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Juliana Chahayed Lyrics

I just wanna see where this can go
I want to explore this relationship and see where it takes us.

My pride, my shame my soul
I'm putting my emotions and true self on the line for you.

You have it all on hold, why
You're holding all the power in this situation and I don't understand why.

Must I make this hard?
Why do I keep making things difficult between us?

Harder than it already is
I know this relationship is complicated, but I seem to be making it even more so.

'Cause with you it's a hit or miss
Sometimes things between us are great, while other times they fall apart.

And I'm new to acting like this
I'm not used to feeling so vulnerable and desperate for someone's attention.

Pushing me to flip my switch
You're pushing me out of my comfort zone and making me act in ways that are unusual for me.

My ride or die
I'm willing to go through anything for you.

Just choose one side
I need you to be clear about your intentions and feelings towards me.

I'm waking up to a crazy thought like
I'm plagued with insecurities and doubts about our relationship.

You don't even want my love
I feel like you're not interested in me romantically even though you lead me on.

When I know full well that I'm all you want
Despite my doubts, I'm certain that you have feelings for me as well.

But I can't help it
I'm too invested in our relationship to give up easily.

Thinking that there's something wrong
I can't shake off the feeling that something is off between us.

But it might just be the way you talk
I might be overanalyzing your behavior and interpreting it negatively.

And you don't even look my way
I feel ignored and unimportant to you.

Am I just selfish?
I'm questioning whether my desire for your attention is justified or not.

To want your attention
I need validation and affection from you to feel secure in this relationship.

Don't leave me hanging
I can't handle the uncertainty of not knowing where we stand.

I don't fuck with this suspension
I can't tolerate the prolonged ambiguity of our relationship.

Why do I even try
I'm losing hope that our relationship will ever progress.

I'm not the type to pry
I'm not one to constantly interrogate or pressure you about our relationship.

Taking every chance you get
I feel like you're only interested in me when it's convenient for you.

Just to leave it all unsaid
You don't express your feelings or intentions clearly, leaving me confused and frustrated.

Now I'm used to acting like this
I've become accustomed to feeling insecure and needy in this relationship.

Trying to make the pieces fit
I'm struggling to make sense of our relationship and how we fit together.