Johan Johansson, Mats Nilsson and Pekka Kangas had a band called "Ingenting" (Swedish for "nothing"). Their first and only gig was at Österholmsskolan in Skärholmen. The autumn -77 most of the band members went to Skärholmens Gymnasium and if you worked with a project, you wouldn't have to go to all the lessons, like a band. "Skärholmens Gymnasiums Punkensemble" was started and due to that a lot of people didn't want to go to the lessons, the band got a lot of members. After a chaotic gig in the aula in Skärholmens Gymnasium with 15 band members, of which 5 were singers, the project "Skärholmens Gymnasiums Punkensemble" was over, but the singers Steppan and Alonzo, drummer Johan Johansson and bassist Matte Nilsson liked playing in a band and the became the only constant members of "KSMB". Now also a new band name was taken, "Kurt-Sunes med Berit".
Esteban Guiance [aka Steppan] (vocals, 1978-82), Mikael Alonzo (vocals, 1978-81), Johan Johansson (drums, guitar, 1978-81), Mats Nilsson (bass, 1978-80), Jonny Sylvan (guitar, 1978-80), Peter Sjölander [aka Ampull] (guitar, 1980-82), Lars Jonson [aka Guld-Lars] (guitar, 1980-82), Stefan Sundström (guitar, 1980), Lasse Carlsson (bass, 1980-81), Magnus Ulvesjö (bass, 1981-82), Juan Moya Avila (vocals, 1978), Pekka Kangas (vocals, 1978), Leif Liljegren [aka Lillen] (guitar, 1978), Mikael Damicolas (guitar, 1978), Jonny Sylvan (guitar, 1978), Seppi (drums, 1978), Lasse Lundbom (drums, 1978), Ulf Broxvall (drums, 1978)
It was announced that KSMB would exclusively play at Bråvalla festival, 2015. Sadly, on the last day of March, 2015, their guitarist Guld-Lars passed away. Bråvalla announced that KSMB would have a stand-in for Lars.
Jag vill dö
KSMB Lyrics
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Bдsta dressen har jag pе mej ikvдll
Fram kom en raggare, han slog mej I sank
Jag skrek efter mera, fцr jag e punk
Ja de e bra!
Bara slе!
Ge mej spц!
Bara slе!
Jag vill dц!
Jag gillar Pistols, jag gillar Clash
Att kunna spela? - Jag sдger: "дsch"
Subba subba, skдr av min task
Piska mej hеrt nu, ditt jдvla fnask
Ja de e bra...
The lyrics to KSMB's song Jag vill dö ("I want to die" in English) describe a self-destructive attitude of a punk rocker who feels trapped and rejected by society. The singer is presented as being "drunk as a pig" on a Saturday night, wearing his best suit and looking for trouble. When a rockabilly guy approaches him, he provokes him to hit him, as if he enjoys the pain and the sense of rebellion it gives him. The chorus repeats the phrase "jag vill dö" (I want to die) with a mix of aggression and resignation, as if the singer has given up on everything except for his desire to end his own life. The second verse shows the singer's admiration for punk icons like The Sex Pistols and The Clash, but also his ambivalence towards musical talent ("I say: 'whatever'") and his willingness to be humiliated and dominated by someone else. The last line is a vulgar insult aimed at the implied listener, as if the singer wants to spread his misery to others.
One possible interpretation of the song is that it reflects the nihilistic and rebellious ethos of the punk movement in the late 1970s-early 1980s, when KSMB was active. The song expresses a sense of alienation, anger, and despair that resonates with many young people who feel marginalized by mainstream culture or politics. The singer seeks a violent catharsis through his self-destructive behavior, as if he wants to punish himself and the world for their perceived injustices or hypocrisies. At the same time, the song also mocks the simplistic and hedonistic attitudes of some punks who reject the social norms without offering any constructive alternatives.
Line by Line Meaning
Full som ett svin en lцrdagskvдll
Drunk like a pig on a Saturday night
Bдsta dressen har jag pе mej ikvдll
Wearing my best dress tonight
Fram kom en raggare, han slog mej I sank
A biker came up and knocked me down
Jag skrek efter mera, fцr jag e punk
I screamed for more, because I'm punk
Ja de e bra!
Yes, that's good!
Bara slе!
Just hit!
Ge mej spц!
Give me a stick!
De e bra!
That's good!
Bara slе!
Just hit!
Jag vill dц!
I want to die!
Jag gillar Pistols, jag gillar Clash
I like Pistols, I like Clash
Att kunna spela? - Jag sдger: "дsch"
Ability to play? - I say "nah"
Subba subba, skдr av min task
Subba subba, cut off my task (genitalia)
Piska mej hеrt nu, ditt jдvla fnask
Whip me hard now, you damn whore
Ja de e bra...
Yes, that's good!
Contributed by Lauren F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.