A Flame Out in the Wind
Kaiyko Lyrics

I get lost when I get scared
I feel disoriented and confused when I experience fear or anxiety

Freaking out about the endless possibilities
Feeling overwhelmed by the numerous potential outcomes or scenarios

Find myself crying in my backyard
Discovering that I am in tears in the privacy of my own outdoor space

Hoping to myself that the neighbors can't hear me
Wishing silently that my neighbors are unaware of my emotional vulnerability

But I love how simple and sweet
However, I admire the way you perceive things as uncomplicated and pleasant

You always make things out to be
You consistently depict situations

Deep inside, I wish I was like you
Internally, I long to possess qualities similar to yours

But everything about you always cuts through me
Nevertheless, every aspect of your presence affects me deeply

Like a knife right through my chest
Similar to the sensation of a sharp blade piercing my torso

Cutting deeper than the rest
Penetrating more profoundly than any other emotional experience

Wish you could stay here forever
Desiring your continuous presence indefinitely

But I see what's coming next
However, I am aware of the impending events or circumstances

We're like a flame out in the wind
Our relationship resembles a flickering flame easily extinguished by the wind

Wish I could keep us from harm
I desire the ability to shield our connection from any damage or danger

But I think love never wins
However, I believe that love often fails or does not prevail

Our fate pulls everything apart
The forces determining our destiny unravel and separate everything

Blood red, got my eyes red from the crying
My eyes are bloodshot and reddened due to extensive weeping

I'm fine, here we go again man I'm lying
I claim to be alright, but in reality, I am deceiving myself

Look me in my eyes and tell me that I'll be okay
Directly gaze into my eyes and assure me that I will be fine

Demons always haunting me, I think they here to stay
Malevolent forces consistently torment me, and I suspect their permanent presence

Don't lie when you tell me that you care
Please refrain from falsehoods while expressing your concern for me

I've been falling, I even shaved my hair
I have been descending emotionally, reaching a point where I shaved off my hair

I've been finding out who loves me, but I can't trust you
I've been discovering people who genuinely care for me, but I struggle to place my trust in you

Nothing ever lasts
No entity or situation endures eternally

I've been stuck inside my past
I have remained trapped within my previous experiences or memories

I'm faking all my smiles
I am pretending to be happy through all my smiles

And my heart is made of glass, it's shattered
My heart is fragile like glass, and it has broken into numerous pieces

But I don't think it really matters
However, I believe it is insignificant or inconsequential

I'd rather be alone than feel the pain when I look at her
Instead of experiencing heartache when I see her, I prefer solitude

Losing myself from this world, I
Becoming detached or disconnected from reality, I

Don't really know what to do, why
Lack comprehension of the appropriate actions or reasons

Does everything come to an end?
Is it inevitable for all things to conclude?

Cuz' I can't make amends anymore
Because I am no longer capable of repairing or reconciling

But you know I'll still be here confused with you
Yet, despite the confusion, you know that I'll still be by your side