Nowhere To Go
Kerser Lyrics

Are you alone?
Asking if there is no one to help him.

No ones out here
There is no one available to help him.

Same day, started as the last one
He feels like he's in the same spot in life every day.

Nothings changed, kinda hopin its a fast one
He hopes this day goes by quickly because nothing ever changes.

Now my mates man I hardly ever see 'em
He doesn't see his friends as much as he used to anymore.

I know they feel I changed but I'm feeling like I'm dreaming
He feels like he's in a dream and everything has changed.

Now when we drink up, we reminisce and laugh
When he drinks with his friends, they usually talk about old times and have fun.

I'm feeling bad I'm out it but they still stuck in the raw
He feels bad that he's not in the same situation as his friends, who are still struggling.

Weighing drugs on a scale just to pay bills,
He's selling drugs to make money and pay his bills.

Plus the boys doing time, how do they feel
His friends are in jail, and he wonders how they're feeling.

No matter what, I am stuck in the gutter
He feels like he's stuck in a bad situation.

Money can't change shit, its my brain motherfucker
Having money won't solve his problems, it's all in his mind.

If I had enough bills, I'd get all the crew fed
If he had enough money, he would pay for his friends' meals.

But I gotta feed my fam and remember you said
He has to take care of his family first before thinking of his friends.

You had my back while I'm needing the support
His friend promised to help him, but he hasn't received any support.

Try and move but I crash, plus I'm fiending just to talk
Whenever he tries to move forward, he feels like he fails, and he's craving someone to talk to.

Nobody wanna listen so I'm walking these dead streets
No one wants to listen to him, so he's walking alone in the streets.

Feeling like the only thing that knows is a NEBS beat
He feels like the only thing that understands him is the music, specifically a NEBS beat.

What the fuck you thinking cause I got fans now
Why do people think he doesn't need help because he has fans now?

That I don't need your help, fuck I'm putting the pen down
He's saying that he does need help, despite what people may think, and he can't stop making music.

Wait I can't do that, cause thats the shit right
He can't stop making music, because that's what he's known for.

This the medicine thats gonna save a kids life
His music is like medicine, and it may help someone in a similar situation.

But I talk about drugs, so now I'm no good
Because his music talks about drugs, he feels like people don't take him seriously.

Show your parents what the fuck around your own hood
He wants people to show their parents the reality of their own neighborhood.

Then maybe just maybe you'll fucking understand why
He hopes people will understand his situation better.

And hate me but rate me and the exact same time, cause I
He wants people to hate him for being truthful, but still appreciate his honesty.

Feel alone like there's nowhere to go, I try to
He feels lonely and lost.

Find a home but I'm back on the road, another
He's constantly on the move, without a real home.

Mate rang but I missed the call,
His friend called him, but he didn't answer.

So you can use your fucking brain but you ain't thinking at all
His friend could have used his brain to help him, but he didn't really think it through.

I could be drug fucked, that would make sense
It would make sense if he was addicted to drugs.

You try to hold the weight I'm holding it would break legs
The weight he's carrying is too heavy for anyone else to handle.

Cones that I've packed, every tab that Ive popped
He's been packing cones (i.e. joints or bongs) and taking drugs (i.e. tabs like LSD)

On the phone to my dad, but he don't know that I'm lost
He's talking to his dad, but he doesn't want to tell him that he's lost and confused.

Cause I play it all good, no one needs to know shit
He's pretending that everything is fine and doesn't want anyone to know what he's really going through.

Don't know if I should, don't know why I wrote this
He's not sure if he should express his feelings or why he felt the need to write this song.

Feeling so confused, why the fans showing love
He's confused as to why his fans love him despite his problems.

Why I'm writing shit like this, does it mean I'm growing up
He questions whether writing this kind of music means he's maturing.

If thats the fucking case I'd rather feeling like a kid again
If maturity means feeling lost and alone, he'd rather feel like a kid again.

When we was running mucks I probably had them people listening
When he was young and reckless, people were paying attention to him.

Now a days, its not the same, or tell me is this what the fame is doing to my brain I've gone insane I need a doctor mate
Nowadays, things have changed, and he doesn't know if it's because of his fame. He feels like he's going crazy and needs help.

I got a lot at stake, I gotta stop it aye
He has a lot to lose and needs to make changes.

They tell me drop the pills I end up fucking popping eight
People tell him to stop taking drugs, but he always ends up taking more.

I got my girl and thank fuck for that, I love her need her cause I'm losing all my trust in rap
He's grateful for his girlfriend because he's slowly losing faith in the music industry.

Plus she found my fucking stash and she flushed it down the toilet
His girlfriend found his drugs and got rid of them.

Next day I went and scored, don't talk about it, I avoid it
The next day, he bought more drugs, but he doesn't like talking about it and avoids the topic.

Where to go, what to do cause I'm lost what
He's lost and doesn't know where to go or what to do next.

Now these haters gonna use it as a soft spot
His haters will use his vulnerability as a way to attack him.

But whats not to say that you is not the same
He's saying that his haters may be going through similar problems.

Somehow I'm in my right mind but I lost my brain
He's still sane, but he feels like he's lost control over his life.

Thats my heart sitting served up on the paper
This song is like an open book to his heart, and his emotions are on display.

I fucked up and saved nothing for later
He's messed up and doesn't have anything left for the future.