Trauma
KiD CuDi Lyrics


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When I was eleven I saw my dad's corpse innocence lost
Hanging on the front porch how do I deal
I saw my dad's corpse
When I was eleven I saw my dad's corpse innocence lost
Hanging on the front porch how do I deal
I saw my dad's corpse

When I was fifteen I saw a friend's corpse innocence gone
Love and a blow torch how do I deal
I saw a friend's corpse
When I was fifteen I saw a friend's corpse innocence gone




Love and a blow torch how do we deal
I saw a friend's corpse on the way to school today

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Kid Cudi's Trauma evoke a painful and traumatic childhood experience that he had to endure. The repetition of the phrase "I saw my dad's corpse" and "I saw a friend's corpse" underscores the traumatic nature of the events and the lasting impact they have had on Kid Cudi. The opening lines reveal that he witnessed his father's death at the tender age of eleven. Witnessing his father's lifeless body hanging on the front porch would have been a harrowing and deeply scarring experience, as it signifies an abrupt end to the security and support that a father figure provides a child. The repetition of the phrase "how do I deal" highlights the lingering emotional pain and the difficulty in grappling with such a traumatic loss.


The second verse reveals that Kid Cudi's trauma did not end with the death of his father. At the age of fifteen, he saw the body of a friend who had died tragically. The lyrics "Love and a blow torch how do we deal" suggest that this was a violent and gruesome death that must have jolted Kid Cudi's fragile psyche. The lyric "innocence gone" highlights the loss of youthful naivety and the sudden exposure to the harsh realities of the world. The final line of the song, "I saw a friend's corpse on the way to school today," suggests that the trauma is an ever-present part of Kid Cudi's daily life, and he is forced to confront the memory of his friend's death constantly.


Overall, Trauma is a deeply poignant and emotional song that explores the lasting impact of trauma on a person's psyche. Through his vivid and haunting lyrics, Kid Cudi invites the listener to empathize with the visceral experience of trauma and its lingering effects.


Line by Line Meaning

When I was eleven I saw my dad's corpse innocence lost
At the age of eleven, I witnessed the lifeless body of my father on our front porch, causing me to lose my sense of purity and naivety.


Hanging on the front porch how do I deal
My father's hanged body was prominently displayed on the front porch, leaving me struggling to cope with this traumatic experience.


I saw my dad's corpse
I witnessed the lifeless body of my father, which has left an indelible mark on me.


When I was fifteen I saw a friend's corpse innocence gone
At the age of fifteen, I witnessed the dead body of a dear friend, losing my sense of innocence in the process.


Love and a blow torch how do I deal
The violent and gruesome way in which my friend died, exacerbated by the use of a blow torch, left me struggling to come to terms with the reality of the situation.


I saw a friend's corpse
The sight of my friend's lifeless body was an incredibly painful experience that has scarred me deeply.


On the way to school today
Even today, on my way to school, I am forced to confront the memories of my friend's death and the trauma it has caused me.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Kid Cudi

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