.Flay was born Kristine Meredith Flaherty in Wilmette, Illinois, on June 30, 1985. She attended nearby New Trier High School. When she was seven, her parents divorced and her mother remarried soon after, bringing in a stepbrother and a stepsister. When she was 14 years old, her biological father—a guitarist who loved all musical genres—died of undisclosed causes related to his alcoholism; many of her songs include references to him. Flaherty's stepfather helped raise her and later adopted her. She has described herself as a tomboy during childhood, preferring baggier clothing and rejecting "all things girly". In 2003, she enrolled at Stanford University, pursuing a double major in psychology and sociology. According to Flaherty, many people she met during her time at Stanford influenced her musical style.
K.Flay began her music career in 2003, believing that most hip-hop hits on the radio were "simplistic, misogynistic and formulaic". After bragging to a friend that she could write similar songs, she wrote "Blingity Blang Blang", which she described as a "low-budget rap parody that contained far too many obscenities". After writing and performing the song, Flaherty realized that she enjoyed writing and recording music. She continued to experiment with music by writing songs and performing and recording them on her computer. She released a mixtape called Suburban Rap Queen in 2005, which she produced on her laptop, and began performing.
In 2010, K.Flay released her self-titled EP, and in 2011 self-released the mixtape I Stopped Caring in '96, which she later remarked was a career turning point. K.Flay signed with RCA Records in 2012, releasing two EPs: Eyes Shut in 2012, with songs produced by Liam Howlett from the British band The Prodigy, and What If It Is in 2013. She parted ways with RCA Records in 2013 because of differences of opinion. Upon leaving RCA Records, she left behind more than 60 songs she had written while signed under RCA Records, but no longer owned the rights to. K.Flay has described her time with RCA Records as similar to "an ill-advised marriage".
In late April 2014, K.Flay announced the release of her album Life as a Dog, by offering fans the ability to pre-order via PledgeMusic, reaching 196 percent of her initial goal. She wanted the project to be "DIY [and] self-motivated". It was recorded and produced in New York City, Los Angeles, and San Francisco, with the final mix produced at San Francisco's Different Fur.
Life as a Dog was released independently on June 10, 2014. The album reached No. 14 on the Billboard Rap Albums chart and No. 2 on the Billboard Heatseekers Albums chart. K.Flay toured extensively once the album was released, including headlining a tour and joining tours with AWOLNATION, Third Eye Blind, and Dashboard Confessional in 2014. In 2014 and 2015 she toured Germany, France, and other European countries. K.Flay also performed on the Warped Tour in 2014, saying that it "was almost like an exercise in becoming a better performer".
In 2015, K.Flay collaborated with Louis the Child on their song "It's Strange". The single was praised by Taylor Swift, who added "It's Strange" as one of her "Songs That Will Make Life Awesome" list and was featured on the FIFA 16 soundtrack. The song peaked at number 38 on the Billboard Hot Dance/Electronic Songs chart. On March 25, 2016, K.Flay released her single "FML". Later that year, K.Flay announced she had signed to Interscope Records as the first artist signed to Dan Reynolds' Night Street Records imprint. Her EP Crush Me was released 10 days later on August 19. The EP's song "Blood in the Cut" appeared on the soundtrack for XXX: Return of Xander Cage, Netflix's original series BoJack Horseman (season 4, episode 6), and in a 2017 NFL promo commercial drive.
K.Flay's album Every Where Is Some Where was released on April 7, 2017. The album's first single, "High Enough", was released in March 2017. She was the opening act for the North American and European legs of Imagine Dragons' Evolve Tour. In September 2017, Flay released the book Crush Me, a compilation of notes received from fans. At the 60th Annual Grammy Awards, "Blood in the Cut" received a nomination for Best Rock Song, and Every Where Is Some Where was nominated for Best Engineered Album, Non-Classical.
On March 1, 2019, K.Flay announced that she was working on her third studio album and released a lyric video for its first single, "Bad Vibes". On March 19, the official music video for "Bad Vibes" was released.[35] On April 29, K.Flay revealed that the new album would be titled Solutions and announced the Solutions Tour. The album was released on July 12, 2019.
