Fade Away
K Dazee Lyrics

I get lost in my own way
I often feel like I am stuck and can't seem to move forward in life.

Make or break
I know that I need to succeed, or I might lose everything that I've worked hard for.

Time ain't cheap so I can't waste
I am always aware that time is valuable, and I don't want to waste any of it on things that won't help me achieve my goals.

Tryna get paid
I am constantly trying to earn money and establish financial security for myself.

I'm in here
I am currently in a situation where I am working hard to make something of myself.

Day to day
My life consists of going through one day at a time, trying to make progress towards my goals.

Put my heart on layaway
I have put my own emotional needs and desires aside in order to pursue my ambitions.

Hope my blood, sweat and tears don't go in vane
I am scared that all the hard work and sacrifices I have made will be for nothing.

When I fade away
I worry that I will not be remembered or recognized for my efforts and achievements once I'm gone.

All of my tears 'don dried up
I have cried and struggled so much that I no longer feel like I have anything left to give emotionally.

Yeah I might laugh thru the pain and you'll never know a thing
I try to hide my pain and suffering behind a forced smile so that others won't see how much I am struggling.

It's the way I'm wired
I have always been the type of person to push through challenges and never give up.

Everybody said I'ma blow
People have always told me that I am destined for success.

I be like when
I am always eager to know when my time will come to succeed.

Well there ain't no timer
I don't know when I will achieve success, and it could happen at any time.

I do not speak on desires
I keep my goals and aspirations to myself because I don't want to jinx them or disappoint others if I fail.

Some of my people were jotting and taking down notes
Some of the people in my life are watching and waiting to see if I will succeed or fail.

They plotting on what they'll acquire
Some people around me are only interested in what they can gain from my success, instead of genuinely supporting me.

I'm clocked in
I am always working hard and putting in effort towards my goals.

The boss don't like how I move like a boss
People in authority over me don't always approve of my approach, even though it has been successful for me in the past.

He ready to fire
My boss is considering firing me because he doesn't like my methods.

I'm going hire and hire
I am determined to keep pushing, even if I am fired, and will eventually hire my own team to pursue success.

Had loose change to fill up the car
I have had times where I barely had enough money to buy gas for my car, but I still kept pushing forward.

Had no ride had to hit up Marc
When I didn't have transportation, I had to rely on someone else to get me where I needed to go, like my friend Marc.

Thought about tax before swipe that card
I am always thinking about the financial repercussions of my actions before making a purchase, especially considering taxes.

Overdraft couldn't pay that charge
I have had times where I had to deal with overdraft fees and have struggled to pay them off.

I fell in love with the cash
I became obsessed with making money and achieving financial security, losing sight of other important things in my life.

It didn't matter the task
For me, the end goal of making money was more important than the means of achieving it.

Stuffing the pack in the bag
I have made money through illegal means and have had to transport it in secret.

I was the loudest in class
I was always the one to show off my wealth and make sure everyone knew how successful I was becoming.

New cycle Tour de France
I am always chasing the next big opportunity to make money, like someone might chase the excitement of the Tour de France.

I need a tour of France
I am so focused on making money that I don't take the time to travel and experience new things.

Can't wait till I fill arenas
I dream of the day when I will be so successful that I can fill massive arenas with my fans.

Resembles old Colosseums
I want to be so successful that my shows will be legendary, like the fights that took place in ancient Colosseums.

Tomorrow ain't promised
I am always aware that life is unpredictable, and I don't know what tomorrow may bring.

So I go hard today
I make sure to work as hard as I can every day because I don't know how many opportunities I will have in the future.

Blood on my ate sharks today
I am so determined to succeed that I am willing to compete fiercely and even witness the bloodshed of others in the process.

Stash full of cash where my momma stay
I have so much money that I can afford to hide a large amount of it at my mother's house.

Back of the book
I am constantly searching for answers and looking for ways to improve my situation.

I'm searching I'm looking for the answers
I am constantly trying to better myself and find solutions to any problems that arise.

Smashing these women I'm breaking they're standards
I am not above manipulating or using women to get what I want in life, even if it means breaking their trust and societal standards.

Blowing through Ho-ho-ho
I spend money uncontrollably, like someone might blow through their savings during the holiday season.

All of these Ls I'm tired coming in second
I am tired of the constant setbacks and losses, and I am determined to finally come in first place.

Like how we gon run up a dub
I am wondering how we will be able to make it financially, even though we keep taking losses.

Penthouse party
I am so focused on making money that I am willing to spend it all on a luxurious party instead of investing it wisely.

Bottle and bitches
I am so caught up in the party lifestyle that I objectify women and treat them as objects to be used and discarded.

So much fun well I had me enough
I am starting to realize that the excessive lifestyle I am living is not sustainable or fulfilling in the long run.

Can't find love in here
I am so focused on making money and achieving success that I have neglected my personal and emotional needs.

She wanna live it up
The women I am involved with are also caught up in the party lifestyle and care only about having fun and being extravagant.

Four shots in she done
The women I am involved with often drink excessively and are unable to make rational decisions as a result.

We making love in the cut
I am so caught up in my desires and the moment that I am willing to risk my own safety and reputation to be intimate with someone.

Let's get to it
I am ready to take action and make changes to my life in order to achieve my goals.

I'm influenced yeah
I am constantly being influenced by the people and situations around me.

I'ma shine
I am determined to stand out and achieve my own version of success, no matter what it takes.

I want this forever till it's mine
I am so determined to succeed that I want the feeling of accomplishment to last forever, and I will stop at nothing to achieve it.