Even If
Karla Bonoff Lyrics


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Where have the dreams gone
Where are the love songs
Just a world I used to know
My love has lost you
The cost I would not see
Until I learned something thatæ?¯ not free

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Even if you took my hand
You couldn't lead me
Even if you touched my heart
I wouldn't cry
Even if you'd understand
It wouldn't free me
Even if you gave me wings
I couldn't fly

Maybe it's growing old
Something starts going cold
And the years just fade away
I used to feel so young
Now all I feel is numb
Played a game nobody ever won

CHORUS

Maybe some day, when you look in my eyes again
You'll find the love never died
If there's a way to break through it all again
And find the life that I left behind





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Overall Meaning

In Karla Bonoff's song "Even If," the singer reflects on a lost love and the painful realization that some things in life come at a cost. She wonders where her dreams have gone and laments the absence of love songs, feeling as though the world she used to know has changed. The heartbreak of losing her love is compounded by the fact that she didn't fully appreciate the cost until it was too late.


The chorus of the song expresses a sense of resignation and a lack of hope. Even if her former lover were to come back to her, she doubts that it would make a difference. She wouldn't cry if he touched her heart, and even if he gave her wings, she wouldn't be able to fly. The sense of emotional detachment is palpable throughout the song, and this chorus serves as a poignant reminder of the depth of her loss.


As the song progresses, the singer contemplates the passage of time and the way that growing older can cause something inside us to go cold. She feels numb, as though she's been playing a game that nobody ever wins. The sense of futility and despair in these lyrics is haunting, and Bonoff's vocals convey the emotion beautifully.


The final verse of the song offers a flicker of hope, suggesting that perhaps one day her lost love will return and reignite the flames of their passion. She longs to find the life that she left behind and break through the wall of pain that has kept them apart. The final chorus echoes the sentiments of the previous one, offering a sense of finality and closure to the song.


Overall, "Even If" is a powerful exploration of love, loss, and the way that time can change us. It is a poignant reminder of the cost of love and the pain of letting go.


Line by Line Meaning

Where have the dreams gone
I wonder where all our dreams went and why they didn't come true


Where are the love songs
I miss the songs we used to sing about love and how it made everything better


Just a world I used to know
I feel like the world has changed and I don't recognize it anymore


My love has lost you
I have lost you, the one I love, and it's breaking my heart


The cost I would not see
I didn't realize the price I would pay for losing you until it was too late


Until I learned something that's not free
I didn't fully understand that love comes with a cost, and that cost is often pain and heartbreak


Even if you took my hand, You couldn't lead me
Even if you came back to me and tried to help me, I don't think I could move on from the pain


Even if you touched my heart, I wouldn't cry
Even if you showed me love again, I don't think I could let myself feel it fully because I'm afraid of being hurt again


Even if you'd understand, It wouldn't free me
Even if you understood how I feel and the pain I'm going through, it wouldn't be enough to make me feel better or heal my heart


Even if you gave me wings, I couldn't fly
Even if you gave me the strength to start over again, I don't think I could do it because I'm too weighed down by the past and the pain


Maybe it's growing old, Something starts going cold
Maybe the reason things didn't work out between us is because we grew apart and our love started to fade


And the years just fade away
As time goes on, it feels like our memories and our love are slowly disappearing


I used to feel so young, Now all I feel is numb
I used to be full of life and love, but now I feel empty and numb inside


Played a game nobody ever won
It feels like our love was a game that we both lost, and that nobody ever wins in the end


Maybe someday, when you look in my eyes again, You'll find the love never died
Maybe someday, if we meet again, you'll realize that our love never truly died and that there's still a chance for us


If there's a way to break through it all again, And find the life that I left behind
If we can find a way to move past the pain and the hurt, maybe we can rediscover the love and the life we had before




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: KARLA BONOFF

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BlueRidgeKat1

One of the best singer/songwriters of all time!!!!!

Gardenk K

Classic, grew up listening to Karla and still love her! x

Eever Paul De Leon

thank you for your music....

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