FADE AWAY
K.I.R Lyrics

Yeah I look into the mirror then I think I fade away
When I stare at my reflection, I feel like I'm disappearing and losing myself.

My mind is running wild and I think I’m needing saved
My thoughts are overwhelming me and I feel like I need help to find my way back.

I got to get it Got to get it Got to get away Gotta make it happen before I am in my grave
I must escape my current situation and make something happen before it's too late and I die with regrets.

I don’t know why but I’m fading away I don’t know why but I’m needing saved
I'm not sure what's causing me to feel lost and disconnected, but I know I need assistance.

Sitting looking at you on a picture uh You’re not here with me and that’s the difference yeah
I stare at your photograph and realize how much I miss you and how different life is without you.

You were selfish and I still don’t get it Why’d you do it But you did it Broke my heart and I admit it yeah
You acted out of your own self-interest and it hurt me deeply, even though I still can't understand why you chose to hurt me.

Sitting crying out for help Every day was by myself I ain’t have nobody else Yeah I get it cause I’d do it
I've been pleading for assistance and I'm completely alone in this struggle, I understand why others in a similar situation would give up.

But I stood looked in the mirror Yeah I stood look at myself Thought about how you are now Didn’t wanna be a picture uh
Despite all of this, I still took time to reflect on my own situation and realized that I don't want to end up like a static photograph - I want to live fully.

Tell me what is heaven like yeah Is it bright and photo type uh That’s how I lay my head at night I think bout death and sacrifice I see yo eyes and fantasize
I wonder what the afterlife is like, but the only image I have in my head is a bright photograph - I constantly think about mortality and the sacrifices that come with it, and find solace in imagining being with you once again.