In December 2020, during the COVID-19 pandemic, K.Flay released a three-track EP called Don't Judge a Song by Its Cover which saw her covering "Break Stuff" by Limp Bizkit, "Self Esteem" by The Offspring, and "Brain Stew" by Green Day.
In April 2021, K.Flay announced that a five-track EP called Inside Voices would be released on June 11. The first song from the EP, "Four Letter Words", was released with a music video on April 23. The second song, "TGIF" featuring Tom Morello on guitar, was released with an animated visual on May 21.
In early 2021, K.Flay began live streaming on Twitch; she uses the platform to interact with fans, host live interviews with other musicians, and create and mix original songs in real-time. She also performed at the 2021 Grey Cup halftime show with Arkells and The Lumineers.'' On November 19, 2021, K.Flay released a second five-track EP entitled Outside Voices. The EP's first single, "Nothing Can Kill Us", was released on October 15, 2021; its accompanying music video was released on November 4. A second single, "Weirdo", was released on November 17, two days before the release of the EP. On February 4, 2022, K.Flay's fourth studio album Inside Voices / Outside Voices, was released. The album combines the Inside Voices and Outside Voices EPs along with two additional tracks, "The Muck", and "Good To Drive"
K.Flay has cited a wide range of musicians such as Royal Blood, Missy Elliott, Garbage, Lauryn Hill, Tame Impala, Jeremih, Metric, M.I.A., OutKast, Liz Phair, Cat Power, and Shlohmo as influences. Her work has covered genres including hip-hop, alternative hip-hop, indie, and pop-rock. She has described her sound as "genre-defying" and draws from lo-fi pop and hip-hop with a strong indie component in her sound.
Nothing At All
K.Flay Lyrics
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And I drank too much coffee
Some people say there's no such thing as too much coffee
But I say there is such thing
See, see, see, see
See I thought it might be easier to be who I'm not
Took a sip, now uno mas
Thinking about my dreams and hopes, just jokes
I've told myself to close the holes in my brain
Getting older by the second
Inching forward toward my grave
Wondering what's the lesson
I'd rather be dumb than smart
I'd rather make shit than art
I'd rather just sit and watch the ships depart
Every mark I, mark I, mark I make is a b-side
Besides all I eat's freeze dried, harbinger of my demise
The dude telling you it's a ruse well he's right
Packing up a parachute and a pair of Levi's
Apocalypse coming blank pages I'm thumbing
The gyres keep widening till I am number
Than gums at a dentist just covered with gauze
Gasping for gas, trapped in the jaws
Don't you set me straight, I've got it square
Squandering my youth, but I don't care
What I feel is nothing at all
What I feel is nothing at all, all
Scratch, scratch, scratching at my shins
First season Mad Men on in the background
Can't stop laughing
Half of what I do is purposeless
Windex-ing surfaces, vultures circling
I'm searching for what on earth this really is
You can catch me in a Super 8
Things are going super great
Melting my mental space is how I'm losing weight
I'd rather be thin and hungry than happy and fat
I'd rather be uninformed than face the facts
Re-relax I'm choking on a splinter with a termite
Ermines living like they're kings cause their fur's nice
Feel myself trapped somewhere between LA and Irvine
Doubtful that the shards of my fractured mind will survive
Eyeing the traffic light, but I'm not yielding
Left arm if left hanging, glued to the ceiling
A feeling like this could get out of control
Ten in my pocket, got money to blow
Don't you set me straight, I've got it square
Squandering my youth, but I don't care
What I feel is nothing at all
What I feel is nothing at all, all
The song "Nothing At All" by K.Flay is a reflective and introspective commentary on her feelings of listlessness and disillusionment with society. The lyrics start by setting the scene on a Saturday morning after drinking too much coffee, and then she contrasts the idea that some people believe there's no such thing as too much coffee, but she believes there is. This immediately sets up the theme of the song where K.Flay is going to reveal her thoughts on society, including her state of mind and her emotional and intellectual pursuits, or a lack thereof.
