Bad for me
KID LAROI Lyrics

I gave you all of me for none of you
I invested everything I had in this relationship, but you didn't reciprocate.

Something that I don't ever do
It's rare for me to be this vulnerable and committed to someone.

You made me feel like I'm not good enough, yeah
Your actions and words have made me doubt my self-worth.

And I don't wanna walk away, that's the last thing that I want, but hey
Even though I don't want to end things, I know it's necessary for my own well-being.

I guess right now I have to do whatever's best for me (best for me)
It's time for me to prioritize my own needs and happiness over this relationship.

I'm afraid of myself
I'm scared of the person I've become in this relationship.

You taught me how to hate myself
Your treatment of me has caused me to despise parts of myself.

For you, oh, girl, I changed myself
I altered who I am to try to please you.

And chained myself down
I feel trapped and unable to break free from this unhealthy relationship.

And then I start to blame myself
I begin to take responsibility for the problems in our relationship, even though it's not entirely my fault.

Back and forth with my head
I'm constantly grappling with conflicting thoughts and emotions about our relationship.

Thinkin' 'bout what all you said
I'm replaying your hurtful words and actions over and over again in my mind.

I swear it's been a week since I slept
My anxiety and stress over this relationship are preventing me from getting restful sleep.

'Cause mine don't feel the same as your bed
Even when I'm physically close to you, I feel emotionally distant and disconnected.

This ain't love, it's hard to fake it
I've come to the realization that this relationship isn't based on love or mutual respect.

You ain't mine, it's hard to face it
The idea of losing you is difficult to accept, even though you were never really mine to begin with.

All of the time I wasted
I regret putting so much time and energy into a relationship that was ultimately unhealthy and unfulfilling.

I really tried to save us but
I made an effort to salvage our relationship, but it didn't work out.

I can't hold my breath no more
I can't continue to put my own needs on hold in this relationship.

Tired of your selfish love
Your actions and behavior have shown me that your love is focused more on yourself than on me.

I can't be what you want
I can't continue to alter who I am to try to fit your expectations and desires.

But I still wanna be loved
Even though I'm ending this relationship, I still crave and deserve love.

Never asked for nothin' else
I didn't want anything from you besides love, respect, and mutual support.

I gotta do this for myself
Ending this relationship is necessary for me to prioritize my own well-being and growth.

I believed you loved me, girl
Despite your hurtful behavior, I wanted to believe that you loved and cared for me.

When I couldn't even love myself
I was searching for love and validation from you even though I hadn't fully learned to love and value myself.