Spit Sperm
KMFDM Lyrics

The lyrics to KMFDM's song "Spit Sperm" seem to speak to a sense of desperation and self-destruction, with references to alcoholism and violence. The first line, "I keep account of my hits and my misses," suggests a level of self-awareness, but it is quickly undermined by the following line, "the bottle makes the final call." The singer is in the thrall of their addiction, seeking solace in the embrace of someone who might "fuel [them] with some of [their] kisses." But even in this moment of intimacy, the singer cannot escape their own feelings of shame and self-loathing, "distilled within your discipline, return to go and start again." It's as if the singer is caught in a loop, unable to break free from their own destructive patterns.

The chorus, "spit sperm spit," is ambiguous in its meaning, but it feels like a kind of primal scream, an expression of frustration and anger. The following lines reference both religion and violence, with the singer calling the TV their "teacher" and "confessional and preacher," and asking for forgiveness, even as they acknowledge their own drunkenness. The couplet, "see the gun/pick it up," is a chilling moment, evoking images of shootings and bloodshed. The singer seems almost to be daring the listener to engage in violent acts, while also warning them of the dangers. The repeated refrain of "spit sperm" feels like a kind of curse, a condemnation of the world and its emptiness.

Overall, the song feels like a desperate cry into a void, a recognition of the darkness both within and beyond oneself. It's a powerful and disturbing work, one that leaves a lasting impression.