She then goes on to express the idea that she thought it would be easier to be someone else, perhaps someone more interesting or successful, but unfortunately she is just herself. The line "I'm lots of things but none of them interesting" highlights her negative self-talk, where she compares herself to others and their success, and coming to the conclusion that she is not so special herself. She further highlights her self-doubt and inner turmoil when she touches on her brain's holes, which she tries to close, but somehow she feels like she is getting older by the second, inching towards her grave. The song's chorus "What I feel is nothing at all" repeats twice, emphasizing her apathy towards the world, her life, and her pursuits.
The rest of the song continues with K.Flay's negative self-talk, where she discusses purposelessness in half of what she does, the bad decisions she has made, her preference to stay uninformed than to face reality, and finally, choking on a splinter with a termite. K.Flay concludes that she doesn't care, squandering her youth, but not wanting anyone to set her straight, despite her struggles. The song ends on a disarming note with her stating that she has ten dollars in her pocket and the intention to blow it. Overall, the song is a commentary on societal pressures and self-doubt, ending with K.Flay's need to rebel against both by spending her money frivolously.
Line by Line Meaning
It's Saturday morning
The song takes place on a lazy weekend morning.
And I drank too much coffee
The singer has already consumed an excessive amount of caffeine.
Some people say there's no such thing as too much coffee
There are certain individuals who believe there's no harm in drinking more coffee than is necessary.
But I say there is such thing
The artist believes consuming too much coffee can lead to negative side effects.
See, see, see, see
This line is intended as emphasis for the following verse.
See I thought it might be easier to be who I'm not
The singer has contemplated pretending to be someone they're not in order to make life easier.
Took a sip, now uno mas
The singer continues to drink more coffee despite believing they've already consumed too much.
I'm lots of things but none of them interesting
The artist does not find themselves to be particularly interesting or unique.
Thinking about my dreams and hopes, just jokes
The artist does not take their own dreams and aspirations seriously.
I've told myself to close the holes in my brain
The artist is attempting to suppress certain thoughts or feelings that they do not find productive or useful.
Getting older by the second
The singer is aware of the passage of time and their own aging process.
Inching forward toward my grave
The artist feels as though they are slowly approaching death.
Wondering what's the lesson
The singer is pondering the meaning or purpose behind their own existence.
I'd rather be dumb than smart
The singer would prefer to be ignorant or unaware of certain things rather than knowledgeable.
I'd rather make shit than art
The singer values personal expression over creating something that is traditionally viewed as art.
I'd rather just sit and watch the ships depart
The artist is content to observe rather than actively participate in life.
Every mark I, mark I, mark I make is a b-side
The artist feels as though their efforts are not appreciated or valued.
Besides all I eat's freeze dried, harbinger of my demise
The singer believes their poor eating habits are contributing to their eventual downfall.
The dude telling you it's a ruse well he's right
The singer acknowledges that someone who is skeptical of their own worldview may have a valid point.
Packing up a parachute and a pair of Levi's
The artist is preparing to leave or explore something new.
Apocalypse coming blank pages I'm thumbing
The artist feels as though they are living in a time of uncertainty or crisis.
The gyres keep widening till I am number
The artist is struggling to keep up with the rapid pace of change or progress around them.
Than gums at a dentist just covered with gauze
The singer feels emotionally or mentally numb, like someone who has just had dental work done.
Gasping for gas, trapped in the jaws
The artist feels stuck or trapped in their current situation.
Don't you set me straight, I've got it square
The singer is resistant to criticism or feedback.
Squandering my youth, but I don't care
The singer is unconcerned with wasting their own time or potential.
What I feel is nothing at all
The singer feels emotionally numb or disconnected.
Scratch, scratch, scratching at my shins
The artist is physically uncomfortable or restless.
First season Mad Men on in the background
The artist is watching a popular television show while engaging in other activities.
Can't stop laughing
The singer finds something amusing despite feeling emotionally numb.
Half of what I do is purposeless
The singer acknowledges that they engage in activities that are not productive or valuable.
Windex-ing surfaces, vultures circling
The artist is engaging in a mundane task while feeling as though they are being watched or criticized.
I'm searching for what on earth this really is
The artist is seeking to find meaning or purpose in their own life or existence.
You can catch me in a Super 8
The artist is staying in a budget hotel.
Things are going super great
The singer is intentionally sarcastic, implying that things are not actually going well for them.
Melting my mental space is how I'm losing weight
The artist is using their own emotional distress as a means of losing weight.
