Conflicted
Ka Lyrics

These were known as samurai
Referring to myself and my struggles as a samurai, symbolizing my constant need to fight and strive for success.

Always been conflicted
Acknowledging that I have always had internal conflicts and struggles within myself that I have tried to overcome.

I strained to obtain so I could give more
I have worked tirelessly to achieve success so that I can give back to those who have supported me along the way.

Most dangerous when there was nothin' to live for
I have found that I am most motivated and driven when I have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

For that fetti bag ready to let the six pour
I am willing to take risks and make sacrifices in order to achieve financial success.

Was on nuttin' long enough, need a big score
I have struggled for a long time and am determined to finally achieve a significant victory.

The harmony dreamin' had me constantly schemin'
I have always had dreams of achieving balance and peace in my life, which has driven me to come up with plans and strategies to reach my goals.

Rarely peace, and barely a beast, armed like a demon
Despite my desire for peace, I am constantly ready to fight and defend myself like a fierce warrior.

Singin" tough upbringin', swore it was the hardest
My difficult childhood has shaped me into the person I am today, and I am proud of the obstacles I have overcome.

A lot of years starvin', before I was a artist
I struggled for many years before achieving success as an artist.

When bringin' tomorrow the sorrow plus the hurt
Despite my successes, I still carry a lot of pain and sorrow from my struggles in the past.

Finally eatin', reapin', it's just dessert
Finally achieving success in my life feels like a sweet reward for all of my hard work.

It's just, so trust my work from dusk to dirt
I am dedicated to my work and will keep pushing myself to succeed no matter what.

Committed rhymes, if you give it time, much is learned
I have put a lot of effort into my music and believe that with time, people can learn and grow from listening to my lyrics.

Firm dense, but earn strength with a young store
I have faced many challenges throughout my life, but those experiences have made me stronger and more resilient.

Brought hammers to grammar school - hence the gun talk
I come from a rough background and have faced violence and danger from a young age, which has influenced my music and lyrical content.

The coke drought made it a cesspool
The lack of drugs available created a dangerous environment where violence and crime were rampant.

What they ail is steel, need a fresh jewel
Those who are struggling rely on weapons and violence to survive, but I believe that a new way of thinking is needed to make a change.

Enthralled in crime not more but nah less cruel
Those who are involved in criminal activity are not inherently more or less cruel than anyone else, but are driven by their circumstances to take desperate measures.

Attractive street where active eat the less drool
The allure of the street lifestyle can be tempting, but it is not a sustainable way of life and often leads to poverty and suffering.

I speak brass tacks to my last acts
I am honest and direct with my words and actions, and always strive to be true to myself.

My gift might be missed if mixed with trash raps
I believe that my talent and message are important, but if mixed with shallow or meaningless music, they may go unnoticed or be misunderstood.

The nights whole, slice your loaf if you ain't breakin' bread
If you are not contributing to my success, you do not deserve to share in the rewards.

Some hate wait and beg, we take instead
I believe that it is important to be proactive and take control of your life and future, rather than waiting for opportunities to come to you.

Mommy told me be a good boy
My mother taught me to be kind and respectful, and to make good decisions in order to stay safe and succeed in life.

Need you alive, please survive, you my hood joy
My mother cares about me and wants me to succeed, and her love and support is what drives me to keep pushing forward.

Pops told me stay strapped son
My father taught me to be prepared and protect myself, as the world can be a dangerous place.

You need the shotty, be a body or catch one
Having a gun can mean the difference between life and death in certain situations, and I have learned to value the importance of self-defense.

Where you from? During what years?
People are often curious about where I am from and what my experiences have been like, as they have played a big part in shaping who I am today.

You from the slum, where you was upstairs?
Growing up in the inner city can be challenging, and many people assume that I come from a disadvantaged or impoverished background.

What you seen, what you been through?
I have experienced a lot of difficult situations and struggles in my life, which have taught me many valuable lessons and made me a stronger person.

Where your team, what your men do?
The people you surround yourself with can have a big impact on your life and success, so it is important to choose your friends and allies wisely.

In over your head, who gon' defend you?
When you are facing challenges that seem insurmountable, it can be difficult to know who to turn to for help and support.

Demonstrative, get you popped where the monsters live
Being overly confident or confrontational can get you into dangerous situations or cause you to clash with people who are more powerful or dangerous than you.

Your people pay for your mistakes, hope they comp' your wiz
When you make mistakes, it can affect not only you, but the people around you as well, and it is important to make amends and seek forgiveness when necessary.

From honor, I don't speak drama I don't know about
I believe in living my life with integrity and honesty, and avoid getting involved in petty disputes or unnecessary drama.

I hold the pen, ain't goin' know how it was going out
As a writer and artist, I am in control of my own destiny and am determined to make a mark on the world with my words and music.

Not blessed divine, want to live good the rest are mine
I am not relying on divine intervention or luck to achieve success, but am determined to work hard and create my own destiny.

Fly rewards for my recordings, don't stress the shine
Although I enjoy the fruits of my labor and the rewards of success, I try not to become too attached to material possessions or superficial things.

Wrote the screenplay, direct, and set design
I am a versatile artist and have a hand in many different aspects of my creative projects, including writing, directing, and designing.

They writin' deadlines, I ain't pressed for time
Although many people may feel pressured by deadlines or time constraints, I am confident in my abilities and work at my own pace to ensure the highest quality of work possible.

That haste makes waste, you saunder and slip
Rushing through a project or decision can lead to mistakes or oversights, and it is important to take your time in order to be thorough and careful.

But I find when formin' a script, let's ponder a bit
When creating a work of art, it is important to take time to reflect and think critically about your choices and decisions in order to create the most impactful and meaningful piece possible.

Always been conflicted
Despite my successes, I continue to struggle with internal conflicts and conflicts in my external environment.

I got my good from mom duke
My mother has always been a positive influence in my life and has taught me important values and principles.

I got my math from pop duke, for real
My father has been a valuable teacher and mentor, providing me with important knowledge and skills in order to succeed in life.

Conflicted
Although I have achieved success in many areas of my life, I continue to struggle with internal conflicts and unresolved issues.