Brittle Urchin
Kayo Dot Lyrics


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Darkness in the cradle of my heart will never wane
Sandstone boy in wind and rain worn down featureless
A dented page of paper from a drawing diary
Wrapped in cracks like rivers, sugar ground to dust

A brittle urchin desiccated by the ocean air
Like a tower of ash upon a cemetery hill
I could never last, I could never last, I could never last.




Overall Meaning

The opening line of Kayo Dot's song "Brittle Urchin" speaks to the profound sense of sadness and emptiness that the singer carries deep within their heart. This darkness is so entrenched that it will never dissipate, reflecting a sullen pessimism that contrasts sharply with the more hopeful tones of many other songs in the genre. A sense of roughness and weariness can be heard in the second line, where a boy is described as being worn down by the wind and rain, losing his essential features and becoming hardened like sandstone. This boy is symbolic of the singer's own struggles and challenges, as they too are eroded by the difficulties of life and the passage of time.


The third line brings a new layer of meaning to the song, as the singer describes a tattered piece of paper that has been wrapped in cracks like rivers. This reminds us of the singer's own fragility and vulnerability, and hints at a deeper sense of loss and disappointment. Finally, the image of a brittle urchin that has been desiccated by the ocean air stands as a metaphor for the singer, whose spirit has been broken and has withered away. The image of a tower of ash on a cemetery hill reinforces this idea, conveying a sense of utter finality and hopelessness.


Line by Line Meaning

Darkness in the cradle of my heart will never wane
My heart is engulfed in permanent darkness that will never dissipate.


Sandstone boy in wind and rain worn down featureless
The elements have weathered a boy made of sandstone, leaving him featureless.


A dented page of paper from a drawing diary
A piece of paper from a sketchbook, bearing dents and creases.


Wrapped in cracks like rivers, sugar ground to dust
The paper is lined with cracks that resemble rivers and has been degraded to dust like sugar.


A brittle urchin desiccated by the ocean air
A fragile sea creature has been dehydrated and made brittle by the salty ocean air.


Like a tower of ash upon a cemetery hill
The urchin stands tall and lifeless like a tower of ash on a hill in a graveyard.


I could never last, I could never last, I could never last.
I am not meant to endure, and will inevitably perish.




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Comments from YouTube:

christianmalz

this is a great hymn to the world of pain and corruption....i like this way to make art an symbol...this music and compositions are totally different to others...never heard something equal-maybe the Legendary Pink Dots---but this is another genre...all what remains is LOVE

markus e. lipka

the incredible might of the beauty!

DanEshed

I recognized this song after Toby played it in his solo tour several months ago. So great.
BTW small error up.. the release is Plastic House on Base of Sky.

agenttank

Ha! i KNEW ´they played this in the europe tour! true, right?

opa laa

@agenttank They opened with this one in Sofia

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