Holter, a Los Angeles native, grew up in a musical family. Her father plays guitar and once performed with Pete Seeger. Her mother, Carole Shammas, is a prominent academic and currently holds the John R. Hubbard Chair in History at the University of Southern California. Besides playing and recording music, Holter tutors students and works with a nonprofit organization for teenagers in South Central Los Angeles. After graduating from CalArts, where she studied composition, Holter contributed songs to multiple compilation albums in 2008. She performed in the LA Road Concert with the Open Academy Youth Orchestra on Washington Boulevard in 2009. The following year she began playing with Linda Perhacs' band. In 2010, she released a CD-R titled Celebration and a collection of live recordings.
Her debut studio album, Tragedy, was released in August 2011 on Leaving Records. Inspired by Euripides' Greek play Hippolytus, the album received generally favorable reviews and was named one of NPR's "Best Outer Sound Albums Of 2011".
Holter released a second album, Ekstasis, in March 2012 on the RVNG label. The album drew comparisons to works by such artists as Laurie Anderson, Julianna Barwick, Kate Bush, Joanna Newsom, Grouper, and Stereolab, and received many positive reviews. Holter spent three years making the album, whose title comes from the Greek word meaning "outside of oneself." The music video for album track "Moni Mon Amie", directed by Yelena Zhelezov, was also released in March.
In addition to collaborating with other California-based musicians like Nite Jewel (Ramona Gonzalez), Holter recently released her third album, Loud City Song. Unlike her first two albums, which were recorded mostly alone in her bedroom, Holter recorded Loud City Song with an ensemble of musicians
Night Song
Julia Holter Lyrics
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I wait for you to see me
My eyes open, standing watch for hours
Wearing your favorite thing
I awoke pleasing you so slowly
I'm giving you time
The soft light
I'm asking you to show me how
Show me now
Show me a second face
Show me how you make
Your second face
Fingers situate themselves in dark,
Moving the way that is so easy
And in summer bright your shout
On the surface, warm
I throw a box full of oranges,
Syrup seeping out
Searching for a season smell
I run from you then walk back to you
Who I don't know
Sniffing for a light
Show me now
Show me a second face
Show me how you make
Your second face
What did I do to make you feel so bad?
What did I do that you would make me feel so bad?
The song "Night Song" by Julia Holter is a poetic expression of longing for a beloved who is absent, interspersed with imagery and sensory experiences from the environment. The first stanza describes waiting in Lake Park for the beloved to arrive, with the singer's eyes open and on watch for hours, dressed in their favorite attire. The use of the term "standing watch" implies a sense of duty and vigilance, as if this waiting is a routine that the singer has undertaken repeatedly in the past. The second stanza describes being pleased or pleasing their beloved slowly, giving them time, and appealing to them to show a second, more vulnerable or intimate self. The image of "soft light on man brow" could be referring to the lover's brow being lit up by the light or to the wrinkles on their forehead revealing a weariness or vulnerability.
The third stanza is filled with striking sensory details that evoke the warmth and brightness of summer. The fingers moving easily in the dark could be a metaphor for the ease with which the singer is able to touch their beloved or an allusion to nighttime activity. The mention of oranges, syrup, and the search for a "season smell" implies a desire to connect with the environment and appreciate its smells, as well as an impulsiveness or playfulness. The last line of the stanza contains an enigmatic statement: "Who I don't know", which could suggest confusion or doubt about the identity of the beloved, or a desire to know them on a deeper level. The final stanza is haunting in its simplicity and poignancy, as the singer questions what they did to deserve the cruel treatment they have received from their beloved. The repetition of the question serves to emphasize the sense of bewilderment and dismay that the singer is experiencing.
Line by Line Meaning
Late nights in Lake Park
During the dark, lonely nights in a secluded park
I wait for you to see me
I yearn for your attention and recognition
My eyes open, standing watch for hours
My eyes remain awake, attentively waiting for you
Wearing your favorite thing
Adorning the article of clothing that you particularly love
I awoke pleasing you so slowly
I woke up with the intention of satisfying you patiently and gently
I'm giving you time
I am giving you space and time to express yourself
The soft light
The gentle illumination
On your man brow
On your masculine forehead
I'm asking you to show me how
I am requesting you to demonstrate the way I can please you better
Show me now
Demonstrate to me immediately
Show me a second face
Reveal the other side of your personality
Show me how you make
Show me the process of creating
Your second face
Your hidden attributes and characteristics
Fingers situate themselves in dark
Fingers move skilfully in the absence of light
Moving the way that is so easy
Swaying effortlessly
And in summer bright your shout
Your cheerful call echoes in the bright summer
On the surface, warm
The surface is pleasantly warm
I throw a box full of oranges,
I toss a crate brimming with oranges
Syrup seeping out
The sweet juice dripping out
Searching for a season smell
Looking for a scent reminiscent of a particular season
I run from you then walk back to you
I momentarily avoid you but come back to you shortly
Who I don't know
I am not aware of who you are in that moment
Sniffing for a light
Searching for clarity or understanding
What did I do to make you feel so bad?
What actions of mine had hurt you so much?
What did I do that you would make me feel so bad?
What did you do in response to my actions that caused me such pain?
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Written by: JULIA HOLTER
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