Special
Justin Rutledge Lyrics


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Well, I wrote your name on the subway
With a marker I stole from the drugstore
Well, I don't steal much, but sometimes I cave in

I put a picture of you on the dashboard
And I thought all night as I drove
Well, even St. Christopher needs some company sometimes
The mailman thinks I'm lonely
And the grocer thinks I'm lonely
And the crossing guard won't raise her sign for me

Blue is the color of a boy who misses you

The mailman thinks you're special
And the grocer thinks you're special
Everyone thinks you're special, and I do too





Blue is the color of a boy who misses you

Overall Meaning

In Justin Rutledge's song "Special," the lyrics explore themes of love, longing, and the feeling of being special to someone. The first two lines set the scene of the singer's actions as they write the name of their beloved on the subway with a stolen marker. This act suggests a desire to leave a lasting mark and symbolizes an attempt to keep the memory of the loved one close.


The following lines reveal the singer's vulnerability and admission that, while they don't typically engage in stealing, they sometimes succumb to their emotions. The act of stealing the marker becomes a metaphor for the singer's willingness to break the norm in their quest for connection and affection.


The second verse introduces the image of a picture on the dashboard, indicating a constant reminder of the loved one's presence. The mention of St. Christopher, the patron saint of travelers, highlights the universal need for companionship, even for someone traditionally associated with guidance and protection.


The chorus emphasizes the singer's perception of the loved one as special, with lines like "The mailman thinks you're special" and "Everyone thinks you're special, and I do too." The repetition of the word "special" underscores the significance and uniqueness of the individual being addressed. The use of the color blue further emphasizes the singer's feelings of sadness, longing, and melancholy as they miss their beloved.


Line by Line Meaning

Well, I wrote your name on the subway
I couldn't resist expressing my affection for you publicly by writing your name on a subway wall


With a marker I stole from the drugstore
I impulsively took a marker I didn't pay for to leave this lasting mark for you


Well, I don't steal much, but sometimes I cave in
Although I generally don't engage in illegal activity, my feelings for you made me unable to resist this act of minor theft


I put a picture of you on the dashboard
To have you close to me while driving, I placed a photograph of you in a prominent spot on the car's dashboard


And I thought all night as I drove
During the entire drive, my mind was occupied with thoughts and reflections about you


Well, even St. Christopher needs some company sometimes
Just like the patron saint of travelers, even I, as a mere mortal, seek companionship and emotional connection on my journey


The mailman thinks I'm lonely
The mailman perceives my solitude and assumes that I am yearning for companionship


And the grocer thinks I'm lonely
The grocer also assumes that I am lonely and in need of someone to fill the void in my life


And the crossing guard won't raise her sign for me
Even the crossing guard, who typically assists everyone, seems reluctant to acknowledge or help me because of my apparent loneliness


Blue is the color of a boy who misses you
The feeling of missing you has consumed me to the extent that I've become enveloped in a melancholic and blue state


The mailman thinks you're special
The mailman recognizes your significance and uniqueness in my life


And the grocer thinks you're special
The grocer also acknowledges your special place and importance in my heart


Everyone thinks you're special, and I do too
Not only do others perceive your exceptional qualities, but I am also fully aware and appreciate the specialness that resides within you


Blue is the color of a boy who misses you
The persistent longing and absence of your presence has left me in a constant state of sadness and yearning




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Justin Rutledge

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Comments from YouTube:

cinderellsworth

Justin, I have just discovered your music through Spotify. This is my kind of music. There is one in particular that has me "hooked" but good...."Chains". Comments are disabled on that song here on YouTube, so I came here to tell you how much I love that song. The total despair of the not only the lyrics but the instrumentals is something my soul finds oddly comforting. I have Chains playing in the background on repeat as I type this. Just wanted to let you know you've gained a new fan who's sharing your music with everyone I can think of. Btw, Captives and Allisonville are my second and third favorites. Many blessings to you and your family. I hope you've faired well through the pandemic, et al. I understand how much the shut-downs have affected musicians. All my best from Idaho. 🌟💫💛 🌹

Nicole Bernard

Such a beautiful video. It really feels like home.

Robbie McQueen

BEAUTIFUL

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