Amnesia
K-Rino Lyrics

I don't know where I'm at, or who I am
I am disoriented and have lost my sense of identity and location

I'm being asked if I recognize certain places and faces, scriptures and diagrams
People are trying to jog my memory by showing me familiar images and information

Evaluations, to see where my mind is
Tests are being performed on me to assess my mental state

They said I'd understand in due time, but I don't know what time is
I have difficulty comprehending the concept of time and am unsure when I will gain an understanding of my situation

They bring a woman in, to visit me
A woman is brought in to help me regain my memories

And she descriptively begins to give to me, vivid periods of my history
She provides me with detailed accounts of my past experiences

I'm trying to figure out, who this could be
I am attempting to identify the woman who is helping me

A mystery at all persistively, right now I don't even exist to me
My situation is still unclear, and I am struggling to recognize myself

She kisses me, like she been missing me
The woman shows affection towards me as if she has been separated from me for some time

Then instantly the doctor gives her paper, with twenty words on a list to me
The doctor gives the woman a list of words to use in order to help me recover my memories

For hours, he tried to empower me
The doctor spends several hours attempting to help me recover my memories

And out of the twenty nineteen I couldn't place, but one was jumping out at me
I struggle to remember many of the words on the list, but one of them stands out to me

I don't feel crazy, I'm very sane
Despite my amnesia, I feel mentally stable

I'm trying to gain recollection, the doctor matches pictures up to every name
The doctor uses pictures to help me connect names with faces in an effort to recall my memories

I try to concentrate to remember, but nothing comes
Despite my efforts to remember, I am unable to recall much of my past

I overheard the doctor, tell the same lady I'm suffering from amnesia
I overhear the doctor explaining my condition to the woman who is helping me

My world, ain't the same
My current circumstances are vastly different from my previous life

Don't know who I am, I don't know my name
I have no memory of my identity or name

Can't remember my life, I can't remember my ways
I am unable to recall much of my past experiences or habits

Can't remember my nights, can't remember my days
I struggle to remember both my waking and sleeping experiences

Now, they bring me to a different bed
I am moved to a different location

And hook me up to a machine, that gave it thoughts when they strapped it to your head
I am connected to a machine that scans my brainwaves

Was I a righteous man, or a evil dude
I question whether I was a good person or not

My reactions, would diversify
My emotional responses vary depending on the words spoken to me during the brain scan

The needle, jumped out at a crazy pace
The machine detects a strong emotional response to certain words

They brought, a young child in
A child is brought in to interact with me

Who began to shed tears, until he looked into my eyes and started smiling
The child initially cries but then becomes happy when he sees me

Like he was happy, that he found me
The child appears glad to have found me

Something was familiar about the feeling, when he wrapped his arms around me
I feel a sense of familiarity when the child embraces me

Listen something is coming back, I'm reminiscing
My memories are starting to return

A distant memory of me and this child, but it was somebody missing
I have a vague memory of myself and the child, but someone else is missing from the memory

Where was this other person at
I wonder where the missing person is

Part of this puzzle could be deciphered, or something could bring that person back
Solving this mystery may lead to the return of the missing person

It's no mirrors, in this room I'm at
There are no reflective surfaces in my current location

To prove this fact they handed me a picture of myself, and I asked em who is that
To reinforce this point, they give me a picture of myself and I ask who is in the picture

I start to drag, like I'm going mad
I begin to feel as though I am losing my sanity

It was something making me feel hatred, for this picture even though I had amnesia
Despite not recognizing myself in the picture, I feel an intense dislike for it

I tore the picture up, and then I screamed
I become upset and tear the picture apart

The frustration of not knowing nothing, to nobody was just too extreme
My inability to remember anything is causing intense frustration

Hopes that my memory, could be redeemed
I have hopes that my memories can be restored

I'm still struggling with the one word that seemed, to out shine the other nineteen
I am still preoccupied with the one word on the list that stands out to me

They strapped me down, like a wild man
I am restrained by the medical staff

The lady walked back in the room, with another female who held the child's hand
The woman who is helping me returns with another woman who is holding the child's hand

When I felt that presence, it calmed me
The presence of the women and child has a soothing effect on me

But as they swarmed me, the calm became a storm cause what they sung alarmed me
Their behavior becomes more intense and causes me to feel alarmed

I heard the hate they spoke, with optics blurred
I perceive negativity and hostility in their speech

Telling me the reason I forgot them, and myself as I forgot the word
They tell me that forgetting them and my memories is my fault

Right then I felt it, like a gust of wind
I have a sudden realization or epiphany

A voice said wake up, I heard clapping and I was on a stage with two other men
I have been released from the hypnotic state and find myself on a stage with two other men

Opened my eyes, and realized G
I open my eyes and come to a realization

A hypnotist had hypnotized another man, and at the same time hypnotized me
I realize that a hypnotist had put me under a spell at the same time as another man

He said raise your arm, and hold it up
The hypnotist gives me a command to raise my arm

The other hypnotized man was the doctor, and in my hand the list was folded up
I realize that the other hypnotized man on stage with me is the doctor and I am holding the list of words used to help me recover my memories

It was the nineteen words from the fantasy, the list consists of friends and family
I realize that the list of words was related to my loved ones

Yeah my mother wife and son, is who those people was
The 19 words on the list represent my mother, wife, and son

And the one word from the list, that seemed to stand out was the word love
The word 'love' on the list was the most significant to me

Yeah, suppressed in my sub-conscience mind
The feeling of love for my family was buried within my subconscious

Amnesia in this case is when love is in you, but you forget to show it all the time
My amnesia was related to my inability to remember to show love to my family

Now back to normal, he's converting me
I have returned to my previous state and the hypnotist is bringing me out of my trance

Said I wouldn't recall a thing, went back to my seat and told Dope I told you it wouldn't work on me amnesia
The hypnotist tells me that I will not remember what happened and I inform someone named 'Dope' that I was not affected by the hypnosis