SUICIDE
K-Ci & JoJo Lyrics


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Everybody thinks I'm going crazy
Cause I don't even sleep
They say I'm looking weak
But everything they say is true
Girl I can't make it without you
And I don't know which way to go
Up or down, fast or slow
So I think it's time for me to go away
And I know it sounds crazy
But your not my lady anymore

[Chorus]
I never thought
I never thought
I'd lose my pride
I'd lose my pride
I never thought of suicide (oh)
Until you took your love away (way)
I never thought
I never thought
I'd lose my pride (lose my pride)
I'd lose my pride
I never thought of suicide
Until you took your love away (love away)

If I die I know I'd still look over you
Loving you, forever and forever, no need to
Heaven is not that far away
Heaven is not to far away
I can still see your precious face
Said I might have been a fool, think this way would make you gladder
When I look down on you I can see I made you sad
It's too late for me to change it
Only God can explain it

[Chorus]

I never thought that I would feel this way
(Never thought I'd feel this way, never never never never)
I never thought anyone could turn my sun away (oh, oh, oh)
Until I fell in love with you
(I fell in love with you baby)
How could you leave me all so smooth
Knowing girl that I'd never have you





[Chorus: x2]

Overall Meaning

In the song "Suicide" by K-Ci & JoJo, the lyrics express the pain and desperation felt after a break-up. The singer feels like he is losing his mind and cannot function without his ex-partner. He is struggling to make decisions without her, as he is torn between moving on or holding on. He decides that it is time for him to leave this world, as he is consumed by the pain of losing his love. Yet, he still yearns for her and declares that if he were to die, he would still watch over her.


The chorus speaks to the loss of pride and the feelings of sadness that come with a broken heart. The pain is so overwhelming that the singer never thought he would contemplate taking his own life, but the love he had for his partner was strong enough to push him to that edge. He cannot understand why she would leave him, and it's clear that he is struggling to move forward, and his heartbreak pushes him to try to ease his pain through suicide. The lyrics express that suicide is not a logical or appropriate solution; it's a desperate cry for help and an escape from pain.


Line by Line Meaning

Everybody thinks I'm going crazy
People around me believe that I am losing my mind


Cause I don't even sleep
I can't sleep because I am troubled


They say I'm looking weak
People think that I am becoming fragile


But everything they say is true
In reality, what people say is accurate


Girl I can't make it without you
I cannot survive without your presence and love


And I don't know which way to go
I am confused about my direction in life


Up or down, fast or slow
I am uncertain whether to progress or regress, be quick or slow in my actions


So I think it's time for me to go away
I believe it is best for me to leave this world


And I know it sounds crazy
I am aware that my idea seems insane


But your not my lady anymore
You are no longer my significant other


I never thought I'd lose my pride
I did not expect to lose my dignity


I never thought of suicide (oh)
I never considered taking my own life


Until you took your love away (way)
But after you left me, I started having suicidal thoughts


If I die I know I'd still look over you
Even in death, I will still watch over you


Loving you, forever and forever, no need to
My love for you will last eternally, and you do not need to worry


Heaven is not that far away
The afterlife is not too distant


Heaven is not too far away
The afterlife is not too distant


I can still see your precious face
I can still remember your lovely face


Said I might have been a fool, think this way would make you gladder
I realize that my decision seems foolish and may not bring you happiness


When I look down on you I can see I made you sad
When I reflect on our relationship, I can see that I have caused you sadness


It's too late for me to change it
It is too late for me to alter what has already occurred


Only God can explain it
Only a higher power can provide answers for my situation


I never thought that I would feel this way
I did not anticipate experiencing these emotions


(Never thought I'd feel this way, never never never never)
I never expected to feel like this


I never thought anyone could turn my sun away (oh, oh, oh)
I did not believe that someone could take away my source of happiness


Until I fell in love with you
But then I met you and fell in love


(I fell in love with you baby)
I deeply fell in love with you


How could you leave me all so smooth
I cannot believe you left me so effortlessly


Knowing girl that I'd never have you
Despite my feelings for you, I knew that I could never have you




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JOEL LAMONTE HAILEY, RICHARD CEDRIC HAILEY, RORY A BENNETT

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