I'd rather be thin and hungry than happy and fat
The singer values their own physical appearance over their emotional well-being.
I'd rather be uninformed than face the facts
The singer actively avoids or ignores information that may be unpleasant or difficult to hear.
Re-relax I'm choking on a splinter with a termite
The singer is attempting to calm themselves down despite experiencing discomfort.
Ermines living like they're kings cause their fur's nice
The artist observes that external appearances can be deceiving and may not reflect reality.
Feel myself trapped somewhere between LA and Irvine
The artist feels as though they are stuck between two unappealing options or locations.
Doubtful that the shards of my fractured mind will survive
The singer is uncertain whether their own mental state will improve or worsen over time.
Eyeing the traffic light, but I'm not yielding
The singer is anxious and impatient while waiting for something to happen.
Left arm if left hanging, glued to the ceiling
The artist feels as though they are physically and emotionally stuck in place.
A feeling like this could get out of control
The artist is aware that their own emotions could lead to negative consequences.
Ten in my pocket, got money to blow
The artist has some disposable income that they are considering spending in a frivolous manner.
What I feel is nothing at all, all
The singer emphasizes their own emotional numbness and detachment.
Contributed by Maria P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@jonamrodriguez5628
It's Saturday morning
And I drank too much coffee
Some people say there's no such thing as too much coffee
But I say there is such thing
See, see, see, see
See I thought it might be easier to be who I'm not
Took a sip, now uno mas
I'm lots of things but none of them interesting
Thinking about my dreams and hopes, just jokes
I've told myself to close the holes in my brain
Getting older by the second
Inching forward toward my grave
Wondering what's the lesson
I'd rather be dumb than smart
I'd rather make shit than art
I'd rather just sit and watch the ships depart
Every mark I, mark I, mark I make is a b-side
Besides all I eat's freeze dried, harbinger of my demise
The dude telling you it's a ruse well he's right
Packing up a parachute and a pair of Levi's
Apocalypse coming blank pages I'm thumbing
The gyres keep widening til I am number
Than gums at a dentist just covered with gauze
Gasping for gas, trapped in the jaws
[Hook:]
Don't you set me straight, I've got it square
Squandering my youth, but I don't care
What I feel is nothing at all
What I feel is nothing at all, all
Scratch, scratch, scratching at my shins
First season Mad Men on in the background
Can't stop laughing
Half of what I do is purposeless
Windex-ing surfaces, vultures circling
I'm searching for what on earth this really is
You can catch me in a Super 8
Things are going super great
Melting my mental space is how I'm losing weight
I'd rather be thin and hungry than happy and fat
I'd rather be uninformed than face the facts
Re-relax I'm choking on a splinter with a termite
Ermines living like they're kings cause their fur's nice
Feel myself trapped somewhere between LA and Irvine
Doubtful that the shards of my fractured mind will survive
Eyeing the traffic light, but I'm not yielding
Left arm if left hanging, glued to the ceiling
A feeling like this could get out of control
Ten in my pocket, got money to blow
@Evilrose0611
Theres something about k.flay's music that just hits you in the brain and the heart and sticks there. hope to hear more for a long time. :)
@mikeattacker11
incredibly amazing beats!!! and the way you spit them rhymes complements the beats...perfect!
@CANDiSUSHi
she's easily one of the most talented rappers out there today, her flow is so sick and her lyrics are so clever!
@xoxAshh137
your music is so badass. i absolutely love it. you're so real and i can really feel you in your songs. I'll definitely be keeping an eye out for you, you're going places.
@UnDergroundIlusions
K Flay You Are BOMB GIRL, you don't even know me but, I'm hella proud of you for making some sickk hip hop. Carry On! <3 Hope we can rap together someday. Peace
@MrLOGIK89
just heard this chick already becoming a fan awfully quick keep it up chick good hearing something this good lyrically from a voice as soothing as hers
@Kraaans
this tune is so amazing.. holy shit.. this deserves a lot more views.. !! ! !
@RecluseRobot
Dear k.flay i love your music i listen to it alllll the time and i'm just like yesssss with every beat and every word your the most awesome.
@GinaKahai
One of my faves!
@wickeddaza
Keep up the good work K Fizzle!