Confession
K.i.f.o.t.h. Lyrics

Sometimes I wake up in the morning
At times, I wake up in the morning

And wonder who gone stop me
And I question who will stop me

I'm doing 60 in a 35
Driving above the speed limit at 60 in a 35

I pray that they don't clock me
I hope that the police don't catch me

Or I say some dumb shit to a girl
Or I make some foolish remarks to a woman

And it's a Spongebob meme
Her response is like a Spongebob meme; making fun of me

The way she mock me
The way she ridicules me

But you know she topped me
But she made me feel better through her actions

Always got it out the mud
Always worked hard and achieved my success without any help

Never needed no one to spot me
Never had to rely on anyone for assistance

High school I was lifting weights
In high school, I was into weightlifting

College dreams fell by the wayside
I lost sight of my dreams of going to college

Started having bigger dreams
Started dreaming big and having new aspirations

Trips happen no more then stateside
My travels are limited to my home state

You just banking on deposits
You are just saving money for the future

What happens
What occurs

When the secrets come out yo closets
When your secrets are revealed to the public

Or someone you trusted
Or someone you had faith in

Speak on you
Speaks about you

Like a leaky faucet
Just like a leaking faucet, continuously and annoyingly

If we watching Flix together
If we are watching Netflix together

And I gotta leave the room
And I have to exit the room

I respect her if she pause it
I would appreciate it if she paused it

Even though I'm probably just going to text back
Even if I am just going to text back shortly after

The side
The other party

Truth is what you hide
The real truth is what you conceal

But what is truth
However, what is the actual truth?

What is time
What does the concept of time mean?

What is favor
What is the meaning of having preference?

If you look at my resume
If you examine my background

I've had all types of flavors
I have experienced different kinds of people and situations

I'm the type to fuck for free
I am the kind of person who can have sex without requiring payment

While you gotta pay her
Whereas, you are required to pay for her services

And that's a steady layup
And that is an easy opportunity

As soon as you done
Immediately after you finish

It's like come on nigga pay up
You must pay her

But for me its hugs and kisses
For me, it is just affection and tenderness

No close calls or near misses
No narrow escapes or nearly missed opportunities

Fuck her so good
Satisfying her so well

Wake up in the morning
Awakening in the morning

She start washing my dishes
She begins to wash my dishes

Kinda suspicious
Somewhat suspect

Whenever I hear someone
Every time I hear someone

Talkin down on the next
Putting someone else down

Worry about the person
Be concerned with your own life

In the mirror and maybe
When you reflect on yourself, and perhaps

You'll touch some bigger checks
You will obtain greater achievements

When I shoot for the fam
When I work for my family

They call me reckless
They label me as wild and careless

But when the situation over
However, once the situation is resolved

I'm called protective
I am called the protector

It's a different type of perspective
It is a distinct viewpoint

Never the less
Nonetheless

I'm tired of all these people
I am exhausted by all these people

Not moving facts
Not accepting the truth

They just guess
They merely assume

What's going on in my mind
What is happening in my psyche

Or how I feel or what I've seen
Or my feelings or experiences

I blew 15 stacks
I spent $15k

In the same 2 weeks
Within the same two weeks

I'm supposed to quarantine
I am required to self-isolate

E called me he been on some Iffy shit
E called me, and he's been doing some untrustworthy actions

Great brands stuck together
Great people always stay together

That's some sticky shit
That is some complicated issues

I take it serious when it come to my team
I am serious about my team

5 different niggas but in common
Five distinct people, but we have one goal

We got one dream
We have one shared vision

I haven't heard from my
I have not had contact with my

Grandad in months
Grandfather in several months

Claiming he gone call a nigga
Saying he will call me, but never does

No man is perfect
Nobody is flawless

But at least don't stall a nigga
But at least don't keep me waiting

It's all love to him
I still love him regardless

And everything he hasn't done
And everything he has not accomplished

But at least the time we do spend
But at least we have the time we spend together

He teaching me about the streets
He is schooling me on the ways of the street

And how things run
And how things function

Learned how to make back
I learned how to recuperate my losses

Flip double x2 type shit
I learned how to double my earnings

You know that life
You are familiar with that lifestyle

Where you gotta do
The kind of life where you must

What you gotta do type shit
Do what you need to do to survive

It might be too early to forget
It could be too soon to forgive

Some of the pain you caused me
Some of the suffering you inflicted on me

We was on that line together always
We were once indispensable together

Fuckin walkie-talkies
Just like walkie-talkies communicating all the time

But look what you have taught me
However, look at what you have taught me

My apologies for anything
I am sorry for anything

I missed on this beat
That I missed in this musical arrangement

I'm in a more forgiving mindset this year
I am in a more lenient state of mind this year

So please just respect what it is
So, please only acknowledge it for what it is

Motivated by greats
Influenced by greatness

Struggle and passion
Enduring difficulty and having passion

Motivated by not
Motivated by the absence of

Giving them what they want
Providing them with what they crave

Just a simple reaction
Just a straightforward response

You'll understand
You will comprehend

If you already haven't
If you already do not comprehend