2) Keenan O'Connor, the Dangurgi's 4-track noise , Magic Dwarf Wizard
Here I Am
Keenan Lyrics
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I'm too shy to show you my vulnerable side
I'm too near to make it clear emotional suicide
Is this love I'm thinking of I know that
Know that
Close the latch I can't attach I'm sure that I'm sure that
Here I am, I can't give you anything
Here I am, don't want to cause you pain
Here I stand, alone and on my own again
Death an act of Heaven slept I'm a crazy, lazy
Fall so deep then I can't sleep, I'm slippin' into hazy
Want to share but it's not there, and tell me why
Laugh to live no tears to cry, and I really, want to
[Repeat: x2]
Here I am, I can't give you anything
Here I stand, I can't turn away
Here I am, don't want to cause you pain
Here I stand, alone and on my own again
[Repeat: x7]
Here I am
[Repeat: x7]
Here I am, here I stand
On my own again on my own again
Here I am, don't wanna cause you pain
Here I stand, alone and on my own again
Here I am, here I stand, oh here I stand
Here I am, here I am, oh here I am
Here I stand, here I am, here I stand, here I am
The song ‘Here I Am’ by Keenan is a poignant expression of vulnerability and emotional turmoil. The lyrics narrate the singer's internal struggle to reveal his vulnerable side to someone he has feelings for. He is fearful of emotional suicide and seems to struggle with expressing his emotions freely. The phrase ‘Is this love I'm thinking of’ reflects his confusion and doubts about the intensity of his emotions towards the intended recipient.
The lyrics also touch on themes of mental health as evident in the line ‘Death an act of Heaven slept I'm a crazy, lazy’. The lines seem to suggest that the singer is grappling with some form of mental health issues that affect his ability to connect emotionally with others. He delves into the depth of his emotional and mental state by admitting he falls so deep that he can't sleep and is slipping into a hazy state. He reveals his desire to share, but it seems his emotional blockage prevents him from doing so.
The repetition of the phrase ‘Here I am’ serves to highlight the singer's isolation and inability to connect despite his desire to do so. The song captures the pain and struggle of individuals dealing with mental health issues that make them withdraw from others despite their desire to connect. It is a raw and honest expression of the emotional turmoil that many people face, but which often remains hidden.
Line by Line Meaning
Here I am
I am present and available, though not necessarily willing or able to give all of myself.
I'm too shy to show you my vulnerable side
I am hesitant to reveal the parts of myself that are fragile and easily damaged.
I'm too near to make it clear emotional suicide
Being so close to someone and risking emotional pain or abandonment feels like a dangerous and self-destructive act.
Is this love I'm thinking of I know that
I am questioning whether what I feel is truly love, but I can't deny that it is powerful and consuming.
Close the latch I can't attach I'm sure that I'm sure that
I am closing off a part of myself and unable to fully commit or connect with someone, and I am certain of this fact.
Here I am, I can't give you anything
I am admitting my inability to provide for someone emotionally or otherwise.
Here I stand, I can't turn away
I am facing the situation and not avoiding it, even though I may not have the strength to fully engage.
Here I am, don't want to cause you pain
I care about the other person and want to avoid hurting them, even if it means sacrificing my own desires.
Here I stand, alone and on my own again
I find myself isolated and without the support of a partner or close relationship.
Death an act of Heaven slept I'm a crazy, lazy
The prospect of death and what comes after it is a mystery and sometimes feels like an easier option. I may also be struggling with motivation and productivity.
Fall so deep then I can't sleep, I'm slippin' into hazy
When I become consumed by my emotions, I have trouble finding peace or rest, and may feel like I am losing touch with reality.
Want to share but it's not there, and tell me why
I have a desire to open up and connect with someone, but am unable to find the right person or situation to do so. I am frustrated and perplexed by this fact.
Laugh to live no tears to cry, and I really, want to
I try to find humor and joy in life, but deep down I am longing for a deeper emotional connection and wish I could be vulnerable enough to shed tears.
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: COLLEEN A. FITZPATRICK, DAVIE PHILANDER DERBY, MICHAEL STUART KOTCH
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@hannahblack07
Am I the only one that pretends to be in a photo shoot when I hear this song 😍😍?
@arnoldrivas4590
No, no, you're not. 😊
@caroline.auberger
lmao me this morning
@marcialoya
No, you’re not! I’m imagining myself in a music video when I hear this song! ❤
@TheRealSandorClegane
Played this at a yacht party this passed weekend as the sun was setting, a perfect ending to a wonderful day, the last two minutes when the guitar comes in is my favorite part of the whole track, so chillin
@asael4491
What a way to end a party! what are the guitar chords for the last two minutes, if you don't mind me asking.
@TheRealSandorClegane
asael enriquez Im not sure what chords are, but you can try googling it
@asael4491
tyler durden I tried but no luck, I guess ill have to use my ear on this one
@TheRealSandorClegane
asael enriquez sorry mate, cheers
@_Brutal_
tyler durden would you happen to know the finger placement?