Moment
Julian Lamadrid Lyrics


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We've been lying on this mattress
For the better part of months
I've been wrestling with an actress
She don't wanna give me up

I've been asking for forgiveness
From the see-through part of rain
I want showers, I want bitches
I want diamonds, I want fame
I got all that on my wish list
And I got more from where that came
Even if I go insane

All of my time is an instance
Change a scene with no regrets
Angry voices in the distance
They be shouting empty threats

I'm just happy for this moment
It's a very special moment
I got love inside my jacket
I'm a drop inside this ocean

I've scaped the worlds conmotion
Keep on tugging on the chain
Till the day I go insane
Till I block up all my vines
I'll just dance away the pain
I've been down for 20 days

I got racks on racks on plastic
I've been running on your mattress
I was up before the loners

I've been down for all these days




Tryna kiss away the pain
Till the day I go insane

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Julian Lamadrid's "Moment" convey a struggle between desire and reality. The singer has been lying on a mattress for months and wrestling with an actress who doesn't want to let him go. He wants forgiveness, but only from the surface-level aspect of rain. Meanwhile, he's fixated on material possessions like diamonds and fame, which he lists off as items on his wish list. Despite having all these things, the singer feels like he's on the brink of insanity.


The next verse is more abstract, with the singer referencing change and angry voices in the distance. He seems to be acknowledging that life is tumultuous, but he's still happy to be in the moment. This moment is "very special" to him because he has love. He compares himself to a drop of water in an ocean, small but still a part of something greater. The singer has found a way to escape the chaos of the world, but he's still facing his own struggles while doing so.


Overall, the lyrics paint a picture of someone who has achieved some of the success they've always wanted, but they're still grappling with their own demons. The chorus gives a glimmer of hope, though, as the singer finds joy in the present moment despite everything else going on.


Line by Line Meaning

We've been lying on this mattress
We've been stuck in this situation for a long time


For the better part of months
For most of the past months


I've been wrestling with an actress
I've been struggling with a fake or insincere person


She don't wanna give me up
She doesn't want to let me go


I've been asking for forgiveness
I've been seeking mercy


From the see-through part of rain
From something transparent and pure


I want showers, I want bitches
I want luxury and women


I want diamonds, I want fame
I want material success and recognition


I got all that on my wish list
I have everything I want written down


And I got more from where that came
I have access to even more of what I desire


Even if I go insane
Even if I lose my mind


All of my time is an instance
Every moment is fleeting


Change a scene with no regrets
Move on to new experiences without remorse


Angry voices in the distance
People are upset but not close by


They be shouting empty threats
They are making meaningless demands


I'm just happy for this moment
I'm content with the present


It's a very special moment
This is a significant moment


I got love inside my jacket
I carry love with me


I'm a drop inside this ocean
I'm a small part of something larger


I've scaped the worlds conmotion
I've escaped the chaos of the world


Keep on tugging on the chain
Keep pulling even if it's difficult


Till the day I go insane
Until I can no longer handle the stress


Till I block up all my vines
Until I stop overthinking


I'll just dance away the pain
I'll use physical activity as a distraction from my suffering


I've been down for 20 days
I've been depressed for a long time


I got racks on racks on plastic
I have a lot of money on credit


I've been running on your mattress
I've been using someone else for comfort


I was up before the loners
I was successful before those who didn't believe in me


I've been down for all these days
I've been struggling for a long time


Tryna kiss away the pain
Trying to find solace through affection


Till the day I go insane
Until I can no longer handle the stress




Writer(s): Michael Maggiore, Julian Lamadrid

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@brebre3547

Might have just saved mine too; can't wait to hear more!!! 🤗

@emmanuelmacias8244

Great song!

@johaman4750

I love you so much, Julian. Your music has comforted me when no one else has been there to dry my tears. I hope you find the find the fame that you are working so hard for, and we all know you deserve it, but even if you don't, you have a loyal fan base that would support you till the bitter end. Just remember that, k?

@sandstormuk

Not heard or seen this lad before but this tune has lyrics that are diffrent and a good voice. Gonna check his album out for sure

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@mysticwarrior1030

You have serious talent. Keep being authentic, people resonate with truth. Stay humble when you get famous💗

@leonardopereda1904

Damn, it’s crazy seeing how your work keeps getting better!

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