Not An Addict
K's Choice Lyrics


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Breathe it in and breathe it out
And pass it on, it's almost out
We're so creative, so much more
We're high above but on the floor

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie

It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
Oh, nothing means a thing to me

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie

Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down and
Free me, see me
Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling

It is not a habit
It is cool, I feel alive, I feel
It is not a habit
It is cool, I feel alive

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie

I'm not an addict




I'm not an addict
I'm not an addict

Overall Meaning

The song "Not an Addict" by K's Choice is about a person's struggle with addiction, specifically drug addiction. The lyrics describe the sensations and feelings that the drugs bring, such as feeling alive and powerful, being on a higher plane but also feeling low on the ground. The singer admits to feeling like a god and being everywhere while high, but also acknowledges that it is not just a habit but addiction, which they refuse to be identified as.


The song highlights the appeal of drugs and the addictive nature of the experience, but also the eventual loss of control and the feeling of being alone and disconnected from the world when the high wears off. The line "It's over now, I'm cold, alone, I'm just a person on my own" emphasizes the singer's realization of the consequences of their addiction and the desire to be free from it.


Overall, the song presents a complex and honest portrayal of addiction, both the allure and the reality.


Line by Line Meaning

Breathe it in and breathe it out
Inhale and exhale the substance, then pass it on to the next person as it's almost finished.


And pass it on, it's almost out
Pass the substance to the next person as it is almost finished.


We're so creative, so much more
The substance enhances our creativity and makes us feel like we're capable of so much more.


We're high above but on the floor
The substance makes us feel like we are on a high, but in reality, we are still grounded and susceptible to negative consequences.


It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
I don't consider my use of the substance a habit, but rather a cool experience that makes me feel alive.


If you don't have it you're on the other side
If you don't use the substance, you won't understand the high and therefore, will be on the other side of the experience.


The deeper you stick it in your vein
Injecting the substance deeper into your veins leads to deeper thoughts and a lack of pain.


The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
The deeper the substance penetrates, the less pain is felt in one's mind and body.


I'm in heaven, I'm a god
The high from the substance makes me feel like I am in a state of bliss and godlike.


I'm everywhere, I feel so hot
The high from the substance makes me feel like I am everywhere at once and on top of the world.


I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie
I don't want to admit that I have an addiction to the substance, but I may be lying to myself.


It's over now, I'm cold, alone
The high from the substance is over and now I feel cold and alone.


I'm just a person on my own
Without the substance, I am just myself, an individual without the illusion of grandeur.


Nothing means a thing to me
Without the substance, nothing has significance or meaning to me.


Oh, nothing means a thing to me
I emphasize that without the substance, absolutely nothing has meaning to me.


Free me, leave me
I want to be free from this addiction, so leave me alone to recover.


Watch me as I'm going down and
Watch as I struggle and decline from my addiction.


Free me, see me
Please help me to be free from my addiction and see me as I truly am.


Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling
Watch me as I spiral downward and lose control from my addiction.


It is not a habit
I want to deny that my substance use is a habit or addiction.


It is cool, I feel alive, I feel
I continue to glorify the experience of substance use, ignoring the negative impacts.


It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
I continue to justify my substance use, telling myself it's not a habit or addiction, just a cool experience that makes me feel alive.


I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie
I am struggling to admit that I may have an addiction to the substance and may be lying to myself about the gravity of the situation.


I'm not an addict
Despite my struggles with addiction, I want to emphasize that I am not solely defined by it.


I'm not an addict
I continue to emphasize that I am not solely defined by my addiction, despite my denial of it.


I'm not an addict
I reiterate that despite my addiction struggles, I do not want to identify solely as an addict.




Lyrics ยฉ Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Gert Bettens, Sarah Bettens

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Comments from YouTube:

@nickreno2201

The realest song ever written. It applies to everyone. Every human is addicted to something

@ivelinakadiri3811

I love Sam's new look! Amazing collaboration between one of the greatest musicians of the 90s! Both rock!

@Redmutschke

Whaaaaa!!! Skin and K's Choice together!! ๐Ÿ˜ They helped me through the '90's โค๏ธ

@poppinmunchkin

I can't believe I never knew this version existed. Love Sam's voice! The combination with Skin's voice is incredible

@shycurves82

That's how I feel right now ๐Ÿ˜ฑ

@nathaliefrennet7101

Same here !

@Seagull_J.Livingston

Yep, you should hear the unplugged version it's an out of body experience.
Both voices are amazing

@astrarai-thesobercoder

This is gold โค

@ip8264

I love Sam's angelic voice. One of the most beautiful voices I've ever heard.

@LeannYa

Absolutely heart-breakingly beautiful. The impact that song had on my teenage years... And here I am, all grown up and here it is again, piercing my heart. Thank you so so much.

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