen
Then I won't have to be an in between

Overall Meaning

Judy Garland's "In-Between" is a melancholic song that expresses the confusion of a girl on the cusp of adolescence. The lyrics describe the struggle of not fitting in, falling somewhere between adulthood and childhood, and experiencing a sense of limbo. The opening verse, "Fifteen thousand times a day," indicates the frequency of her internal monologue that tells her to hide her true self behind a screen. She feels as if she shouldn't be heard or seen because she is just an "awful in-between." This state of being in between is compared to a small pox quarantine, which emphasizes the idea of isolation and being alone in her confusion.


The song conveys the sense of being lost and not fitting into either the adult or child world. She's not old enough for one and not young enough for the other. She's beyond playing with toys and not yet interested in boys. In every sense, she's just on a fence, and there's no place where she feels like she fits. The longing for adulthood is evident in the lines, "I'll be glad when Momma let's me go to dances and have romances. I'll be glad to have a party dress that boys will adore." But at the same time, she feels trapped in her childish life since she's not allowed to go to adult movies or wear makeup.


The song's message is one of a yearning for self-acceptance and for finding her place in the world. The final verse indicates that she is looking forward to a future where she is past her in-between stage and free to live her life without the constraints that hold her back.


Line by Line Meaning

Fifteen thousand times a day
I constantly hear a voice telling me to hide myself


I hear a voice within me say
The voice is coming from inside my head


Hide yourself behind the screen
I should keep myself hidden from the world


You shouldn't be heard, you shouldn't be seen
I'm not good enough to be noticed


You're just an awful in between
I'm in a state of limbo, not belonging to either childhood or adulthood


That's what I am and in between
I'm stuck in the middle


It's just like small pox quarantine
My predicament is isolating


I can't do this, I can't go there
I feel restricted in my actions


I'm just a circle in a square
I don't fit in with anyone or anything


I don't fit in anywhere
I don't belong anywhere


I'm past the stage of doll and carriage
I'm too old for young child's toys


I'm not the age to think of marriage
I'm not old enough to consider marriage


I'm too old for toys and I'm too young for boys
I'm in an awkward stage between childhood and adolescence


I'm just an in between
I'm stuck in the middle


I'm not a child or children bore me
I'm too old for child's play


I'm not grown up, grown ups ignore me
I don't receive attention from adults


And in every sense I'm just on a fence
I can't make up my mind between childhood and adulthood


I'm just an in between
I'm stuck in the middle


I'll be glad when momma let's me go to dances
I'm looking forward to going to dances


And have romances
I'm excited for the opportunity to have romantic relationships


I'll be glad to have a party dress that boys will adore
I want to wear a dress that will make me attractive to boys


A dress that touches the floor
I want a glamorous gown


I'm sick and tired of bedtime story
I'm bored of childish stories


I'm so inspired by love and glories
I'm excited for romantic love and opportunities


But I guess it's no use, I still get mother goose
I'm still stuck with childish stories


I'm just an in between
I'm stuck in the middle


I'm allowed to go to picture shows
I'm allowed to watch movies


That is if nurse is feeling able
I'm under the supervision of a nurse


But we only go to Mickey Mouse
I'm only allowed to watch children's movies


I'm not allowed Clark Gable
I'm not allowed to watch movies with romantic male leads


It's such an imposition
It's a burden


For a girl who's got ambition
As someone with hopes and dreams


To be an in between
To be stuck in the middle


My dad says I should bother more about my lack of grammar
My dad wants me to focus more on improving my grammar


The only thing that bothers me
The only thing that really concerns me


Is my lack of glamor
I want to be glamorous and attractive


Why if I could use a lipstick and a powder pop
If I could use makeup


Who knows I might be ? in the rough
I could be a diamond in the rough, with hidden beauty


Instead of in between
Instead of being stuck in the middle


I'll be glad when uncle Jim can't call me precious child
I'm looking forward to being treated as an adult


That simply drives me wild
That drives me crazy


I'll be glad to have a date that doesn't grow on a trees
I want to have dates with real people, not fictional characters


A date that's not history
I want to have a contemporary and relevant date


I'll be so glad when I have ?
I'm not sure what I'll have, but I'm looking forward to it


All by myself, I get so lonesome
I feel lonely when I'm on my own


And I hope and pray for the day when I'll be sweet sixteen
I can't wait to turn sixteen and leave my in-between state


Then I won't have to be an in between
I'll finally be able to belong to one side or the other




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Written by: ROGER EDENS

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Lyrics:

When a girl meets boy,life can be a joy
But the note the end on will depend on
Little pleasures they will share
So let us compare

I like New York in June
How about you?
I like a Gershwin tune
How about you?
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How about you?

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May not be new, but I like it
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