Private Hell
Julie's Haircut Lyrics
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Never dealt with it
Sometimes it took me so long
To fight the daydream
In my late dreams i saw you
Get away from me
Once in a while i bored you
You never told me
Put your favourite mask on
Well i would really like to
Get inside your brain too
Stuck in the middle of a
Changing situation
You came along and tried to
Rearrange it all
But instead
I miss you so hard how could you fake?
The conversation's ending here
The main reaction lies in your head
The public choice is your private hell
I took a walk down under never dealt with it
Sometimes it took me so long to fight the daydream
In my late dreams i saw you get away from me
Once in a while i bored you you never told me
Once again
I miss you so hard how could you fake?
The conversation's ending here
The main reaction lies in your head
The public choice is your private hell
The lyrics to Julie's Haircut's song, Private Hell, paint a picture of someone who has been dealing with internal struggles and has possibly descended into a dark place. The imagery associated with taking a walk down under could refer to different things. It could signify someone's inner self or a representation of feeling lost and in the dark. The line, "Sometimes it took me so long to fight the daydream" could imply that they struggle with motivating themselves to get out of their negative headspace.
Through his late dreams, the person sees the person they miss terribly and yearn to connect with. They are caught in a trap and warned about it, but they choose to put on their favorite mask and live a life of pretense. The singer wants to understand what's going on in their mind but can't seem to get through. The changing situation referred to could be the singer's change in thoughts and feelings, while the person tries to rearrange the pieces around them, but to no avail.
Ultimately, the conversation ends with the public choice being the person's private Hell. The main reaction lies within their head, and their choice is undoubtedly creating a private Hell for them. The lyrics are thought-provoking, and the open interpretation of the song allows the listener to visualize their own experiences.
Line by Line Meaning
I took a walk down under
I ventured into an unexplored territory
Never dealt with it
I was unprepared for what I encountered
Sometimes it took me so long
I struggled to overcome the obstacles I faced
To fight the daydream
To stay focused on reality and not let my mind wander
In my late dreams I saw you
You were a recurring figure in my subconscious
Get away from me
You were distancing yourself from me
Once in a while I bored you
I failed to hold your interest regularly
You never told me
You never communicated your feelings towards me
Caught in a trap I warned you
I was trapped in a difficult situation and I tried to warn you
Put your favourite mask on
You put on a facade to conceal your true emotions
Well I would really like to
I am curious to understand your true feelings
Get inside your brain too
I want to comprehend your thought process and motivations
Stuck in the middle of a
I am currently experiencing
Changing situation
A situation that is in flux
You came along and tried to
You attempted to intervene in this situation
Rearrange it all
You tried to restructure the situation completely
But instead
However,
I miss you so hard how could you fake?
I feel a deep longing for you and cannot comprehend if your feelings for me were genuine
The conversation's ending here
We have said everything that needs to be said
The main reaction lies in your head
Your thoughts and emotions dictate the outcome of this situation
The public choice is your private hell
Choosing between what others expect of you and what is right for you is a difficult personal struggle
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